Stay strong sister, as many people on these boards can relate.
Ever since I was little I too always had trouble making friends. No matter how many times I tried I just could never relate to anyone, or on any level. I always seemed to stand out and never really knew why.
As I grew older I took this as an advantage and used my lonlieness to build on my independence, my self-image, my confidence, inner strength and so on. I used it to become as powerful as I could be.
When I found Satanism I began to have an even clearer image on this situation, I found that when it comes down to it, I needed no one else but myself, that when it came down to it there was no one else who I could rely on but myself. Growing from this standpoint I have become as strong as I can, my sense of self is 100x more than what it was back than.
Before my growth I used to try to change myself so that I would fit into the groups and this only ended badly on my part, where I sunk even lower when it came to the "self". Looking back I have no clue why I would want to hang out with people who drink, smoke, do drugs, destroy their bodies, and do nothing but talk about sex, drugs, and have no clue at what true intelligence is. I realized that I was lucky that I stood out, it saved me from becoming a weak individual, it led me to a strengthened independence and discovery of my true nature.
Now with what I said above, I want to make the point that I am not anti-social as I do like to talk to people, be around people and etc. We all desire this for n matter how strong we come when it comes to independence we are still human and want human interaction.
Here is my advice to you sister, do not fear lonliness use it to your advantage, and take this time to grow, to discover your true nature. No matter how advanced we become, old we become, there is always still more to our nature and to our strength.
Your desire for friendship is great but be careful to who you wish to become friends with. Do not let your lonlienss disrupt who you truely are. I am not saying that you would ever do this but just useful advice, as doing this will only set you back on your advancement on this path for perfection.
Know we are all here for you and are willing to talk, all you have to do is send the email.
Also I care about your birthday and want to wish you the best you ever have.
Hail Satan
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You shouldn't post personal information here
NOT SAFE
however for ur situation u should do daily meditations
and clean ur aura every day
Few times a day do aura protection!
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[email protected][/url], "alisha" wrote:
My birthday is on the 11th of March and it seems like no one cares I'm not happy right now its hard for me as it is to make friends. I hate.Jehovah fuckin ass he always ruins everything for me I am happy however to ne apart of the family here Hail Satan. I just want things to be OK for once but no one likes to hang out with me but I still have the gods they care even when no one else does so that's. The end of my ranting I am happy most days just been a rough day huh sigh so welcome to all of the newbies to the family great to have ya and also thank you Satan for all things
Hail Satan
