JoS Cyber Security said:
I made my mind to be completely still. And than i was getting negative thoughts.. Is this enemy trying to stop me from advancing or is just my mind?
Hail Satan!
The mind can act as obstacle [it's a new experience for the mind to advance or stay still], but this can also be affected by the enemy a bit. It can be more of you. It will take a while until the mind is fully calm. Do not get discouraged, just try to bring it again and again in it's place. It will settle down eventually.
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