Need help with inspiration

[Blizzard_Owl]

I don't know how to start this off, but im lost in many ways. I know this could just be an average issue i could find a way to solve a more convenient way, but i just want to see what some of you think of this and if you could relate.

I've felt like this for a while, but now that im becoming an adult i cant hide run from it anymore. I've lost almost all of my inspiration for anything. I use to be super stoked thinking about where ide like to live and now the idea feels bland. I can never really think of what i want to do for a job, let alone hobbies. The things i use to do for fun like watching movies and playing games have become more of a way to pass time than an enjoyable part of life.

I feel like the inspiration and soul i use to have has been sucked away from me. I try my hardest to conjure up some ideas or emotions and i cant, no matter what or how long i try.
I even took advise on a reddit post and made some friends; tried new experiences but nothing has changed.

At this point i feel its a niche situation i have that's specific to how my brain works. Im happy enough in life, but it always feels like im trapped in some way and i crave freedom from it more than anything, but i can never figure out what's "holding me prisoner". Any feedback would be loved.

I don't come on here as often anymore, but my Satanic family here has always provided me a sense of safety, assurance and family. I love you all ❤

 

[UDDTHU]

hello my friend Do the cleansing meditation seriously every day. There are many meditation programs that you can go with. This is a normal state and it is because your mind is tired of things and don't worry it is a temporary state. Work on your own chakras and strengthen them. You can clearly feel the change. I can clearly be full of good and productive ideas and thoughts when I work on the upper chakras. Regarding visiting forums and websites, it is better to read jos websites even for 5 minutes daily. Don't let anything hold you back from progress.
good luck .