SleepingWolf
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I'll keep this brief without trying to identify myself. Before I had dedicated or even meditated, I knew this person with very good innate astral senses, who claimed they could see dead people and such. They weren't even trained or anything, but they said they would "meet me" in dreams. I was a young horny high schooler, so I just went along with this, but I never believed I actually had "magick" until I tested something... without even telling her, I made what I now know is called a thoughtform, a bird in the shape/image of a pokemon, and just sent it to her to say hello. When she texted me asking me what it was I sent to her that's pecking her, that was the day I discovered that *something* supernatural existed in the world, and apparently I had a gift for it (so I thought at the time) which is what would inevitably lead to me to Joy of Satan and learning what real power actually was.
My question now is however, the JoS sites put thoughtforms and servitors as advanced magick. Should it even be possible for someone, with zero training, to have made a thoughtform with what basically amounted to like, 30 seconds of thinking of it? It didn't have any power obviously, and probably faded away doing nothing. I suspect it's more likely that everyone just makes stuff like this, cuz I don't wanna think of myself as anything special, but I felt the need to just finally talk to someone experienced in this, and ask if this is actually normal. I don't wanna play around with magick too advanced for my level, but I just need to know if this could actually be latent talents from work I've done in past lives, or just something that happens. Thanks for any answers!
My question now is however, the JoS sites put thoughtforms and servitors as advanced magick. Should it even be possible for someone, with zero training, to have made a thoughtform with what basically amounted to like, 30 seconds of thinking of it? It didn't have any power obviously, and probably faded away doing nothing. I suspect it's more likely that everyone just makes stuff like this, cuz I don't wanna think of myself as anything special, but I felt the need to just finally talk to someone experienced in this, and ask if this is actually normal. I don't wanna play around with magick too advanced for my level, but I just need to know if this could actually be latent talents from work I've done in past lives, or just something that happens. Thanks for any answers!