Luzebel
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I've been in the occult for 10 years now, I've started as a good goy who studied kabbalah and eventually I tried working with angels. And what I experienced with them is perfectly in line with what JOS says about them. I really want to stress that the experiences I've had with them were very real, as a matter of fact I don't think anyone could have had more convincing experiences with them than I have.
So, what happened whenever I did a ritual to obtain something from an angel? The complete opposite. I'd ask for protection and I'd get assaulted the next day. When I was sick I'd ask for healing and things would get worse. They would give me some of the most horrifying nightmares I can think of. The last time I tried doing a ritual with an angel (Metatron), for emotional support, I went insane. Right after the ritual I got drunk, broke a bottle and started cutting my face with the shards. I was at my father's house when it happened, near a lake, and he found me just in time. I had back pains because of an accident and sometimes I would feel them press against my back with their fingers to hurt me. All of the experiences I've had with them were negative.
Now I'm not exactly a Satanist, I'm a theistic Luciferian, but I see Satanists as my brothers and I share some very similar beliefs to JOS about a lot of things.
Anyways, this is when I finally opened my eyes: Angels are evil entities. They are in fact, the most foul, and petty entities you can think of. I've read so many similar testimonies from fellow occultists. On WF some people said angels gave them nightmares, broke their appliances, caused them misfortunes... Some went through the exact same things as me.
So one day I started thinking for real, about all of this. ''If the angels are bad, then maybe the demons are good?''. So I went to the forest to be alone and surrounded by beauty, and I called Lucifer for help. He arrived immediately. I felt his presence, he filled me with such an energy... Love, acceptance and power. I swear, it felt like I was invincible, I was so energized I could not sleep for 3 days straight, I was out in the streets jogging at 3am, having one thing in mind: To succeed.
Ever since, Lord Lucifer has been interacting with me very often when I needed it the most. When I have sleep paralysis, he wakes me up. When I'm having nightmares, I see myself surrounded by his light and I wake up immediately, feeling at peace. I almost had an anxiety attack a few months ago during night. Lucifer has plunged me in a state of soft sleep paralysis, I felt him appear right behind me (I was lying on my belly on my bed) and he started gently massaging my neck to comfort me. Then he started interacting with me during all of me sleep paralysis episodes and it was incredible. He'd gently stroke my neck to confirm that it was him, gently scratch the back of my head, we'd connect and exchange feelings of love. Lucifer has been everything I ever hoped from a good god plus more.
And now it is all too obvious. Lucifer, Satan and the Goetics, are the good gods. Nothing remotely scary happened to me at their side, quite the opposite. Angels are horrific, dangerous and arrogant beings, they are the gods of the jews (emanations from yahweh) and should be seen as such: Enemies of humanity.
So, what happened whenever I did a ritual to obtain something from an angel? The complete opposite. I'd ask for protection and I'd get assaulted the next day. When I was sick I'd ask for healing and things would get worse. They would give me some of the most horrifying nightmares I can think of. The last time I tried doing a ritual with an angel (Metatron), for emotional support, I went insane. Right after the ritual I got drunk, broke a bottle and started cutting my face with the shards. I was at my father's house when it happened, near a lake, and he found me just in time. I had back pains because of an accident and sometimes I would feel them press against my back with their fingers to hurt me. All of the experiences I've had with them were negative.
Now I'm not exactly a Satanist, I'm a theistic Luciferian, but I see Satanists as my brothers and I share some very similar beliefs to JOS about a lot of things.
Anyways, this is when I finally opened my eyes: Angels are evil entities. They are in fact, the most foul, and petty entities you can think of. I've read so many similar testimonies from fellow occultists. On WF some people said angels gave them nightmares, broke their appliances, caused them misfortunes... Some went through the exact same things as me.
So one day I started thinking for real, about all of this. ''If the angels are bad, then maybe the demons are good?''. So I went to the forest to be alone and surrounded by beauty, and I called Lucifer for help. He arrived immediately. I felt his presence, he filled me with such an energy... Love, acceptance and power. I swear, it felt like I was invincible, I was so energized I could not sleep for 3 days straight, I was out in the streets jogging at 3am, having one thing in mind: To succeed.
Ever since, Lord Lucifer has been interacting with me very often when I needed it the most. When I have sleep paralysis, he wakes me up. When I'm having nightmares, I see myself surrounded by his light and I wake up immediately, feeling at peace. I almost had an anxiety attack a few months ago during night. Lucifer has plunged me in a state of soft sleep paralysis, I felt him appear right behind me (I was lying on my belly on my bed) and he started gently massaging my neck to comfort me. Then he started interacting with me during all of me sleep paralysis episodes and it was incredible. He'd gently stroke my neck to confirm that it was him, gently scratch the back of my head, we'd connect and exchange feelings of love. Lucifer has been everything I ever hoped from a good god plus more.
And now it is all too obvious. Lucifer, Satan and the Goetics, are the good gods. Nothing remotely scary happened to me at their side, quite the opposite. Angels are horrific, dangerous and arrogant beings, they are the gods of the jews (emanations from yahweh) and should be seen as such: Enemies of humanity.