Bravera
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- Oct 2, 2017
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I'm too far lost within my dreams.
So far lost that's its become a Curse.
I cant hardly even lay my head down at night because I know of the Man I could be.
I have been betrayed so many times..
Most of all by my own Weaknesses.
But it would seem necessary and vital for my own advancements that I do rely on the Foundations and blessings of Family and Community.
However, I do not feel like a Man when I must rely on others. How many times have I heard that it is embarrassing for a Man to live with his Mother, I should be greatful and proud to support her, but I am disgusted with this lifestyle.
I did create a place for myself in this world, where I may relax and be comfortable. But, again, my dreams have become my Curse.
I recently lost the most incredible job, I should have done a better job at focusing on my Spiritual Protection, but I had decided it was more important to focus on my Work temporarily In order to advance further and carve a path away from the necessity to rely upon others.
I got sick, and I got fired...
I have decided it is best for me to accept this Outcome of my actions.
It would seem again I am further reminded, the only way to succeed in this life, is to Focus 666% on spiritual Development.
Perhaps I should thank the Chaos of the Universe for Granting Me the Wisdom of what it really takes to achieve true Strength and Independence.
So far lost that's its become a Curse.
I cant hardly even lay my head down at night because I know of the Man I could be.
I have been betrayed so many times..
Most of all by my own Weaknesses.
But it would seem necessary and vital for my own advancements that I do rely on the Foundations and blessings of Family and Community.
However, I do not feel like a Man when I must rely on others. How many times have I heard that it is embarrassing for a Man to live with his Mother, I should be greatful and proud to support her, but I am disgusted with this lifestyle.
I did create a place for myself in this world, where I may relax and be comfortable. But, again, my dreams have become my Curse.
I recently lost the most incredible job, I should have done a better job at focusing on my Spiritual Protection, but I had decided it was more important to focus on my Work temporarily In order to advance further and carve a path away from the necessity to rely upon others.
I got sick, and I got fired...
I have decided it is best for me to accept this Outcome of my actions.
It would seem again I am further reminded, the only way to succeed in this life, is to Focus 666% on spiritual Development.
Perhaps I should thank the Chaos of the Universe for Granting Me the Wisdom of what it really takes to achieve true Strength and Independence.