Bruv if you could use the time you spent asking questions in meditations you wouldn't have questions anymore. I'll admit though, that's an impressive feat of stubborness and patience. Anyway, yeah it's pretty bad, try to tone it down. You can ask questions with this account that you have. Technically speaking, it's still anonymous, you operate under a username that doesn't reveal info about yourself. Not to mention, people pick up on who is asking the questions using AskSatan. Also, evaluate if the question might be answered before posting it, use the search function first, and let it sit before posting it, don't do it impulsively.