On Sun, Dec 15, 2013 10:39 AM PST
snowfalling182@... wrote:
My family is Christian too and I have to go to church every Wednesday and Sunday. I even do volunteer work there and take care of the kids. Three years ago when I first converted I felt disgusted to have to be in a christian church. I was very afraid and half the time I just wanted to throw up because I felt that the energy was so full of evil. It was dark and the atmosphere was so disgusting. Sometimes I would cry in the car when I was about to get there and I would pray to Satan the whole way in the car.
One time I was so afraid that they were gonna find out that I was a child of Satan that I converted back to Christianity. It was a very scary day for me. Yet after sometime I came back to Satan.
Now I still go to the Christian church but I think I have grown stronger. Satan has helped me along and he protects me everyday. I don't feel disgust towards the christian religion anymore or any type of hate towards its people because I don't think that Satan wants any of us to waste our time hating. I think we should concentrate our energy on more productive things. I do think that it is evil however and I don't even know if I should be saying this on this site because people might get angry at me.
It's just that they're lost ignorant people educated not to question and also blinded by fear. After being with Satan so long I understand that they can't hurt me in any way. When I leave my parent's house I will never step foot into any disgusting church ever again. I just want to say that we are above them because they can't do anything to us and I think that you will eventually grow strong enough to not feel any of their energy. You will be okay
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