this wonderful and important info is courtesy of Audry a sister in whom many know as a very active and loyal satanist.
The "Ego" and the Curse Upon Humanity
I'm sending this email to you guys concerning very important information that I have come into and also have implied to myself. I came into this information from the Satanist I am now living with. He derived the knowledge from Toltec teachings.
Humanity is and has been under a spell; a curse. The curse traps humans into a false sense of reality by binding them into a false sense of self. One of the tools used to achieve this is a parasite. The parasites are engineered by the greys and massively suck energy out of their hosts. Every human has one of these creatures until they are discovered and killed.
Babies do not posses this parasite. The parasite feeds off of the outer edge of the aura, which is awareness. Children, till the age of 2 posses their outer aura because they are without the parasite. The parasite devours the outer edge down to the feet, the area around there is a more self-absorbed part of the soul. This is a big part of the reason there is so much selfishness and apathy in the world.
The creature attaches its self to the hosts mind to manipulate it and distort the hosts sense of reality. The parasite actually does a considerable amount of thinking for the host through manipulation, the parasite also is constantly reaffirming a false sense of reality to the host. The parasite is constantly feeding information to to the host like "that is a chair, that is a wall, that is a floor." It does this to bind its host to a limited version of reality. When under control of one of these things, when the host encounters a thought or idea that the parasite doesn't like, the parasite simply proposes a counter-thought, such as, "this sounds crazy, don't listen to it." since the host is unaware of the parasite, they assume the counter-thought is their own, and follow it.
I know this all sounds outlandish, buy you guys trust me because of my previous words and actions. By my fruits you know me. The parasite drains a considerable amount of energy from the host. Over or around 75% I believe... Realizing how much energy I have without the parasite, and knowing how valuable energy is to not only the soul but the physical body, I sincerely believe en masse if humanity was without the parasite, aging would be considerably lessened and people would get far less sick.
The parasites don't just horde the energy they steal for themselves, they feed into their masters, the greys. I'm pretty fucking sure that the energy they take is being siphoned off into the "one." I've seen the source of the parasites, it is a massive energy conduit.
When I finally came into the realization this parasite was real, and I destroyed it, well...It changed my life over night. My mind is much more still and quiet, the parasite was almost an extra voice in my mind. After I killed the parasite, Father told me to "let go."
My friend and I have been arguing over this subject for the last couple of weeks. He was and still a follower of the Toltecs. From what I could tell previously, they had some good information, although a lot of it is allegorical. When he told me my "ego" was devouring me because it is a parasite and distorting my sense of reality I thought he was full of shit. The reason for this many spiritual teachings have been corrupted into denying and castrating the self. I have always equated the ego to being my perception of myself, and that I needed a strong perception of myself, that I needed to be confident and believe in myself to conquer.
Though in my own right and respect I wasn't wrong, a strong sense of self is needed to conquer. My friend was right as well, the "ego" being the parasite was distorting my self perception, thus a part of my self perception and holding me back in a false sense of reality.
When Satan told me to "let go," he wanted me to let go everything. I did, I let go of everything, I floated and drifted in the astral completely losing myself and my sense of self. I almost cried doing this. My guardian confronted me with a clone of myself on the astral and I heard "who are you?" I stated who I am, then I was flooded with visions and illusions of being others, and false pasts. I said that could not be me then I realized for but a moment and was overcame with the feeling that I did not know who I truly was. Through that, I was able to let everything go.
This was necessary because my whole life I have been living a lie, along with the rest of humanity. All have been under a spell that distorts the truth. I had to let everything go, because everything I was holding onto was a lie. I was able to let go and find my true self, my self not distorted bylies.
Shortly after the removal of the parasite, I experienced a headache. I shared this with my friend and he told me that my head hurts, because this was the first time since I was 2 that I was using my actual mind. Under the curse of the parasite, not all of my actual brain is being used. After its removal I can actually think for myself, and the extra stimulation gave me a headache. Because I am an advanced Satanist the headache was light, he told me others who had done the same in the past had massive headaches experienced thereafter.
With the removal of the "ego," (the parasite) I feel much more at peace. All my fears and worries have left me with the parasite's destruction. I feel much more calm than I did, my mind feels quiet. The world seems so much more vivid, so much more real. It's beautiful. Because I do not have something devouring the outer edge of my aura, , my defenses are a lot stronger and I feel much more whole as a person. I feel more capable of love then I did before.
I think my friend was under the assumption I would be humble after I killed the monster. Indeed I am not, I still know I am an uber sexy badass Satanist. Removing the "ego" is removing the false sense of self, it is not the breaking down of spirit or causing one to be full of humility or be humble.
So as much as I feel different, at the same time I am still me, I just am much more clear about everything.
Destroying the Parasite
The parasite exists on the astral. How I perceived on the astral rendered them to look kind of like the face huggers from the movie Alien crossed over with an octopus. The parasite attached to me looked big as a car. You have never seen one because they hide, they do their very best to remain undetected.
One of the methods given by the Toltecs to rid a person of the parasite was to spend years in hard work and discipline and that monster would leave a disciplined individual...Fuck that, killing the damned thing is much faster.
If you need aid in taking down the parasite, a Guardian would be more than happy to assist. It is a big deal to our GOds these things be dealt with because they are one of the biggest suppliers to the enemy. Essentially when all these things are dealt with, the only real energy supply going to the doomed fucks would be the prayers from Christianity.
The parasite will do its best to remain undetected. You can tune into to destroy, you can will your aura to dispel its disguise so that you can see
it. You can grab energy on the astral and make spectacles that allow you to see hidden parasites with it. There are a number of ways to fix it, so that you can see the parasite, just pick one and find the piece of shit.
The parasites are engineered by greys, so they are vulnerable to fire. They aren't actually that hard to kill, you can slice it up with a sword or torch the piece of shit.
As soon as I killed mine, I took the advice of my Goddess friend and devoured it to reclaim my energy. I did this by turning by condensing it into a ball of energy. I cleansed the energy before devouring it though, so that I did not take in tainted energy. I cleansed it and tuned the energy into my inner self so that I could have the energy match that type the energy from my inner self to make it the most beneficial. I then pulled it into myself, and well,felt good.
A tip I almost forgot to add is that tuning into your inner self helps shake yourself free from the fish monster and keep them off of you. Just feel yourself reach inside of your soul and reach the core that is truly you. If you can feel this, you are accessing your true self.
The parasites, which I like to call "fish-monsters" because of the discussions with my friend, WILL send more your way to try and re-trap you in a false sense of reality. Just like the tubes the greys stick into people's mind and hearts, once your free yourself from those they try to plug you up again...Same will happen with the fish monsters, so be on your guard.
I could not tell at the time, but I am pretty goddamned sure that the tubes from the fish-monsters. As I was killing it, I found lines into my solar plexus chakra originating from it. It was trying to alter or hinder my will somehow. When I became aware of it, i felt this cloudy sensation above my head that helped me realize it was truly there.
*** Unrelated to this topic I found another useful tool from the Toltecs, it is called Recapitulation and can help us all regain our true selves. It changes people for the better after performed. Ridding yourself of the "ego," frees you from a false sense of reality, but recapiculation restores your true self.
I'll share the information after I finish reading about it and try it myself, but the books are available to the public if any of you wish to read on it -
Again this is not my work but a sister who has not the ability at the current moment to post via computer. Sister in Satan Audry.
The "Ego" and the Curse Upon Humanity
I'm sending this email to you guys concerning very important information that I have come into and also have implied to myself. I came into this information from the Satanist I am now living with. He derived the knowledge from Toltec teachings.
Humanity is and has been under a spell; a curse. The curse traps humans into a false sense of reality by binding them into a false sense of self. One of the tools used to achieve this is a parasite. The parasites are engineered by the greys and massively suck energy out of their hosts. Every human has one of these creatures until they are discovered and killed.
Babies do not posses this parasite. The parasite feeds off of the outer edge of the aura, which is awareness. Children, till the age of 2 posses their outer aura because they are without the parasite. The parasite devours the outer edge down to the feet, the area around there is a more self-absorbed part of the soul. This is a big part of the reason there is so much selfishness and apathy in the world.
The creature attaches its self to the hosts mind to manipulate it and distort the hosts sense of reality. The parasite actually does a considerable amount of thinking for the host through manipulation, the parasite also is constantly reaffirming a false sense of reality to the host. The parasite is constantly feeding information to to the host like "that is a chair, that is a wall, that is a floor." It does this to bind its host to a limited version of reality. When under control of one of these things, when the host encounters a thought or idea that the parasite doesn't like, the parasite simply proposes a counter-thought, such as, "this sounds crazy, don't listen to it." since the host is unaware of the parasite, they assume the counter-thought is their own, and follow it.
I know this all sounds outlandish, buy you guys trust me because of my previous words and actions. By my fruits you know me. The parasite drains a considerable amount of energy from the host. Over or around 75% I believe... Realizing how much energy I have without the parasite, and knowing how valuable energy is to not only the soul but the physical body, I sincerely believe en masse if humanity was without the parasite, aging would be considerably lessened and people would get far less sick.
The parasites don't just horde the energy they steal for themselves, they feed into their masters, the greys. I'm pretty fucking sure that the energy they take is being siphoned off into the "one." I've seen the source of the parasites, it is a massive energy conduit.
When I finally came into the realization this parasite was real, and I destroyed it, well...It changed my life over night. My mind is much more still and quiet, the parasite was almost an extra voice in my mind. After I killed the parasite, Father told me to "let go."
My friend and I have been arguing over this subject for the last couple of weeks. He was and still a follower of the Toltecs. From what I could tell previously, they had some good information, although a lot of it is allegorical. When he told me my "ego" was devouring me because it is a parasite and distorting my sense of reality I thought he was full of shit. The reason for this many spiritual teachings have been corrupted into denying and castrating the self. I have always equated the ego to being my perception of myself, and that I needed a strong perception of myself, that I needed to be confident and believe in myself to conquer.
Though in my own right and respect I wasn't wrong, a strong sense of self is needed to conquer. My friend was right as well, the "ego" being the parasite was distorting my self perception, thus a part of my self perception and holding me back in a false sense of reality.
When Satan told me to "let go," he wanted me to let go everything. I did, I let go of everything, I floated and drifted in the astral completely losing myself and my sense of self. I almost cried doing this. My guardian confronted me with a clone of myself on the astral and I heard "who are you?" I stated who I am, then I was flooded with visions and illusions of being others, and false pasts. I said that could not be me then I realized for but a moment and was overcame with the feeling that I did not know who I truly was. Through that, I was able to let everything go.
This was necessary because my whole life I have been living a lie, along with the rest of humanity. All have been under a spell that distorts the truth. I had to let everything go, because everything I was holding onto was a lie. I was able to let go and find my true self, my self not distorted bylies.
Shortly after the removal of the parasite, I experienced a headache. I shared this with my friend and he told me that my head hurts, because this was the first time since I was 2 that I was using my actual mind. Under the curse of the parasite, not all of my actual brain is being used. After its removal I can actually think for myself, and the extra stimulation gave me a headache. Because I am an advanced Satanist the headache was light, he told me others who had done the same in the past had massive headaches experienced thereafter.
With the removal of the "ego," (the parasite) I feel much more at peace. All my fears and worries have left me with the parasite's destruction. I feel much more calm than I did, my mind feels quiet. The world seems so much more vivid, so much more real. It's beautiful. Because I do not have something devouring the outer edge of my aura, , my defenses are a lot stronger and I feel much more whole as a person. I feel more capable of love then I did before.
I think my friend was under the assumption I would be humble after I killed the monster. Indeed I am not, I still know I am an uber sexy badass Satanist. Removing the "ego" is removing the false sense of self, it is not the breaking down of spirit or causing one to be full of humility or be humble.
So as much as I feel different, at the same time I am still me, I just am much more clear about everything.
Destroying the Parasite
The parasite exists on the astral. How I perceived on the astral rendered them to look kind of like the face huggers from the movie Alien crossed over with an octopus. The parasite attached to me looked big as a car. You have never seen one because they hide, they do their very best to remain undetected.
One of the methods given by the Toltecs to rid a person of the parasite was to spend years in hard work and discipline and that monster would leave a disciplined individual...Fuck that, killing the damned thing is much faster.
If you need aid in taking down the parasite, a Guardian would be more than happy to assist. It is a big deal to our GOds these things be dealt with because they are one of the biggest suppliers to the enemy. Essentially when all these things are dealt with, the only real energy supply going to the doomed fucks would be the prayers from Christianity.
The parasite will do its best to remain undetected. You can tune into to destroy, you can will your aura to dispel its disguise so that you can see
it. You can grab energy on the astral and make spectacles that allow you to see hidden parasites with it. There are a number of ways to fix it, so that you can see the parasite, just pick one and find the piece of shit.
The parasites are engineered by greys, so they are vulnerable to fire. They aren't actually that hard to kill, you can slice it up with a sword or torch the piece of shit.
As soon as I killed mine, I took the advice of my Goddess friend and devoured it to reclaim my energy. I did this by turning by condensing it into a ball of energy. I cleansed the energy before devouring it though, so that I did not take in tainted energy. I cleansed it and tuned the energy into my inner self so that I could have the energy match that type the energy from my inner self to make it the most beneficial. I then pulled it into myself, and well,felt good.
A tip I almost forgot to add is that tuning into your inner self helps shake yourself free from the fish monster and keep them off of you. Just feel yourself reach inside of your soul and reach the core that is truly you. If you can feel this, you are accessing your true self.
The parasites, which I like to call "fish-monsters" because of the discussions with my friend, WILL send more your way to try and re-trap you in a false sense of reality. Just like the tubes the greys stick into people's mind and hearts, once your free yourself from those they try to plug you up again...Same will happen with the fish monsters, so be on your guard.
I could not tell at the time, but I am pretty goddamned sure that the tubes from the fish-monsters. As I was killing it, I found lines into my solar plexus chakra originating from it. It was trying to alter or hinder my will somehow. When I became aware of it, i felt this cloudy sensation above my head that helped me realize it was truly there.
*** Unrelated to this topic I found another useful tool from the Toltecs, it is called Recapitulation and can help us all regain our true selves. It changes people for the better after performed. Ridding yourself of the "ego," frees you from a false sense of reality, but recapiculation restores your true self.
I'll share the information after I finish reading about it and try it myself, but the books are available to the public if any of you wish to read on it -
Again this is not my work but a sister who has not the ability at the current moment to post via computer. Sister in Satan Audry.
