CandiceLee1313
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Sometimes I just don't understand people. Or maybe she still don't understand myself? And maybe I overreacted at times especially in moments and in situations where I am driving to log into something and can't get in expressing yourself as a part of expressing who you are as a person! And maybe I was a bit overzealous when I first was able to get in to some kind of website on here! And at the same time I was happy along with showing my frustration! I understand that things are not easy! Expecially in this day and age where people can't even get along with each other let alone trust each other! Or unexpected mishaps just happen out of nowhere and it doesn't matter which group or website you happen to be on! I don't think there's anything wrong with saying sorry or apologizing especially when it's needed! And I am always the one who ends up saying sorry A lot of the times! Either because a lot of people don't get me? Or understand me? Growing up in a world where people spend more time labeling each other or trying to figure out a way to make each other feel uncomfortable in their own skin! Were you are judged every nanosecond every time you turn around! You cannot please anybody mentally physically spiritually emotionally or sexually costly 24/7 from the very moment you were born into the very second you crawl into your deathbed to die! It doesn't matter what skin color you have it doesn't matter what race or gender or nationality you are it seems like no matter where you go on this planet somebody's always judging you and you never have a way of explaining and you don't even have time to explain! With some people they are even lucky to even open up their eyes before they end up dead trying to explain whatever the situation is? All of the rules that we have to live by in this world! Not to mention the fact the rules of every group and every website that we log into! That nobody is perfect and when people are put under pressure it makes things even harder for some people! Which creates learning disabilities with children it makes it harder for people to learn and it doesn't matter what age you are it doesn't matter what disability you have we all live in the same planet!:-( and it's sad that we have to share a world with those who make us uncomfortable! At least wise if you know who you are and where you come from and you know what your problems are!? Isn't that the first step of showing that you are a strong person? Showing that you have responsibilities by taking responsibility for your own actions and your own behaviors? If people want to get along with each other in a community? Correct me if I'm wrong! But isn't that how a person grows? From the inside out when they learn to accept themselves for who and what they are and own up to their mistakes and start taking responsibility for their own actions and their problems? And when I apologize it comes from the heart because I know when it's time to apologize especially when it is needed! I never meant to upset anybody! We live in a world where everything is upsetting and people overreact to everything these days anymore without even stopping and thinking let alone realize or even have the logic even understand Fraser the word that's behind it and don't even take the time to read between the lines and the writing on the wall in order to understand what is going on around them or to even so much as understand themselves and the problems that they have and what they can do about a? Maybe I overemphasized something on a post that I have shared on here! And maybe I should too much passion! And maybe it's because I feel comfortable here! And knowing that I can communicate with people and get help when it's needed or just simply go help myself to the content that is here and read and learn to my heart's content! For I am a student just like everybody else on here! And I make mistakes too and I make mistakes all the time and actually have my own problems as well! and I'm not going to lie to you! I know but time has been a pain in the ass trying to get a website up commander HoodedCobra666 . I never meant to upset you..in anyway. I highly respect you and I highly respect everybody on here! and I mean that from my heart! I have never meant to get under anybody skin on here! I apologize for overreacting! If there was a need for an apology I see it and I see it when it's needed and I take care of it! I'm not going to lie to you I tell it like it is! I am not perfect and I never will be! But then again that is not the kind of attitude I want to have and carry with me either! Because I know I can be a better person than this! And we all have that ability? Correct me if I'm wrong nobody is fucking perfect! Is going to take People Like Us many years and perhaps a few centuries to be able to evolve from that of a monkey to be even close to what a God is and what it means to be a god! We still have big shoes to fill and I know that I do! And I do wish to become a more perfect person! And I know that that will happen and that there is a possibility in that or else we wouldn't be here in this group! And that is why we are all here and that is why we are given this chance and this opportunity to learn as much as possible! Satan knows us more than we know ourselves and he can see right through his and he knows the possibilities and he knows what we are capable of therefore we know that we can become just like him! Because he was once like us at one time or another correct me if I'm wrong? I have never meant to upset anybody on here! But I am not going to lie to you! I have my struggles to! And yes I may have made an ass of myself on here from time to time and I admit it! yes time has been slim. And i don't want to make people feel uncomfortable or dissvaded. I want people to feel welcome and appreciated no matter where they go! We have enough hatred in this world as it is! And we should be able to work through it and we should be able to work past it! and I don't want to be somebody on here who is going to be a problem:-( that is the last thing I want and need:-( we're all on here to live and learn. And at least I own up to my mistakes and I tell it like it is! I am on here to learn to just like you but then again I have nothing to hide!:-( I know who I am and I know where I stand! And I'm not ashamed to admit that even I have my problems and my disabilities! Dealing with this nasty world that we all live in that has been taken over by Jews! Who take the time to label everybody and teach people how to hate and label one another judge one another continuously! That is something that I never liked or appreciated!:-( and I don't want to see that kind of stuff going on with this group either! I enjoy being in this group and I enjoy learning things! And I feel at home here and I feel appreciated! Lately up until now? I feel as if though I have done something to upset somebody and I want to get it clear! And exploited what I have done! Yes I do get overexcited and yes I do get frustrated but I got the problem in this situation taken care of earlier yesterday morning and I was just expressing my gratitude! And my thanks! To the person who took the time to get the JOS documents up and getting those videos together!. And maybe I showed a little too much emotion! Yes I made an ass out of myself and I apologize! And I will never do that again! ❤ and I do keep my word and I do keep my promises. Hail Satan!!❤