SeguaceDiSatanas
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I have never had a (good) father or in any case a normal parental figure or one who only loved me. In my family, everyone blames me for everything, I can't share anything I do and no one is interested in what I do. They think I'm an idiot.
I literally have very high IQ scores (by the way the highest in my entire family, even by far...) and they call me an idiot, I do martial arts training two hours five days a week at high intensity and I can't talk about my passion because it sounds useless, I meditate and do Yoga and I have to stay hidden because they are seen as wacky things. Would it be okay if I shared with Father Satan why I'm happy or sad and what I'm passionate about by simply speaking to him?
Even though He is actually a God so He already knows everything and knows me better than I know myself? Mine isn't a personal outburst, it's just that after the umpteenth time I try to show my mother, for example, a martial technique I learned or an interesting book I bought, I'm told to stop bothering and my father makes fun of me. I want someone who will actually be my father...
Let me be clear, I don't give a damn what other people think of me (as regards attacks and insults, obviously I hold constructive criticism and positive reproaches in high regard). The beautiful Apollo (Azazel) gave me a message from Satan on the ouija some time ago: "believe in yourself", since then I have simply done it. However, I would like someone to share my life with... and I would like it to be Satan because up until now he has been the only one I have ever been able to define as a "loving father", since the moment of my soul dedication... .
Right, my martial arts Masters hold me in very high regard, but for them I only feel like a student-master relationship (with ABSOLUTE respect, love and esteem on my part), nothing similar to paternal figures.
If Satan who knows everything about his children knows that I am writing this topic (and I know he does), I would just like to tell him that I love him all the best and I am grateful for being so good to me. All the love possible.
PS I hope I haven't been blasphemous in this case, I know that Satan is a very high and advanced God compared to me who am a mortal who simply tries to commit and understand. I mean absolutely no disrespect to Him.
I literally have very high IQ scores (by the way the highest in my entire family, even by far...) and they call me an idiot, I do martial arts training two hours five days a week at high intensity and I can't talk about my passion because it sounds useless, I meditate and do Yoga and I have to stay hidden because they are seen as wacky things. Would it be okay if I shared with Father Satan why I'm happy or sad and what I'm passionate about by simply speaking to him?
Even though He is actually a God so He already knows everything and knows me better than I know myself? Mine isn't a personal outburst, it's just that after the umpteenth time I try to show my mother, for example, a martial technique I learned or an interesting book I bought, I'm told to stop bothering and my father makes fun of me. I want someone who will actually be my father...
Let me be clear, I don't give a damn what other people think of me (as regards attacks and insults, obviously I hold constructive criticism and positive reproaches in high regard). The beautiful Apollo (Azazel) gave me a message from Satan on the ouija some time ago: "believe in yourself", since then I have simply done it. However, I would like someone to share my life with... and I would like it to be Satan because up until now he has been the only one I have ever been able to define as a "loving father", since the moment of my soul dedication... .
Right, my martial arts Masters hold me in very high regard, but for them I only feel like a student-master relationship (with ABSOLUTE respect, love and esteem on my part), nothing similar to paternal figures.
If Satan who knows everything about his children knows that I am writing this topic (and I know he does), I would just like to tell him that I love him all the best and I am grateful for being so good to me. All the love possible.
PS I hope I haven't been blasphemous in this case, I know that Satan is a very high and advanced God compared to me who am a mortal who simply tries to commit and understand. I mean absolutely no disrespect to Him.