DragonFire11
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- Nov 12, 2019
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Let me share my experience/feelings I used to have. Sometimes they are strong, sometimes I give less attention to them, but one thing is sure, I feel different from others. It means since I started practicing/doing the FRTR, Tetra and meditate, I have realized changes in my life.
My everyday life is around xiant people, at work, in a town I live, but when I am with them, between them, somehow I alwyas feel: I am not belong to you at all!!!
This is what I feel and this feeling sometimes is strong, then I see even on my old friends that they keep a distance from me, I can see in their eyes and can feel it in their xianized aura. I do not say is fear towards me, but definitely something.
I am asking, is their xiant aura or the xiant program subconsciously sending signals to their brain to keep a distance from me??
Is the RTR affect it??
It might be a silly questions, but as I mentioned above, it was not like this at all before I dedicated myself and started to do the RTR´s. Before I never felt - I do not belog to the society where I grew up. Is strange sometimes, especialy on my weak days, it make me feel I am ALONE.
Giving questions like, where I supposed to belong to?? These questions are coming when I skip 1,2 or 3 days and not doing the RTR.
My everyday life is around xiant people, at work, in a town I live, but when I am with them, between them, somehow I alwyas feel: I am not belong to you at all!!!
This is what I feel and this feeling sometimes is strong, then I see even on my old friends that they keep a distance from me, I can see in their eyes and can feel it in their xianized aura. I do not say is fear towards me, but definitely something.
I am asking, is their xiant aura or the xiant program subconsciously sending signals to their brain to keep a distance from me??
Is the RTR affect it??
It might be a silly questions, but as I mentioned above, it was not like this at all before I dedicated myself and started to do the RTR´s. Before I never felt - I do not belog to the society where I grew up. Is strange sometimes, especialy on my weak days, it make me feel I am ALONE.
Giving questions like, where I supposed to belong to?? These questions are coming when I skip 1,2 or 3 days and not doing the RTR.