Jung's "shadow"??

[Jaya6669]

Greetings. I have quite a serious question I need to ask, with fear (or guilt?) of being judged. That is, there is someone very dear to me in my life in who I love deeply. However, we do get into it at times and it gets quite heated. At these times something in me comes out and feels and acts like it's my worst enemy. Back when need not be mentioned I would have said I was "possessed" (possibly by an angel from what I know now) Another thought is in the Kabalyon there is discussed the law of...sorry I'll just say the pendulum effect. Loving this person so severely when turned the other way is hatred? I'd really appreciate the advice I know I'll get, and thank you.
HAIL SATAN
HAIL LERAJIE

 

[GoldenxChild1]

Greetings. I have quite a serious question I need to ask, with fear (or guilt?) of being judged. That is, there is someone very dear to me in my life in who I love deeply. However, we do get into it at times and it gets quite heated. At these times something in me comes out and feels and acts like it's my worst enemy. Back when need not be mentioned I would have said I was "possessed" (possibly by an angel from what I know now) Another thought is in the Kabalyon there is discussed the law of...sorry I'll just say the pendulum effect. Loving this person so severely when turned the other way is hatred? I'd really appreciate the advice I know I'll get, and thank you.
HAIL SATAN
HAIL LERAJIE

Can you please more specific on what you are asking?

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

These are simple reactions that arise due to frustration, passion, planets, bad habits etc etc.

Has nothing to do with angels or any other mindset that will imprint you to believe this.

Please do forget all of this as this can only have a destructive effect on you and focus on the practical, more natural reasons for this. Approach it with workings if you will and rectify in time if there's something to change.

But no, no one is possessing, there's also no "shadow" from within. These are concepts bought from the "duality" notion that are corrupted to cling psychologically and rewire your behavior into negative expectancy.

The pendulum effect along other things are amplified in the peoples minds on what pertains to simple natural behaviours and reactions. This is not necessary and creates only confusion.

 

[TJ 666]

Jung shadow doesn't have to be negative. My shadow manifested couple years ago in a dream, and I mistook him for a deity at first because I admired him a lot. Everything I felt ashamed of, he embodied in a positive way. Everything I rejected about myself, he accepted about himself. I didn't recognise him as myself at first, until meditation helped me accept myself. Now I'm like him in most regards, but deep down I was all along. I was simply in denial of it because I judged so much. But now I am True, I am free, I am proud.
Negative urges often stem from repressed feelings. Do not fear yourself, but understand where your urges come from. Obtain what you really want deep down in a good way. Maybe you want to be assertive, maybe you want to be understood. Then understand yourself and tell what you believe. Even if others don't agree, it's okay, they learn at own pace. Being forceful won't convince anyone, but if you find confidence within, your charisma will go a long way.
Good luck, Hail Satan! :mrgreen: