Sketches
Member
After months of being absent in the forums and focusing on calming down the trauma and delusions I had for said months, I finally had the courage to ask for help in the forums.
I'll summarize what happened.
My assumptions of an enemy reptilian hijacking my physical body is correct because it has made a strong hold over my sacral and heart/chest chakra.
By finally controlling my headspace and slowly meditating, I can assure myself that ignoring it with willpower or grounding myself would do the trick.
However, like I said, since the astral link is tightly secured, I have to at least remove the link whenever possible because this acts as a door to the entity that's constantly harassing me. There's not a day that I'm highly certain I need to focus freeing my six main chakras after I whale out my attention to my sacral at a certain point in time. Thinking at 270 days due to the annoying sexual harassments and assaults I suffered from this scaly kike.
I have finally accepted that no matter how grounded I am, I would still hear it or even speak through me obsessively in order to confirm my suspicions. Our minds are also linked to the point if I even THINK of removing the astral connection, I would receive an anxiety attack seconds later, sometimes accompanied by my fists making an arc down towards my knees to get my attention.
But comes the question,
"Sketches, haven't you told us that you've been focusing on removing the astral links before?"
I hate to tell you all this, but I've recently picked it up again a few days ago. So many things happened that it all blurred together. The influence on my chakras was so strong that I feel using hypnotism against me wasn't too much of a problem for it.
But enough of that, I finally have the will to go on by asking help. Just a small advice from all of you.
Is it wise to focus on cleaning my chakras instead of empowerment?
See, since the psychic and sexual attacks I suffered were strong, I'm worried about the amount of dross that my chakras have stored from it. I even hesitated doing an EZ Chakra Spin. Healing is no good either (except for my sacral) since I heard it's better to clean it first before doing any sort of healing.
Any advice would be appreciated. I also appreciate some of the help I got from everyone before, even if my situation sounds confusing at first. I don't blame them, this is probably the first time they've heard of such a drastic situation such as this.
I remembered I still did the old "burning the enemy entity with blue Satanic fire" trick, or even calling the Gods, but it only mockingly embraced me. Removing it from my sacral chakra and that type of harassment mellowing drastically would mean it was just an effective psychic attack.
Regardless, I thank myself for picking this path and the Gods not disappointing my sense of hope. I would have done something stupid otherwise.
I'll summarize what happened.
My assumptions of an enemy reptilian hijacking my physical body is correct because it has made a strong hold over my sacral and heart/chest chakra.
By finally controlling my headspace and slowly meditating, I can assure myself that ignoring it with willpower or grounding myself would do the trick.
However, like I said, since the astral link is tightly secured, I have to at least remove the link whenever possible because this acts as a door to the entity that's constantly harassing me. There's not a day that I'm highly certain I need to focus freeing my six main chakras after I whale out my attention to my sacral at a certain point in time. Thinking at 270 days due to the annoying sexual harassments and assaults I suffered from this scaly kike.
I have finally accepted that no matter how grounded I am, I would still hear it or even speak through me obsessively in order to confirm my suspicions. Our minds are also linked to the point if I even THINK of removing the astral connection, I would receive an anxiety attack seconds later, sometimes accompanied by my fists making an arc down towards my knees to get my attention.
But comes the question,
"Sketches, haven't you told us that you've been focusing on removing the astral links before?"
I hate to tell you all this, but I've recently picked it up again a few days ago. So many things happened that it all blurred together. The influence on my chakras was so strong that I feel using hypnotism against me wasn't too much of a problem for it.
But enough of that, I finally have the will to go on by asking help. Just a small advice from all of you.
Is it wise to focus on cleaning my chakras instead of empowerment?
See, since the psychic and sexual attacks I suffered were strong, I'm worried about the amount of dross that my chakras have stored from it. I even hesitated doing an EZ Chakra Spin. Healing is no good either (except for my sacral) since I heard it's better to clean it first before doing any sort of healing.
Any advice would be appreciated. I also appreciate some of the help I got from everyone before, even if my situation sounds confusing at first. I don't blame them, this is probably the first time they've heard of such a drastic situation such as this.
I remembered I still did the old "burning the enemy entity with blue Satanic fire" trick, or even calling the Gods, but it only mockingly embraced me. Removing it from my sacral chakra and that type of harassment mellowing drastically would mean it was just an effective psychic attack.
Regardless, I thank myself for picking this path and the Gods not disappointing my sense of hope. I would have done something stupid otherwise.