Bride of Satan
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English is not my first language, so please be patient.
I made a deal with Lucifuge Rofocale in 2016. I won't go deep into details because the post would be too long, but things have changed over the years and the type of things I offer to him in exchange of his support have changed too. After many stuff happening, about a year ago I formally and seriously offered my virginity to him in exchange of a big favor. I started invoking him on a daily basis during nighttime, without being completely sure it would work. And then, after a couple of months, one morning, it DID work. The thing is that I got scared at the moment and I could not "go through with it".
Again, I will not give many details because I feel it would be too personal and you would probably find it ridiculous, but the thing is that when I had the chance to "consummate" with him (he showed up in my dream) it startled me so much that it had actually worked that I woked up sweating and almost fell from my bed. That was around January. And now, that I feel I'm ready to keep my part of the deal i cannot make it happen again. I have been following the the same ritual I had used before, the same candles, the same sigil, I invoke him during the same hours but no matter how much I try it just hasn't happened again; and I "feel" something is off. It's like I offended him.
Anyway, I was hoping someone here might have had a similar experience and maybe you could tell me how to fix things up. Or even if you haven't, any advice is welcome. Serious replies only, I will not bother with people who write to question my experience or my beliefs.
Thank you!
I made a deal with Lucifuge Rofocale in 2016. I won't go deep into details because the post would be too long, but things have changed over the years and the type of things I offer to him in exchange of his support have changed too. After many stuff happening, about a year ago I formally and seriously offered my virginity to him in exchange of a big favor. I started invoking him on a daily basis during nighttime, without being completely sure it would work. And then, after a couple of months, one morning, it DID work. The thing is that I got scared at the moment and I could not "go through with it".
Again, I will not give many details because I feel it would be too personal and you would probably find it ridiculous, but the thing is that when I had the chance to "consummate" with him (he showed up in my dream) it startled me so much that it had actually worked that I woked up sweating and almost fell from my bed. That was around January. And now, that I feel I'm ready to keep my part of the deal i cannot make it happen again. I have been following the the same ritual I had used before, the same candles, the same sigil, I invoke him during the same hours but no matter how much I try it just hasn't happened again; and I "feel" something is off. It's like I offended him.
Anyway, I was hoping someone here might have had a similar experience and maybe you could tell me how to fix things up. Or even if you haven't, any advice is welcome. Serious replies only, I will not bother with people who write to question my experience or my beliefs.
Thank you!