Arno Dorian
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(this post a little long)
I have been a satanist for two months . I tried contacted the my guardian demon twice using the pendulum but I didn't feel anything in either of them . Many people said this is about astral aperture but everyone who gets in touch (including those who have just started meditating and those who are not strong in their former life) say they feel some positive energy . So why can't i feel ?!
I found the post of g.i.m., I'll try but I know it won't work . I asked someone about the demon I thought was my protector and he said that someone have with the same protector demon was can pass to get in touch in six months . I think my guardian demon is Lady Astaroth (I'm not sure, but I feel a very close connection and I'll ask for a mark in the standard ritual, but I don't know how well it will work) . I wonder if he's coming because he's busy .
I'm really tired of trying, please guide me :| :?
I have been a satanist for two months . I tried contacted the my guardian demon twice using the pendulum but I didn't feel anything in either of them . Many people said this is about astral aperture but everyone who gets in touch (including those who have just started meditating and those who are not strong in their former life) say they feel some positive energy . So why can't i feel ?!
I found the post of g.i.m., I'll try but I know it won't work . I asked someone about the demon I thought was my protector and he said that someone have with the same protector demon was can pass to get in touch in six months . I think my guardian demon is Lady Astaroth (I'm not sure, but I feel a very close connection and I'll ask for a mark in the standard ritual, but I don't know how well it will work) . I wonder if he's coming because he's busy .
I'm really tired of trying, please guide me :| :?