Hello.
Long story short I need I guess advice.. I was thinking past 2 years that I want to cook and be chef or something like that. But I was working in 3 places and max I could work in Kitchen was 2 weeks because they sayed I'm not good enough and I'm to slow.. So now I'm sitting in room and I feel so sad you know.. Because everybody tell me that I am slow and I can't work here.. Maybe I'm to slow.. I don't know. I don't even what I want to work and what to do in life. Because I choose 2 exams only when I was finishing school because I was sure that I wan't to cook.. But now I don't hear Satan, I'm not open enough. I don't even know how read natal chart to find out what would be best work for me in life..and it is so sad.. just I feel very lost .. I wanted to ask what do you think guys should I try over and over.. Or try find simple job were I don't need any skills and etc. Just work in super market or something.. Everybody have job and etc and I can't even work.. They don't meditate and don't advance themselfs and have sometimes better lifes.. when I'm here trying save world and can't even work in any place and etc...Thank's anybody for advice or something..
Hail Satan!Hail Lilith!Hail Marchosias!
-SS Todyy666
Long story short I need I guess advice.. I was thinking past 2 years that I want to cook and be chef or something like that. But I was working in 3 places and max I could work in Kitchen was 2 weeks because they sayed I'm not good enough and I'm to slow.. So now I'm sitting in room and I feel so sad you know.. Because everybody tell me that I am slow and I can't work here.. Maybe I'm to slow.. I don't know. I don't even what I want to work and what to do in life. Because I choose 2 exams only when I was finishing school because I was sure that I wan't to cook.. But now I don't hear Satan, I'm not open enough. I don't even know how read natal chart to find out what would be best work for me in life..and it is so sad.. just I feel very lost .. I wanted to ask what do you think guys should I try over and over.. Or try find simple job were I don't need any skills and etc. Just work in super market or something.. Everybody have job and etc and I can't even work.. They don't meditate and don't advance themselfs and have sometimes better lifes.. when I'm here trying save world and can't even work in any place and etc...Thank's anybody for advice or something..
Hail Satan!Hail Lilith!Hail Marchosias!
-SS Todyy666