torvamessorem88
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- Jan 11, 2014
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I've read many texts and saw videos on demonic magicians. And that is exactly what I need to get out of this nightmare. I have been born in a broken home, with a runaway father, with no money or barely any food. And the fact that me and my mother are still alive, is about as good as it gets. We are blessed with constant misfortune. Never ending misfortune, no matter how hard we try. We are good people, and good-willing. And yet, the fortune that seems to come to others so easily, is impossible for us.
Naturally, I get recommended to pray to God or become a muslim. Well, excuse my language, but I'm not praying to any of those ASSHOLES because THEY put me in the life I am now.
Unlike my mother, who has always remained calm and just....cries a lot. I am filled with hatred over my own fate. Am I supposed to live my life like this?! Keep on working the crappy jobs that I hate, for minimum payments? Every time I try something the 'society's' way, it goes wrong. I have tried to study, but life says: "no buddy, not gonna happen. You and success? No no, let me end your contract at your job at exactly the right time so you don't have the funds to continue your study." Long story short, I must break free from these shackles.
After doing some digging, I see Father Satan coming up a lot. Of course I have been told that he was evil, but I've always been skeptical about that since God hasn't thrown me any bones either. How evil can the man possibly be? So eventually, I came to a Youtube channel about 'demonic magicians'. These people are doing things that just isn't possible in any sense, except with 'outside help'. This, this is what I need. Something that puts me above the average human.
How do I get started? Can the reader of my long story please guide me? Thank you in advance! I am really looking forward to join you as a full fledged Satanist!
Naturally, I get recommended to pray to God or become a muslim. Well, excuse my language, but I'm not praying to any of those ASSHOLES because THEY put me in the life I am now.
Unlike my mother, who has always remained calm and just....cries a lot. I am filled with hatred over my own fate. Am I supposed to live my life like this?! Keep on working the crappy jobs that I hate, for minimum payments? Every time I try something the 'society's' way, it goes wrong. I have tried to study, but life says: "no buddy, not gonna happen. You and success? No no, let me end your contract at your job at exactly the right time so you don't have the funds to continue your study." Long story short, I must break free from these shackles.
After doing some digging, I see Father Satan coming up a lot. Of course I have been told that he was evil, but I've always been skeptical about that since God hasn't thrown me any bones either. How evil can the man possibly be? So eventually, I came to a Youtube channel about 'demonic magicians'. These people are doing things that just isn't possible in any sense, except with 'outside help'. This, this is what I need. Something that puts me above the average human.
How do I get started? Can the reader of my long story please guide me? Thank you in advance! I am really looking forward to join you as a full fledged Satanist!