SShiva_fr said:
Thank you for your attention.
The title of the thread and my 1st post refer to "Information".
It is normal for SS to try to find out more about the Gods. Otherwise, HPs would not make long posts about Gods like Lord Azazel or Princess Isis, which generate a lot of interest (with 5 to 6 pages of comments).
There are often posts that ask for information about lesser known gods. I don't see the harm in it but anyway.
There are less than ten lines about Valefor, which is why I was asking if SS or HP had any other information, about his attributes, his appearance or anything else.
You will understand that having stressed several times that I have some pretty paralyzing fears, that they are increased in view of the description made by HPS Maxine (similar appearance to Lucifuge) or descriptions found online: Valefor can be invoked as...familiar. I was very concerned about this ... that's one of the reasons why I put screenshots and links.
By "experience", I meant, in broad terms. I don't want to know anything about people's lives, but if they had a positive experience... or not. If they had "seen" Lord Valefor and if it confirmed the description available on JoS.
However, you are right about the experience. It can only be personal. The information is of a general nature.
But I am blocked by my own limits: fears and domination of a left brain, refusal to let go to finally let express my right brain.
-> https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=66210
SShiva_fr said:
I have stupid fears too.
I would like so much, so much, more "material" links with Father Satan, my guardian, but I am afraid to hear, to see, to feel.
I would also like to discover the astral, I like to experiment. But I am "afraid"..
My fears disgust me. So much so. What a weakness.
I hate my left brain that wants to control everything, that refuses to let go.
Inability to let go + fears = very limited spiritual progress.
Gathering knowledge is great, but without really feeling, without experiencing with all one's being, it is a bit sterile unfortunately.
It's funny because I wanted to do a topic on it and thought "what's the point? I am the only one who prevents me from progressing. I have to feel the click myself, I will eventually find it".
Knowing your limits is not the same as implementing solutions. It will take me a lot of time and work. I know that I am not the only one. Knowing is good, being able to implement it is a whole other story.
Having more information can give me more confidence to try things.
All I can tell you is, that the experiences with our Gods are very beautiful beyond compare and believe, that they are the true and best teachers/guides there is, and that the experience with our Gods will teach you many things. You will gain in knowledge and experience, which results in understanding and advancement.
Are you afraid of Lord Satan?
If no, why would you be afraid of Satan‘s Demons - our Gods? (If the answer is yes, then maybe you aren’t a SS for too long and your mind still needs some deprogramming and adjusting to rewire for the truth... which again, experience is the best teacher here.)
They are all working in Satan‘s name, even the Al Jilwah says, that his Demons are his deputies. If they appear, they appear in place of Satan and act according to his will, so listen to them.
It is as if the Demons are part of Satan, no need to fear them, as Satan is your ancestral Father, the Father of all, the first Father of Humanity and Father of all fathers. No matter what any pleb on the internet may say, the Demons will never harm a dedicated, confirmed, and true Satanist, as long as you have a pure heart, are honest and respectful to the Demons. I have never had any bad experiences with the Demons, only very beautiful, revealing, teaching and nurturing experiences. I have learned a great deal by that, both in logical/knowledge, and in experience/understanding, in many fields.
The thing about fear is, it is normal to fear, it is human to fear. People usually fear the unknown, me included.
However, fear is a shackle, which hinders you to advance and evolve spiritually, it freezes you in your tracks.
In quite some fields of the Occult, if you fear, it’s over, you freeze in your tracks, and it throws you back. You can not be brave, and go against your fears. You literally need to shed your fears, you need to be fearless. This is also a message of Lady Inanna‘s warrior aspect, to maintain inner and outer harmony, which is very important in the Occult, you need to be fearless. Fear brings you out of harmony. You need to develop the harmonic and positive aspects of a warrior to advance in this path after a certain point. You need to unite in a sense the two dualities, which are close to those of Mars and Venus (in the positive sense), to unite in Harmony.
If you fear, try to smile while you do anything that might result in fearful experiences. When you fear, and the experience stops, dont beat yourself up and tell yourself that you are a loser, acknowledge your experience, acknowledge how far you have come, and tell yourself you did a goodjob, and that you will do next time even better. You can even tell this yourself while u experience this, and try to maintain this state for as long as possible before your fear throws you back, the longer you hold this, the more you get used to it, the more your mind will accept this state as something that is not harmful, the less your mind will fear, the more you will advance.
It is also a good Idea to tell yourself that you are always safe, even if you experience something out of your usually limited awareness. Try not to be in a passive state to where you are unconscious and *helpless*, try to enter the *zone* and be in control of the experience, be in charge, be strong, be flexible, be agile, *like not literally* but you need to be confident in yourself but yet use as much of the feminine side as possible, so no chit-chat in your brain.
I think it would be a nice idea if HighPriest, or at least other highly advanced members shed their beliefs on this, how they would approach this and what their experiences are.
In any case, all you can do is to keep trying, after your fears let you trip, you stand up ans try again, over and over, for as long as your mind needs to accept this state. You can just keep moving forward.
The Demons bestow you a sense of strength from within, they will make you aware, strong, flexible and fearless.
Hail Lord Satan!
![Alexandros Iowno [JG]](/data/avatars/s/21/21004.jpg?1723141422){kind=avatar}
