siscool397
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- Nov 2, 2007
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just finished it, lol had a hard time getting blood on the paper but after prying through which feels like 20 layers of skin on my left index finger with a needle and a razor I did it. I hope Father Satan sends me a demon to help me out or help's me in some way because I want to become a better person etc. I didnt notess anything strange except my third eye and my astral hearing chakra on my left or right side hurt a little before, and when i was doing it i felt a warm feeling in my heart chakra which im not sure is a good thing but w/e I know I did the right thing so far. and the left and right sides of my astral hearing chakras i can feel atm a bit. as i'm writing this i'm feeling better and better which is a bit weird too because I have had a long and kindof shitty last shift at the new job i'm working. I'm guessing that's his positive energy. I was going to wait untill after or on the 21st of December but i decided not to i'm still not sure why. I hope this means something to him i'm not %100 sure if he cares or not still. But hopefully I can help him get rid of false religions and gain respect from him anyway. I want to mean a lot to him.