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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "misza2" <misza2@... wrote:
Hail. Unfortunately I have no answer for Your problem, as I'm suffering from the same thing and haven't been able to deal with it (yet). In my case, it seems like the xtian crap runs really deep and I am experiencing an irrational fear regarding dedications as well. I mean, I think like I'm still wondering: xtians call Satan the The King or Prince of lies, thus everything may be just a lie. Not that they are the holy. Guess this was why, after actually stopping any xtian activities etc. in my youth, I never actually went anywhere else and just stayed in the middle. With my own beliefs and ethics. Still, it was more or less affected by xtian point of view.
There is a huge difference between knowing something intellectually, even understanding the concept itself and feeling about it. I, at the very least, despite all the coherent, intelligent and honest reasons, still cannot make myself to perform the dedication. I know one thing but feel differently about it. Intellect itself seems to be not enough. Maybe I'm simply not ready yet and it will come in time or maybe there's another reason, the one I don't seem to realise.
Anyway, I keep up with Power Meditations and hope it will help me with it. Maybe I just don't know/accept myself and that's why I'm not willing to take that step as it is really a very important, life changing one.
Hail Satan and all the True Gods!
Hail Gods of War!
/Mike
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "obscure_aster" <obscure_aster@ wrote:
I think I'm unsure because I'm afraid I'm not ready to do this. I mean, I really want to do it, when I read about Satanism I felt like I have discovered the thing I was looking for to find my path for life, but I'm afraid I will not make it, like I am not enough strong for this...I mean, I know it's stupid because I will have somebody who's going to help me and who will be near me all the time, but I have this irrational fear and I don't know what to do about it. Should I dedicate even if I'm feeling this or I have to wait until I have found a way to overcome it?
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Todd" <tfbailey1969@ wrote:
Yes there is.....find out what is making you unsure. There's not really a partial plan to being a SS. You either are or you aren't. If you are, after dedication, you continue stepping forward by opening your chakras, meditating, doing spiritual warfare,reading JOS PDF,etc..If you aren't you continue to lay dormant, unempowered,and in a spiritual mess.
The point of my post is to say that you must first find out why you are unsure about dedicating. Satan is a gentleman and drags no one kicking and screaming. The choice is yours, of course.
Hail Satan!!
Hail Morax!!
Death to the Xian Church!!
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "obscure_aster" <obscure_aster@ wrote:
Hi!
I'm new to this group and also to Satanism. I found the website of "the Joy of Satan" and it immediately fascinate me. I still haven't done my dedication and I really want to do it but I'm quite an unsure person so I wanted to know if there's something I can do to make my decision firmer before stepping forward. Can you please give me some advices?
Thanks,
Zena