Henu the Great said:
I was under impression that all of the Clergy was astrally able, and that it was a prequisite.
Well, it is now. Good for us.
Same here. It's kind of hard to digest but I suppose it's just text and transfers of knowledge after all- not the be all and end all. Still though, it's odd having this semantic association of the name Mageson with someone fully credible and have that turned upside down. Then again I suppose, not a new feeling for most here and me likewise.
I didn't know about him posting a lot about the whole anarchism-syndicalism thing- thought that was a one off. Relevant in certain contexts which aren't exactly currently so. Now is not the time for pushing for stuff like that, considering the circumstances nowadays. The focus on tradition and responsibility this forum had was one of the things that actually stopped me going into a downspiral of drugs and a general cesspit when I was first here. A number of posts from Mageson too. Recently I felt quite crappy reflecting on when I first came to these forums; I was in all sorts of trouble, with the police, sex problems, drug problems and other stuff related. My first serious actions for Satan were done in a state of essentially wanting to suicide myself, as I had inverted associations of Satanism in the first place and a lot of angst at the time. The balance to that for me was the sensibility of the people on these forums here, it sort of counteracted my own nature. I had this complete 180 to what I thought was the truth effectively, I had always known deep in my heart there was something strong and just in this world that made things right. Was gobsmacked, but still in this state of alienation and general anti-social behaviour because of the schooling system and how my natural disposition was treated by others.
And after it all ran it's course because of my fascination with these forums I could just plateau and return to a state of calm, the words of the HPs- they always made sense to me regardless of how it was being written. It was more what they were communicating in general, it made and makes so much more sense than anything else out there and I think it's everyones responsibility not just the HPs to keep the momentum. I guess it was more that I was reading this forum than necessarily who was behind the posts. I saw the Gods in some of the writings, and understood things about myself and the world in that emotional way that words can't really convey too clearly. I think there's a reason bad stuff like this is allowed (by the Gods) to occur, the rise and the fall. With issues and faults cropping up, you learn to appreciate perfection much more, the darkness is as dark as the light is bright. Like covering your eyes and hearing a little better. You have to watch out you don't trip over or get into an accident. If you do or if you don't, either way by the time you open your eyes again you appreciate your vision much more. In this case I would say the potential accident got avoided, but quite a lot of bumps also got made along the way. It's like Al Pacino in the film Scent of a Woman "The day we stop looking Charlie is the day we die".
Never thought I would write like this for example on a forum(First forum I ever used), or before Satanism- I didn't know I was naturally a confident person. My whole life I had cared too much about people and been very shy and tentative towards impressions, trodden on. As it turns out I'm actually an asshole lol, and have always had a very forceful nature which am only now properly observing and have met through astrology. I'm now at a precipice of dealing with the force of my own ego which was so removed from me as a youth, to this new understanding about responsibility, patience and time. Learning how to act in my own favour and off of my own accord, not just going with the flow but branching out a new river of my own. That's the thing with this notion of egolessness and detachment in the malefic wish-washy sense, it doesn't meet with the pressure and force of reality and that you have your own responsibilities to tend to. When you base these values around Satan, it should become the absolute centre of everything you dictate your actions on, no less than with absolute perfection. Time doesn't just stop for you, everything keeps moving and growing for better or worse- but you can make anything out of anything within a situation, given what resources you have access to. If you are someone representing Satan and everything that is the most highest and noble for the future, you need to ensure to the tee that you are covering absolutely everything virtuous that is possible and are devoted. There is no room for error. There is no greater state of being, and effectively everyone who has advanced understands this notion and flirts with it every now and then, but honestly it should be fresh in the mind at the dawn of every new day. Every Satanist should be like that, like their own HP within their own right and strive to the highest standard within the foundations the knowledge of the Gods gives you.
Overall, I just wanted to say that I'm still alive a large part because of this forum, and also- safe and sane. There was only one way for me in life due to love issues and the feeling that I was being led into to associate screwed up things to myself. I only probably had a few years. I've always been odd and could only ever really talk to or consult things that are serious, deep and more meaningful than society today can provide. After ending up here then there was 2 ways, and now I'm on the right path and the other is getting pretty far away from me now, I want to ensure it stays that way. Luckily I had friends in real life, but I don't know them the same anymore and they are still in ways that are leading nowhere or the general dull life and existence. I strive for more (in myself), but this whole thing with the world going to chaos agitates me a bit, because I don't know how I'm going to react to it. I don't have a good nature, I need to do a lot of work on my soul as this world is going to start clamping down once more and drive me up the wall again. They might be forcing vaccines in my country and I simply won't have it. Like a racoon backed up in a cage, I won't have it from anyone, and don't care if I die not one bit especially now as a Satanist and knowing about the reality of death. It's a wrong fearlessness to have, because it's unintelligent, silly and baseless, what I should do is improve my situation so I don't have to deal with this problem and clean out my soul. Time and Saturn is definitely knocking on my door this year.
I want to be a musician, but I can barely play(normally) or sing I just know I have the capacity and contentedness to shock people a lot and now the most perfect and dangerous time to do it in. The weird thing about the GG Allin user here for me was because I got into GG Allin at that time (along with a small wave of other alternative kids on the net) and he happened to just pop up here at that same juncture. Iggy and the Stooges are a better role model, but even they have their issues. I also want to be an astrologer, I recently even made a bit of money doing it, far too little for the work I did because I've yet to understand how business even works. Programming as well, or writing articles about history. School never even mattered to me when now I'm looking into programming a numerology machine for the people here. What depresses me is that you have this forum and that so few people utilise the connection made, or only for phatic and trite things in a casual way like they're a toddler on snapchat. Unappreciative. How little interest there is shown in astrology, on the page itself anyway. I had a thought recently, about how the website 4chan seems to initiate every trend on the internet, from 4chan to reddit to everywhere else. Well anyways, I think it's actually Ancient forums to 4chan etc. The other day that post about the CIA where they exposed the protocols on Twitter, I know that was first noticed and revealed on here.
There is actually a lot of power held in this group, and because of the current mentality in people overall today, nothing gets taken too seriously, maybe once everytime the Moon falls a certain way, but the overall feeling here as with outside often, is that everything's fine and just casual stuff. People have died for this, and experienced excruciating pain and hardship to get this website here. I am just as guilty of inaction, but also am not the only one, coming from my own issues. The bindings either way are being undone, and sooner or later there's gonna be a standard of stronger writing and posters across the board. The world needs a proper example of Satanism sooner. There currently is no later, it's now or never.
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
Cobra, I've been meaning to email you for a while but couldn't bring myself to do it/got around to it outside of those chart orders. I want to ask you a question about the degrees in my chart and what exactly they mean, just want to make sure I'm not some inverse Anton Lavey case. I'm activating an encrypted email account at the moment and will message you soon. I don't know anyone on the community outside of these forums personally (don't know no faces or whatever) as I'm fairly new and young here. Because I'm posting more recently, I don't want to jeopardise the forum in anyway for Satan, on the spiritual level, you already have access to my chart and I'll send you some more info to verify this.
Hail Satan, Aini, Lerajie and Azazel
हिल स्तन ऐनि ळेरजिए अन्द् आशशेल्
Oh and by the way I look up to you a lot. The people talking about your writing quality, I'm not sure if some of them can separate it from the message you actually have been communicating all these years from that. It took a lot of effort in other ways to write what you did, not necessarily so important to write it looking nice. When you focus on the details of a text, it becomes much more packed full of isms and intricacies which makes it a lot less readable for people on the baseline, It's more of a thing that had to be expressed in the way you did. For a specific time and state. You helped me out a lot and actually made a part of my secondary school education, lol. Thank you so much for the work you and Maxine have done. Know that it's valued in ways that extend into serious life and death for some people here. So it goes anyway.