iv been studding on joyofsatan for w while now, i got the website from a friend who was thinking about turn but chickened out ( he was afraid that God would get mad at him) anyways i would just like some pointers on how to get started, iv yet to do the dedication ritual only because i dont have the candles or anything to prick my finger with (can i use a kitchen knife?) so im planing to do it in my astral temple as soon as i know how at make one. plus i live in a Christian home will Satan be made at that or the fact i would have to hide the fact that im a Satanist to everyone? i dont want to make him made in anyway. So if anyone can get back to be it would be a big help, i have a lot questions that i would like answers, if it is at all possible to talk to someone one on one though email or text it would help me a lot