I'm back. What now..?(Vent/Rant)

[♪⛦Ivy⛦♪]

Hello, it's been a while since I posted hasn't it?

I attempted. This is the first time I'm bringing it up ever since I last posted. I took advice, put it to use, and yeah. though, during all of this I had a severe Self-harm relapse. I think I'm okay not but who's to say..?

My brother, I want to get rid of him. He's hurt me mentally, physically, and emotionally. Anytime he is near me and raises his arm, I duck down quickly and swing my arm up above my head to block it. Other than that i'm okay I think.

I don't know what to do with my life now. I feel like the only thing i'm worth for, is to cut. That's all i'm going to do for now. Cut.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

Hello, it's been a while since I posted hasn't it?

I attempted. This is the first time I'm bringing it up ever since I last posted. I took advice, put it to use, and yeah. though, during all of this I had a severe Self-harm relapse. I think I'm okay not but who's to say..?

My brother, I want to get rid of him. He's hurt me mentally, physically, and emotionally. Anytime he is near me and raises his arm, I duck down quickly and swing my arm up above my head to block it. Other than that i'm okay I think.

I don't know what to do with my life now. I feel like the only thing i'm worth for, is to cut. That's all i'm going to do for now. Cut.

It is okay to have relapses. It would not be normal to resolve everything without relapse, you are doing well. Do some protection meditations for your brother:
https://www.templeofzeus.org/Fighting_Back.php Even if you don't know who your Guardian is, you can think of him and pray to him; he can help you in dangerous situations.

 

[CatDoll]

I don't know what to do with my life now. I feel like the only thing i'm worth for, is to cut. That's all i'm going to do for now. Cut.

I wish you'r ok now.

First of all its exraordinary to feel this while you have a self-harm habbit. Bc you'r abusing yourself own your own and you feel powerfull.

Now i am healing from anorexia. And i try to remember who was i before my calorie deficit these days. Do the same please. I know its sonds so boring while you can choping with other ways but if you don't love and respect yourself nobody wont.

Try to remember who you are without abuse and keep him\her safe even if you are abused by someone

Lots of love

 

[AFODO]

Would be best for you to do Marbas and Orobas' ritual for protection. Get well.

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[Scared Shirtless]

It's always a great tragedy when someone can't leave an abusive situation due to uncontrollable circumstances. I wish you unbreakable strength and self Empowerment in this phase of your souls journey. We are with you, my friend.

 

[♪⛦Ivy⛦♪]

Thank you. All of you.

 

[serpentwalker666]

Hello, it's been a while since I posted hasn't it?

I attempted. This is the first time I'm bringing it up ever since I last posted. I took advice, put it to use, and yeah. though, during all of this I had a severe Self-harm relapse. I think I'm okay not but who's to say..?

My brother, I want to get rid of him. He's hurt me mentally, physically, and emotionally. Anytime he is near me and raises his arm, I duck down quickly and swing my arm up above my head to block it. Other than that i'm okay I think.

I don't know what to do with my life now. I feel like the only thing i'm worth for, is to cut. That's all i'm going to do for now. Cut.

While this post isn't directly related to your situation, you could likely take some of the affirmations and use them to help, and alter some of the wording of the affirmations and use this to help with the self harm, of course along with cursing and binding your brother.

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[Helleniser]

Lots of love

Greetings, I can't send you a DM so I'm reaching out to you here; If that's you on your profile picture, I suggest you change it for your own safety.