Shadowcat
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This relates to a post awhile back, about some "satanists" I broke contact with. Since then I found it necessary to expound upon it, not only for the sake of online warfare, but also to look out for anyone new who might run into anyone like this who is struggling with identity issues themselves, and why these identity issues DO NOT tie in with true spirituality, but are works especially in this case a "trojan horse" of the enemy. This is also to call to attention what I perceive as the enemy using these deranged nutcakes to get to JOS, seeing as they insist on holding a connection with them in one way or another, although I do not know to what extent that entails. I have also theorized that if these type of people become greater in number, it could eventually lead outsiders curious about the Demons and Satanism to think this is at least a part of what JOS represents. I hope not but its also why I gave their usernames. I know this will be a bit of a long read, but if you are really struggling with your identity, (or in general are curious. Tbh I think everyone should be) gender or species,YES I said species, you will find this, to my hope to be of great help, and to help you from going insane and down a path of destruction to your own psych, body and soul. Its because I believe in our evolution and want to fight for Satan and the Gods that I make this post, and I have felt a Huge nudge to write it, especially after events and dreams that have transpired after my last post.
Increasingly, many people nowadays are struggling with identity issues, either coming from a broken family, not knowing what race or culture they really come from, and thereby not experiencing the pride and awareness thereof, thanks to the Jews wanting us all one slave mud mix, one without any personal, familial, or cultural identity. But disturbingly this distorted rabbit hole goes yet even farther, and so continues the degeneration of the mind body and soul, to delight of the jew.
More and more we are seeing people coming out as what is called transgender, being trapped in the body of the opposite sex, and trans racial, being trapped in the body of the wrong race. Most people know what transgender is by now and what it means when someone says they’re trans racial now a days. however trans SPECIES (maybe you get the picture
) is when someone feels they are an animal trapped in a human body. Apparently this is something that started back in the 1990’s, at least as far as ONLINE communities go. I’m sure a lot of people may know what a furry is or a “fursona”, which is identifying with aspects of an animal in an alternate ego or personality, mostly light heartedly, or dressing up like one, but transspecies is something that goes deeper. These people really believe this is their true personality and soul, that of an animal just like the above 2 others, but with species and not gender and/or race. (you even have people who identify with more than one disorder or species!!) Most will claim to have felt “non-human” since early childhood and that something was “off”, also much like the other 2 identity disorders, though sometimes this is felt as well later in life. There also seems to be, with all 3 types to be a constant theme: estrangement from society, loneliness, constant insecurity and unhappiness with themselves and their lives as a whole. SOME I have found have a downright hatred for humanity and perhaps would not care if the whole world would burn.
What is peculiar about these cases is it is always someone who identifies as “wolf kin” “feline/catkin” “bear kin” etc.…you even have dragon kin fairy kin elf kin and even Demon kin. I have studied a lot of these cases and searched all over the internet, and it is always beasts of great beauty, grace, power and strength, and usually predators that these so called “otherkin” proclaim to identify themselves with. Animals that humans have had a close relationship with throughout history. Why is there no snail kin or bat kin or anteater kin, or even rhino kin or baboon kin? No ant kin? Ants are pretty cool and strong! They can lift more than their weight and are tireless workers…wait, because bugs are gross right?
These “otherkin” will often claim to have past life memories, some very detailed of being in the body of another animal species; they will describe that they were either murdered, hunted or poached; in particularly bizarre cases, you will even see some claiming they have reincarnated here in human bodies from other alien worlds or dimensions, claiming to be one mythical creature or another, or that they are here for a purpose, a purpose for which they or someone else, chose for them to come. (see examples at end below) they will claim to feel body parts that are not there (phantom limbs) such as tails, ears, whiskers, and claws and will describe exhibition of behavior and urges that feel “non-human.”
This type of perceived reality *cough* delusion as far as my studies are concerned so far only seem to take place in western countries where decadence and consumerism is very rampant and where certain resources are generally not always as scarce, although I do think some transgenders have been documented in some other countries, but no trans-racials or transspecies.
Now considering all of the above, we must ask: why are these people so staunch in their perceptions? Easy, because they need psychiatric help. People with identity disorders, particularly transspecism are searching for a solace. A world, and ideally one with others in it like them that they can identify with where they feel at home and justified from being cut off from what who or what they REALLY are. HUMAN. A world that confirms their delusions and fantasies of being someone or something else, because in that world, in their mind and fantasy, life is perhaps kinder and simpler. The world in reality has rejected them and they are looking to cope. Because they either hate the world and its ways, or humanity so much, they look for a way to disconnect and have a scape goat to blame their suffering and injustices on. They look upon the degeneration of our planet and human condition and wonder how it could come to this, and say “ I am above this…I will never understand this!” Unable to imagine their own species capable of such cruelty or degeneration, of which, they truly and sorely miss the fundamental problems and enemies behind, they are looking for outlandish ways to cope with harsh realities, and the way the enemy has worked to destroy our world and way of life, and what it means to LIVE a good quality life and BE A HEALTHY HAPPY HUMAN. As a result, if they are so predisposed, they resolve that they simply cannot be human or even of this world and seek to distrust everyone and shut off from the world. they couldn’t possibly be in the right place, or body based on where humans and the world are, so they think. They will often vent it through art and other means online.
What is WORSE I have found, some will even use SPIRITUALITY, namely SATANISM to justify these coping mechanisms and fabricated memories, and even say Satan and the Demons themselves are positive towards their views and feelings. This post is also going to make an example of what any new people or anyone curious about real spirituality and search for scientific knowledge should know NOT to follow or allow themselves to be influenced by and WHY. The depictions of namely Azazel and Satan, are very telling, and how their preconceptions based in their bubble of illusions affects how they see our Gods. One of the examples shown below is apparently a Satanist for 17 years and claims Azazel is their guardian. Some of these people who even did the dedication ritual already had preconceived notions about the Gods and even their appearances before even finding JOS.
The truth is, I had been studying these examples and others below for sometime AWHILE before I made contact with them. I have always been generally spiritual and have had a huge imagination. To me if this lil’ earth ball was it, it would be a waste of space. I ALWAYS considered the possibilities of other dimensions and other beings, and, in the past at least, even ones reincarnating in different dimensions including this one. I was absolutely fascinated by their beliefs and why they perceived what they did. it led me to eventually even find the link to JOS. As posted in my last writing I was grateful for that. But SPREADING the existence of JOS, Satan and the Demons is all the good they are really doing. anyone showing any kind of openness to them will have their humanity questioned in a curious way, because in their logic humans are dead spiritually. And apparently according to them Satan trusts humans less. What the fuck.
If one is to advance in scientific, historical and spiritual knowledge they have to be willing to update and do their own research and think for themselves, as I have done, much to their petty disagreement simply because I “betrayed them”. Apparently the self proclaimed priest panicked when they realized I blocked them and vanished and resolved to look for me in the index board and even wrote on their profile about it >_>. What they don’t know is, besides the above of course, is that although I at least considered an animal reincarnating in a human body possible I NEVER EVER believed their delusions about their identities, or illusions of grandeur. As a result, the things they claimed to have “discussed” with Satan and the demons as well…how can anyone believe they are really talking to Satan or any of the Gods if they have such a distorted view of reality? Especially when some of them don’t meditate consistently or do RTR’s. This is not just parroting JOS. this is based on what I have always understood of working with energy, and attracting something or destroying something. It is based on THINKING on my own and my own exp years before dedication, years before finding JOS that I in the end stood where I stand now about their ways of thinking (or not).
If they don’t exercise their astral senses frequently or let go of preconceived notions of a precious desired world as being non -human and therefore not out of place and miserable, and how it influences them to perceive Satan and our Gods, How can they advance? The self proclaimed priest even rejected the research I did when I found JOS when I was learning about all the allegories of the Gods and the HISTORY behind it all…they rejected it because, “its just so typically…human..i’d rather take what I know from the Demons” this goes for ALL of them…this goes for ANYONE holding onto and struggling with an identity disorder thinking they are really something else. I actually genuinely considered the ability to befriend them for a time until recently, but they have never influenced me in they way they thought to have believed. If they are not talking to enemy entities posing as Satan or the Demons they are talking to either simply their subconscious or another thoughtform..wait…. that is probably repetitive of the first option xD!
Another reason I go against the identity disorder narrative (ALL OF THEM) is because of how I theorize energy works. If anyone has something to add to this I am more than open as I am still learning myself. As it has been stated, every thing is made of of energy, and the universe is made up of vibration..even our DNA…there have been studies that show that healthy human cells barring damage and toxicity can become IMMORTAL ..and some of these I heard about from a nutritionist…lol funnily enough his name was mister Morningstar haha. (which is why a bell went off in my head when they said that shit about the magnum opus and why I so readily accepted JOS on this concept…I have my own prior experiences with research and my OWN knowledge..not because I BLINDLY follow as per their stupid statement), studies also show that the DNA itself is also made up of vibration. Everything has a unique frequency and density, and energies at different vibrations will manifest themselves differently also in the physical realm. This is the reason meditation, chanting and mantras work….i believe this also goes for SOULS…human and animal…with that being said based on this theory, animal souls vibrate at a unique frequency, in fact I think every species and even every human race has a unique frequency, (would this also perhaps explain racial magic? Maybe our DNA down to the smallest receptors are differently wired to respond to different quantum energies on the astral…hmmm) which manifests time and time again in each reincarnation with the manifestation in the physical being as close as possible, consistent to the vibration and frequency of the soul, which is why races reincarnate exclusively in their own races if possible, and perhaps even gender, although I am not sure about the last one, but the evidence that I have seen in reincarnation seem to support these themes, and the same goes for animals.
With that being said, IT IS NOT POSSIBLE for an animal to reincarnate as a human or vice versa or even a dog to a cat or a camel to a horse or a bird. you cannot change a box into a car. I believe this example I just gave for the physical also counts astrally. I also think there is more to it than that that makes up the difference between different souls. The claims of these people however is the opposite, that the enemy snatches these animals souls and puts them in human bodies. Even if this was the case I still don’t see it counting for any of their mythical species. Furthermore if they REALLY had contact with Satan and the Demons, regardless of any of the above, and not enemy entities posing as them they would not display such a blatant hatred for humanity or justify it in anyway. NO EXCUSE. I said it before ill say it again…ONLY THE ENEMY HATES HUMANITY! Seeing as the Gods created humanity and hope for their evolution I see no reason why they would not discourage these human hating thoughts especially after dedication, and 5 plus years much more 12 to 17 years after that! But when you enter with your own preconceived notions, yeah then I suppose its easy to slip into Disneyland real fast. They have even admitted a fear to me that the enemy could possibly in general pose as one of the Demons or even of Satan, which apparently unbeknownst to them, they are, (or their illusions and distorted realities have left them all talking just to themselves). They even confessed to me they often felt like there was a possibility that everything they conceived was not real. Holy shit may be this time it WAS Satan…
All the people in this little group have been “brought closer to Satan and the Demons” by the dragon transspecies, thinking that by doing this they work for Satan. all of them claim to be trans species. the self proclaimed priest who claims Azazel is their guardian (yet even after 17 plus years they admitted to me they know jack about astrology too,with AZAZEL as their guardian…curious!) they claim to have done more for satanism that I could have dreamt, and that I’m not “quite” as they so quaintly put it, a REAL Satanist (lmfao) because of how I named them and how vile it was….oh the horror! They claim to know nothing of the History of the world because well. They are not of this world…yes they said this. Funnily enough, they looked up to me even, and saw me as a sort of elder and often expressed that they wanted my insight….but all they wanted was me to believe their illusions…I noticed often when we chatted, there was a sort of depressed neuroticism to them and they always were taken aback by the smallest things. This is not a satanist. this is a fucking pussy and the powers of hell don’t need pussies. If they really had contact with the Gods and were bettering themselves with the knowledge of Satan after years of “dedication” I imagine their skin would be much tougher. All their illusions and delusions of grandeur cannot compare to where I am now and I’m still fairly new. A “professional” can be doing something the wrong way for many years, and not update themselves out of pride or fear of facing cognitive dissonance, while a novice ends up surpassing him in some way, doing it the RIGHT way.
I’m pretty sure the research, experiences in my own past of the supernatural and signs and coincidences I have had up till now after dedication, beat their so called connection to what they think is the Gods any fucking day of the year. Know why? Because I combine trying to be scientific and objective to avoid delusion, with my intuition and it has gotten me to a pretty good place so far. I have even been using a Ouija board and there have been other signs and even dreams that suggest the accuracy of my readings. Seeing as the board has been consecrated, I’m either talking to myself or it’s the real deal…and the signs suggesting the latter are pretty interesting, including ones I have received during certain rituals, namely the race awakening ritual. I hope these serve as inspiration to anyone at risk for being steered into the wrong crowd of “Satanists with experience who have exchange with demons”, yet justify living in fantasyland…again know that I present these, while still holding my objectivity of what “seems to be” in terms of patterns and signs I have felt and received WITH OUT my own hopes and expectations. If these below are mere coincidences….they they are truly remarkable ones…either way I am trying to show the Gods through them that IF I am being spoken to that I am trying to listen.
Due to my limited time, I often will do a lot of meditations and even some rituals while I’m driving…and yes I can really focus when I want to. Funnily enough the slowness of traffic jams helps with that heh. Anyway during our powerdays I was doing the race awakening ritual. I not only saw the number 777 3x almost each day EXCLUSIVELY during those days at the time, but also sometimes of 666. During one of the nights where there was less cars, I was driving….RIGHT at the end of the ritual, the last affirmation, appeared a car whose middle license plate number was 666…and next to it appeared 2 cars whose first plate numbers were 50..during one of my very first Ouija readings (the ones below will be described as received not because I know the accuracy 100%) I was told (again IF I’m not talking to myself) that Beelzebub was my guardian. His number is 50. , After a bit, I saw that he had the same element that is dominant in my personality, and my sun moon and midheaven are fire. We also have the same sun sign but not degree. I notices that where ever I went a lot of times, at work too, certain bugs would be next to me or flying around next to me on the ground. one of ‘em was a bit out of place during the day; later I learned that Beelzebub dealt in entomancy. One morning I was outside meditating…and while thinking of ladybugs and dragonflies for a split second, a freaking dragon fly and lad bug just landed right Infront of me, and the day before I had a weird thought of being covered in lady bugs lol wat xD. NO SHIT! I later on had dreams with other Demons such as Abraxas and Furfur. The dream with Furfur was recent…I remember a woman with blonde hair and blue eyes….i think short and a bit curly hair? I was skeptical about the Ouija reading, at least in trying to be objective like I am with all of them…I went up to the woman and shook her hand. I asked her name and she said Fur Fur. “was it you I talked to?” she asked. “I was going to ask you that”, I said. I don’t remember anything in the dream after that. At any rate I got this from the Ouija reading that appears to be from FurFur: “D. E. R .F” sometimes I will get abbreviations…sometimes words..sometimes variation in spelling including names. Despite the board being consecrated I still ask if they are of Satan..ALWAYS. I asked what was meant by that and the same was repeated. Then I guessed and asked for conformation: as in, ‘de enemy r from (could be of but I got the pictue) “you mean the ones I cut off contact with? I asked…”from the enemy?” the answer was “yes”. later on, I got another reading from Abraxas..the first things received in the ouija reading: “red FS”
“the color red?” I asked. “yes was the reply” “may I ask was FS means?” the letters FS were repeated…I guessed that it was someone’s name…abit later I got “yes” when I asked “Furacas?” his name just popped in my mind. “is that his color then?” I asked as I didn’t know. “DNO” was the reply “dunno?” I asked if it was some sort of conformation about the readings accuracy (all of them) and I got a yes. I was expressing doubts about the readings and I received things back like, “do not fear”. So far up till now any Demons or Gods name spelled out in any reading I have done has only happened when their candle color was lit, and I noticed this when looking up the name for each color before knowing all of them out of curiosity… and I use candles a lot. Funnily enough after that last reading I decided to get another color candle…light blue..I saw this was Furcas’ candle color…sure enough when I had the candle lit amongst the others his name spelled out in the reading. I had no expectations nor consciously pushed or pulled. when looking up his candle color I saw that he was special when working with peace of mind….i got a lot of abbreviations in the reading that I didn’t understand and felt unsettled and puzzled. Then I got messages like “readings s” (for sound?) and other messages of reassurance. then the message “red” spelled out. HOLY FUCK I thought, and almost started crying….you see… after the day that I had the readings first with Abraxas and then right before with Furacas…I saw a car…a RED car..whose middle liscense plate number was 666! Liscense plates aren’t the only places I see number trinities. I’m having relationship trouble, love em but need to leave. Long story short, I saw a yahoo article that stuck out to me with the the title along the lines of “you don’t need a relationship to be happy” I was drawn to it. I clicked on it and read it..saw the comments. The comment number at the time was 666. I teared up. Serious.
AS for the RTR’S….ive been doing a maximum of 5 aday, until working with munka and obliterate Saturn (will go back to 5 after for sure)…during many of them I would imagine a church or the BIS bank burning in hellfire…sure enough weeks ago it came on the news here in the province where I am currently living close to me, a catholic church was burnt down after catching fire….and the steeple toppled over in flames specifically like I often imagined doing the RTRS. It was fucking GLORIOUS….I could not contain the grin on my face when seeing that news…I can link the vid for anyone interested. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5XKURH4YPw
As for me cutting off contact with the ones I describe above: after I cut them off I would see images of angry grey alien heads when I closed my eyes doing munka…funnily enough during MUNKA on the way, I would almost always, especially in the recent weeks see a car whose middle license plate number was 888..NO MATTER WHAT TIME OF THE DAY I was on the road. It was like the enemy was cursing my wanting to break from a toxic infinite circle…and 8 is the number of infinity. Seeing it in a trinity like that ALMOST EXCLUSEVELY during my working on the road meant one thing to me during munka…”you are our bitch” each time in my mind…”fuck yourselves” was always the reply.
I started having crazy thoughts of shit what if I did the wrong thing?? What if I pissed off the Gods by cutting them off? What if I am a jew? (especially after re-looking at a RL picture I found. They also have a jewess name, although some gentiles have what can be common jew names due to living in xtian households for example so wasn’t sure.) And this started happening AFTER I had a dream where I was in a room full of Jews. It felt like my whole aura was being polluted. this was days after I broke off contact with them…then night RIGHT AFTER I had a dream about a serpent swimming in misty water…there was a parasitic worm being expelled from his side…the snake screamed in pain as the worm was expelled from the snakes body and slithered off into the misty water…
There are many more examples of these above for me, including in how I chose the specific runes for my obliterate Saturn working. The whole point of me giving these examples are: be open while using logic with intuition but don’t go off the deep end. DON’T let hopes and fantasies take on lives of their own.
First step to do that is come in with a clean slate. This post is about showing what NOT to do and who not to let influence you.
Know that if you are struggling with an identity issue, WHATEVER IT IS, as long as you do your part, the Gods will help you…but do not expect them to go along with your idea of a fantasy world or an alternate identity because you either hate your body or want to separate yourself from the human species for any reason! You are not in the wrong body or race…or species for that matter…you are fine the way you are. It can be in your astrological chart to have a stronger masculine side or feminine side, but it doesn’t mean you are transgender. I am a woman with a very strong masculine side and work in a male dominated field. I’ve played football in high school, have a very deep voice and broad ass shoulders…but you know what? I’m female with a strong masculine side. But I’m not transgender. I have also grown up with cats and other animals my whole life starting at 9 years of age. I can make all kinds of animal noises and even sort of talk to cats lol. Sometimes I will have animal behaviors from my goofiness…but that doesn’t mean I am trans species. Animals can be raised by other species and will thereby adopt behaviors of that species. My grandma knew a dog that always tried to purr after growing up with cats. The dog WE have washes herself like a cat and climbs the couch like one; she grew up with a kitten. But she is not a cat. There are many cases like these. I would never mutilate my body or let my psych suffer out of self hate and despair and let my very soul degenerate because the Jews want me to butcher myself and let me become some distorted degenerated lesser version of myself, while fantasizing about being something that I am not. This is the OPPOSITE of perfection. the opposite of perfection is exactly what the enemy wants for us.
Do not give up. If you have these feelings, FIGHT. LOVE YOUR RACE. Each one is special and the Jews are trying to bring out the worst in each one to let us all kill eachother off. LOVE YOUR BODY AND GENDER. If you don’t workout to make it better or make the best of what you’ve been born with. The Abrahamic programs especially degrade women and can give women a strong resentment towards men and a sense of self loathing when they see they do not “measure up in worth” for essentially not being a man. We are not the same but equally important.They also degrade men in other ways, reducing them to mindless drones, expecting them to “man up” and shut off all emotions, which leaves a lot of men resenting their masculinity, and wanting to retreat to a world where they are someone that does not have to take responsibility or “feeling” they are the gender they see as having “more breaks”, at least this is the case for some not all (all of these people I cut off from and namely the examples below are WOMEN and one even admits to being hurt by xtinty in someway) LOVE YOUR SPECIES. IT IS FATHER SATANS CREATION! What we see now doesn’t have to be forever. It can be BETTER. The human race is where it is today, socially, racially, SEXUALLY, environmentally, medically, spiritually especially….everything.. because of the enemy. If you are going to hate or want to disassociate with ANY of the 3, you are already on your way to a clouded path of mist of uncertainty, isolation and sadness. Right where those parasite GREYS are trying to lead you…and they will use any means possible to do so, and self hate, and false hopes are some of their favorite sources of ammunition.
As for my doubts about my readings in the recent past and this article…the day I conceived writing it I saw 3 different triads of 3 different trinity numbers: 111, 666 and 777…..the last time before this when I saw 777 three times almost each day I was doing the race awakening ritual on the designated days. the number of the enemy. the day AFTER my boyfriend was almost HIT by a bus and could have very well been killed! I think 111 is positive though as it is a solar number…I also use it when reciting my .rosary (white magic one of course for workings)…funnily enough when scrolling through one of their pages (the dragon trans) I saw one of their artworks with the comment number at 111. Cleanse much with fire? Enough said.
DISCLAIMER: however delusional, all art and rights go to the creators not me.
Increasingly, many people nowadays are struggling with identity issues, either coming from a broken family, not knowing what race or culture they really come from, and thereby not experiencing the pride and awareness thereof, thanks to the Jews wanting us all one slave mud mix, one without any personal, familial, or cultural identity. But disturbingly this distorted rabbit hole goes yet even farther, and so continues the degeneration of the mind body and soul, to delight of the jew.
More and more we are seeing people coming out as what is called transgender, being trapped in the body of the opposite sex, and trans racial, being trapped in the body of the wrong race. Most people know what transgender is by now and what it means when someone says they’re trans racial now a days. however trans SPECIES (maybe you get the picture
) is when someone feels they are an animal trapped in a human body. Apparently this is something that started back in the 1990’s, at least as far as ONLINE communities go. I’m sure a lot of people may know what a furry is or a “fursona”, which is identifying with aspects of an animal in an alternate ego or personality, mostly light heartedly, or dressing up like one, but transspecies is something that goes deeper. These people really believe this is their true personality and soul, that of an animal just like the above 2 others, but with species and not gender and/or race. (you even have people who identify with more than one disorder or species!!) Most will claim to have felt “non-human” since early childhood and that something was “off”, also much like the other 2 identity disorders, though sometimes this is felt as well later in life. There also seems to be, with all 3 types to be a constant theme: estrangement from society, loneliness, constant insecurity and unhappiness with themselves and their lives as a whole. SOME I have found have a downright hatred for humanity and perhaps would not care if the whole world would burn. What is peculiar about these cases is it is always someone who identifies as “wolf kin” “feline/catkin” “bear kin” etc.…you even have dragon kin fairy kin elf kin and even Demon kin. I have studied a lot of these cases and searched all over the internet, and it is always beasts of great beauty, grace, power and strength, and usually predators that these so called “otherkin” proclaim to identify themselves with. Animals that humans have had a close relationship with throughout history. Why is there no snail kin or bat kin or anteater kin, or even rhino kin or baboon kin? No ant kin? Ants are pretty cool and strong! They can lift more than their weight and are tireless workers…wait, because bugs are gross right?
These “otherkin” will often claim to have past life memories, some very detailed of being in the body of another animal species; they will describe that they were either murdered, hunted or poached; in particularly bizarre cases, you will even see some claiming they have reincarnated here in human bodies from other alien worlds or dimensions, claiming to be one mythical creature or another, or that they are here for a purpose, a purpose for which they or someone else, chose for them to come. (see examples at end below) they will claim to feel body parts that are not there (phantom limbs) such as tails, ears, whiskers, and claws and will describe exhibition of behavior and urges that feel “non-human.”
This type of perceived reality *cough* delusion as far as my studies are concerned so far only seem to take place in western countries where decadence and consumerism is very rampant and where certain resources are generally not always as scarce, although I do think some transgenders have been documented in some other countries, but no trans-racials or transspecies.
Now considering all of the above, we must ask: why are these people so staunch in their perceptions? Easy, because they need psychiatric help. People with identity disorders, particularly transspecism are searching for a solace. A world, and ideally one with others in it like them that they can identify with where they feel at home and justified from being cut off from what who or what they REALLY are. HUMAN. A world that confirms their delusions and fantasies of being someone or something else, because in that world, in their mind and fantasy, life is perhaps kinder and simpler. The world in reality has rejected them and they are looking to cope. Because they either hate the world and its ways, or humanity so much, they look for a way to disconnect and have a scape goat to blame their suffering and injustices on. They look upon the degeneration of our planet and human condition and wonder how it could come to this, and say “ I am above this…I will never understand this!” Unable to imagine their own species capable of such cruelty or degeneration, of which, they truly and sorely miss the fundamental problems and enemies behind, they are looking for outlandish ways to cope with harsh realities, and the way the enemy has worked to destroy our world and way of life, and what it means to LIVE a good quality life and BE A HEALTHY HAPPY HUMAN. As a result, if they are so predisposed, they resolve that they simply cannot be human or even of this world and seek to distrust everyone and shut off from the world. they couldn’t possibly be in the right place, or body based on where humans and the world are, so they think. They will often vent it through art and other means online.
What is WORSE I have found, some will even use SPIRITUALITY, namely SATANISM to justify these coping mechanisms and fabricated memories, and even say Satan and the Demons themselves are positive towards their views and feelings. This post is also going to make an example of what any new people or anyone curious about real spirituality and search for scientific knowledge should know NOT to follow or allow themselves to be influenced by and WHY. The depictions of namely Azazel and Satan, are very telling, and how their preconceptions based in their bubble of illusions affects how they see our Gods. One of the examples shown below is apparently a Satanist for 17 years and claims Azazel is their guardian. Some of these people who even did the dedication ritual already had preconceived notions about the Gods and even their appearances before even finding JOS.
The truth is, I had been studying these examples and others below for sometime AWHILE before I made contact with them. I have always been generally spiritual and have had a huge imagination. To me if this lil’ earth ball was it, it would be a waste of space. I ALWAYS considered the possibilities of other dimensions and other beings, and, in the past at least, even ones reincarnating in different dimensions including this one. I was absolutely fascinated by their beliefs and why they perceived what they did. it led me to eventually even find the link to JOS. As posted in my last writing I was grateful for that. But SPREADING the existence of JOS, Satan and the Demons is all the good they are really doing. anyone showing any kind of openness to them will have their humanity questioned in a curious way, because in their logic humans are dead spiritually. And apparently according to them Satan trusts humans less. What the fuck.
If one is to advance in scientific, historical and spiritual knowledge they have to be willing to update and do their own research and think for themselves, as I have done, much to their petty disagreement simply because I “betrayed them”. Apparently the self proclaimed priest panicked when they realized I blocked them and vanished and resolved to look for me in the index board and even wrote on their profile about it >_>. What they don’t know is, besides the above of course, is that although I at least considered an animal reincarnating in a human body possible I NEVER EVER believed their delusions about their identities, or illusions of grandeur. As a result, the things they claimed to have “discussed” with Satan and the demons as well…how can anyone believe they are really talking to Satan or any of the Gods if they have such a distorted view of reality? Especially when some of them don’t meditate consistently or do RTR’s. This is not just parroting JOS. this is based on what I have always understood of working with energy, and attracting something or destroying something. It is based on THINKING on my own and my own exp years before dedication, years before finding JOS that I in the end stood where I stand now about their ways of thinking (or not).
If they don’t exercise their astral senses frequently or let go of preconceived notions of a precious desired world as being non -human and therefore not out of place and miserable, and how it influences them to perceive Satan and our Gods, How can they advance? The self proclaimed priest even rejected the research I did when I found JOS when I was learning about all the allegories of the Gods and the HISTORY behind it all…they rejected it because, “its just so typically…human..i’d rather take what I know from the Demons” this goes for ALL of them…this goes for ANYONE holding onto and struggling with an identity disorder thinking they are really something else. I actually genuinely considered the ability to befriend them for a time until recently, but they have never influenced me in they way they thought to have believed. If they are not talking to enemy entities posing as Satan or the Demons they are talking to either simply their subconscious or another thoughtform..wait…. that is probably repetitive of the first option xD!
Another reason I go against the identity disorder narrative (ALL OF THEM) is because of how I theorize energy works. If anyone has something to add to this I am more than open as I am still learning myself. As it has been stated, every thing is made of of energy, and the universe is made up of vibration..even our DNA…there have been studies that show that healthy human cells barring damage and toxicity can become IMMORTAL ..and some of these I heard about from a nutritionist…lol funnily enough his name was mister Morningstar haha. (which is why a bell went off in my head when they said that shit about the magnum opus and why I so readily accepted JOS on this concept…I have my own prior experiences with research and my OWN knowledge..not because I BLINDLY follow as per their stupid statement), studies also show that the DNA itself is also made up of vibration. Everything has a unique frequency and density, and energies at different vibrations will manifest themselves differently also in the physical realm. This is the reason meditation, chanting and mantras work….i believe this also goes for SOULS…human and animal…with that being said based on this theory, animal souls vibrate at a unique frequency, in fact I think every species and even every human race has a unique frequency, (would this also perhaps explain racial magic? Maybe our DNA down to the smallest receptors are differently wired to respond to different quantum energies on the astral…hmmm
) which manifests time and time again in each reincarnation with the manifestation in the physical being as close as possible, consistent to the vibration and frequency of the soul, which is why races reincarnate exclusively in their own races if possible, and perhaps even gender, although I am not sure about the last one, but the evidence that I have seen in reincarnation seem to support these themes, and the same goes for animals. With that being said, IT IS NOT POSSIBLE for an animal to reincarnate as a human or vice versa or even a dog to a cat or a camel to a horse or a bird. you cannot change a box into a car. I believe this example I just gave for the physical also counts astrally. I also think there is more to it than that that makes up the difference between different souls. The claims of these people however is the opposite, that the enemy snatches these animals souls and puts them in human bodies. Even if this was the case I still don’t see it counting for any of their mythical species. Furthermore if they REALLY had contact with Satan and the Demons, regardless of any of the above, and not enemy entities posing as them they would not display such a blatant hatred for humanity or justify it in anyway. NO EXCUSE. I said it before ill say it again…ONLY THE ENEMY HATES HUMANITY! Seeing as the Gods created humanity and hope for their evolution I see no reason why they would not discourage these human hating thoughts especially after dedication, and 5 plus years much more 12 to 17 years after that! But when you enter with your own preconceived notions, yeah then I suppose its easy to slip into Disneyland real fast. They have even admitted a fear to me that the enemy could possibly in general pose as one of the Demons or even of Satan, which apparently unbeknownst to them, they are, (or their illusions and distorted realities have left them all talking just to themselves). They even confessed to me they often felt like there was a possibility that everything they conceived was not real. Holy shit may be this time it WAS Satan…
All the people in this little group have been “brought closer to Satan and the Demons” by the dragon transspecies, thinking that by doing this they work for Satan. all of them claim to be trans species. the self proclaimed priest who claims Azazel is their guardian (yet even after 17 plus years they admitted to me they know jack about astrology too,with AZAZEL as their guardian…curious!) they claim to have done more for satanism that I could have dreamt, and that I’m not “quite” as they so quaintly put it, a REAL Satanist (lmfao) because of how I named them and how vile it was….oh the horror! They claim to know nothing of the History of the world because well. They are not of this world…yes they said this. Funnily enough, they looked up to me even, and saw me as a sort of elder and often expressed that they wanted my insight….but all they wanted was me to believe their illusions…I noticed often when we chatted, there was a sort of depressed neuroticism to them and they always were taken aback by the smallest things. This is not a satanist. this is a fucking pussy and the powers of hell don’t need pussies. If they really had contact with the Gods and were bettering themselves with the knowledge of Satan after years of “dedication” I imagine their skin would be much tougher. All their illusions and delusions of grandeur cannot compare to where I am now and I’m still fairly new. A “professional” can be doing something the wrong way for many years, and not update themselves out of pride or fear of facing cognitive dissonance, while a novice ends up surpassing him in some way, doing it the RIGHT way.
I’m pretty sure the research, experiences in my own past of the supernatural and signs and coincidences I have had up till now after dedication, beat their so called connection to what they think is the Gods any fucking day of the year. Know why? Because I combine trying to be scientific and objective to avoid delusion, with my intuition and it has gotten me to a pretty good place so far. I have even been using a Ouija board and there have been other signs and even dreams that suggest the accuracy of my readings. Seeing as the board has been consecrated, I’m either talking to myself or it’s the real deal…and the signs suggesting the latter are pretty interesting, including ones I have received during certain rituals, namely the race awakening ritual. I hope these serve as inspiration to anyone at risk for being steered into the wrong crowd of “Satanists with experience who have exchange with demons”, yet justify living in fantasyland…again know that I present these, while still holding my objectivity of what “seems to be” in terms of patterns and signs I have felt and received WITH OUT my own hopes and expectations. If these below are mere coincidences….they they are truly remarkable ones…either way I am trying to show the Gods through them that IF I am being spoken to that I am trying to listen.
Due to my limited time, I often will do a lot of meditations and even some rituals while I’m driving…and yes I can really focus when I want to. Funnily enough the slowness of traffic jams helps with that heh. Anyway during our powerdays I was doing the race awakening ritual. I not only saw the number 777 3x almost each day EXCLUSIVELY during those days at the time, but also sometimes of 666. During one of the nights where there was less cars, I was driving….RIGHT at the end of the ritual, the last affirmation, appeared a car whose middle license plate number was 666…and next to it appeared 2 cars whose first plate numbers were 50..during one of my very first Ouija readings (the ones below will be described as received not because I know the accuracy 100%) I was told (again IF I’m not talking to myself
) that Beelzebub was my guardian. His number is 50. , After a bit, I saw that he had the same element that is dominant in my personality, and my sun moon and midheaven are fire. We also have the same sun sign but not degree. I notices that where ever I went a lot of times, at work too, certain bugs would be next to me or flying around next to me on the ground. one of ‘em was a bit out of place during the day; later I learned that Beelzebub dealt in entomancy. One morning I was outside meditating…and while thinking of ladybugs and dragonflies for a split second, a freaking dragon fly and lad bug just landed right Infront of me, and the day before I had a weird thought of being covered in lady bugs lol wat xD. NO SHIT! I later on had dreams with other Demons such as Abraxas and Furfur. The dream with Furfur was recent…I remember a woman with blonde hair and blue eyes….i think short and a bit curly hair? I was skeptical about the Ouija reading, at least in trying to be objective like I am with all of them…I went up to the woman and shook her hand. I asked her name and she said Fur Fur. “was it you I talked to?” she asked. “I was going to ask you that”, I said. I don’t remember anything in the dream after that. At any rate I got this from the Ouija reading that appears to be from FurFur: “D. E. R .F” sometimes I will get abbreviations…sometimes words..sometimes variation in spelling including names. Despite the board being consecrated I still ask if they are of Satan..ALWAYS. I asked what was meant by that and the same was repeated. Then I guessed and asked for conformation: as in, ‘de enemy r from (could be of but I got the pictue) “you mean the ones I cut off contact with? I asked…”from the enemy?” the answer was “yes”. later on, I got another reading from Abraxas..the first things received in the ouija reading: “red FS”“the color red?” I asked. “yes was the reply” “may I ask was FS means?” the letters FS were repeated…I guessed that it was someone’s name…abit later I got “yes” when I asked “Furacas?” his name just popped in my mind. “is that his color then?” I asked as I didn’t know. “DNO” was the reply “dunno?” I asked if it was some sort of conformation about the readings accuracy (all of them) and I got a yes. I was expressing doubts about the readings and I received things back like, “do not fear”. So far up till now any Demons or Gods name spelled out in any reading I have done has only happened when their candle color was lit, and I noticed this when looking up the name for each color before knowing all of them out of curiosity… and I use candles a lot. Funnily enough after that last reading I decided to get another color candle…light blue..I saw this was Furcas’ candle color…sure enough when I had the candle lit amongst the others his name spelled out in the reading. I had no expectations nor consciously pushed or pulled. when looking up his candle color I saw that he was special when working with peace of mind….i got a lot of abbreviations in the reading that I didn’t understand and felt unsettled and puzzled. Then I got messages like “readings s” (for sound?) and other messages of reassurance. then the message “red” spelled out. HOLY FUCK I thought, and almost started crying….you see… after the day that I had the readings first with Abraxas and then right before with Furacas…I saw a car…a RED car..whose middle liscense plate number was 666! Liscense plates aren’t the only places I see number trinities. I’m having relationship trouble, love em but need to leave. Long story short, I saw a yahoo article that stuck out to me with the the title along the lines of “you don’t need a relationship to be happy” I was drawn to it. I clicked on it and read it..saw the comments. The comment number at the time was 666. I teared up. Serious.
AS for the RTR’S….ive been doing a maximum of 5 aday, until working with munka and obliterate Saturn (will go back to 5 after for sure)…during many of them I would imagine a church or the BIS bank burning in hellfire…sure enough weeks ago it came on the news here in the province where I am currently living close to me, a catholic church was burnt down after catching fire….and the steeple toppled over in flames specifically like I often imagined doing the RTRS. It was fucking GLORIOUS….I could not contain the grin on my face when seeing that news…I can link the vid for anyone interested. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5XKURH4YPw
As for me cutting off contact with the ones I describe above: after I cut them off I would see images of angry grey alien heads when I closed my eyes doing munka…funnily enough during MUNKA on the way, I would almost always, especially in the recent weeks see a car whose middle license plate number was 888..NO MATTER WHAT TIME OF THE DAY I was on the road. It was like the enemy was cursing my wanting to break from a toxic infinite circle…and 8 is the number of infinity. Seeing it in a trinity like that ALMOST EXCLUSEVELY during my working on the road meant one thing to me during munka…”you are our bitch” each time in my mind…”fuck yourselves” was always the reply.
I started having crazy thoughts of shit what if I did the wrong thing?? What if I pissed off the Gods by cutting them off? What if I am a jew? (especially after re-looking at a RL picture I found. They also have a jewess name, although some gentiles have what can be common jew names due to living in xtian households for example so wasn’t sure.) And this started happening AFTER I had a dream where I was in a room full of Jews. It felt like my whole aura was being polluted. this was days after I broke off contact with them…then night RIGHT AFTER I had a dream about a serpent swimming in misty water…there was a parasitic worm being expelled from his side…the snake screamed in pain as the worm was expelled from the snakes body and slithered off into the misty water…
There are many more examples of these above for me, including in how I chose the specific runes for my obliterate Saturn working. The whole point of me giving these examples are: be open while using logic with intuition but don’t go off the deep end. DON’T let hopes and fantasies take on lives of their own.
First step to do that is come in with a clean slate. This post is about showing what NOT to do and who not to let influence you.
Know that if you are struggling with an identity issue, WHATEVER IT IS, as long as you do your part, the Gods will help you…but do not expect them to go along with your idea of a fantasy world or an alternate identity because you either hate your body or want to separate yourself from the human species for any reason! You are not in the wrong body or race…or species for that matter…you are fine the way you are. It can be in your astrological chart to have a stronger masculine side or feminine side, but it doesn’t mean you are transgender. I am a woman with a very strong masculine side and work in a male dominated field. I’ve played football in high school, have a very deep voice and broad ass shoulders…but you know what? I’m female with a strong masculine side. But I’m not transgender. I have also grown up with cats and other animals my whole life starting at 9 years of age. I can make all kinds of animal noises and even sort of talk to cats lol
. Sometimes I will have animal behaviors from my goofiness…but that doesn’t mean I am trans species. Animals can be raised by other species and will thereby adopt behaviors of that species. My grandma knew a dog that always tried to purr after growing up with cats. The dog WE have washes herself like a cat and climbs the couch like one; she grew up with a kitten. But she is not a cat. There are many cases like these. I would never mutilate my body or let my psych suffer out of self hate and despair and let my very soul degenerate because the Jews want me to butcher myself and let me become some distorted degenerated lesser version of myself, while fantasizing about being something that I am not. This is the OPPOSITE of perfection. the opposite of perfection is exactly what the enemy wants for us. Do not give up. If you have these feelings, FIGHT. LOVE YOUR RACE. Each one is special and the Jews are trying to bring out the worst in each one to let us all kill eachother off. LOVE YOUR BODY AND GENDER. If you don’t workout to make it better or make the best of what you’ve been born with. The Abrahamic programs especially degrade women and can give women a strong resentment towards men and a sense of self loathing when they see they do not “measure up in worth” for essentially not being a man. We are not the same but equally important.They also degrade men in other ways, reducing them to mindless drones, expecting them to “man up” and shut off all emotions, which leaves a lot of men resenting their masculinity, and wanting to retreat to a world where they are someone that does not have to take responsibility or “feeling” they are the gender they see as having “more breaks”, at least this is the case for some not all (all of these people I cut off from and namely the examples below are WOMEN and one even admits to being hurt by xtinty in someway) LOVE YOUR SPECIES. IT IS FATHER SATANS CREATION! What we see now doesn’t have to be forever. It can be BETTER. The human race is where it is today, socially, racially, SEXUALLY, environmentally, medically, spiritually especially….everything.. because of the enemy. If you are going to hate or want to disassociate with ANY of the 3, you are already on your way to a clouded path of mist of uncertainty, isolation and sadness. Right where those parasite GREYS are trying to lead you…and they will use any means possible to do so, and self hate, and false hopes are some of their favorite sources of ammunition.
As for my doubts about my readings in the recent past and this article…the day I conceived writing it I saw 3 different triads of 3 different trinity numbers: 111, 666 and 777…..the last time before this when I saw 777 three times almost each day I was doing the race awakening ritual on the designated days. the number of the enemy. the day AFTER my boyfriend was almost HIT by a bus and could have very well been killed! I think 111 is positive though as it is a solar number…I also use it when reciting my .rosary (white magic one of course for workings)…funnily enough when scrolling through one of their pages (the dragon trans) I saw one of their artworks with the comment number at 111. Cleanse much with fire? Enough said.
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