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I know I firstly need to be initiated, but my problem is dat I dont how to get d materials and where to. plus av got a very sensitive parent, who must not know about it. Pls help...
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], eremoslukos8@... wrote:
Greetings: my name is J-SIN. I AM in somewhat of a similar situation. Last August I broke my back becoming a paraplegic. I cannot leave my house either(unless its a medical appointment via medical transportation) I as well have to keep what I do secret, so what I did is have someone get me a pre-paid credit card and monthly have my social security check deposited on it. This way I can order what I need offline. There are still issues involved, such as privacy and a place for an alter. Are you able to use a wheelchair? (Some personal questions, if I may-no need to answer if this is a problem) I ask this as there is need for turning during ritual. This is not even a real problem, as on the JOS site under,"Meditation's" there is one about creating an "Astral Temple". For people in our situations(as well as other's, of course) this is probably the best bet.
This is all, of course, most useful after initiation; as far as drawing blood(if none of this is of any help, I most sincerely apologize, as I know nothing of your illness)if you are able to get ahold of a razor(4 shaving) this is easy to hide to take apart for the small cut) apart from this, if it is a possibility, you can easily, and "innocently" ask some one to pick up a dark blue-or, at Yankee Candle, there is a black, nicely smelling ( "for Aroma Therapy-4 relaxing-you can tell whoever) candle called something like "Midsummer nights dream" (?). Then all you need is a clean piece of paper, and a night once everyone is asleep!
Best of wishes (FATHER will supply-and its what's in your heart that matters most) in this 1st step along the Path to the TRUTH!
HAIL LORD SATAN!!!
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-----Original Message-----
From: "ebzar_okeowo" <ebzar_okeowo@...
Sender: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Mon, 22 Nov 2010 08:35:47
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Reply-To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I need help...continuation
I know I firstly need to be initiated, but my problem is dat I dont how to get d materials and where to. plus av got a very sensitive parent, who must not know about it. Pls help...
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], eremoslukos8@... wrote:
Greetings: my name is J-SIN. I AM in somewhat of a similar situation. Last August I broke my back becoming a paraplegic. I cannot leave my house either(unless its a medical appointment via medical transportation) I as well have to keep what I do secret, so what I did is have someone get me a pre-paid credit card and monthly have my social security check deposited on it. This way I can order what I need offline. There are still issues involved, such as privacy and a place for an alter. Are you able to use a wheelchair? (Some personal questions, if I may-no need to answer if this is a problem) I ask this as there is need for turning during ritual. This is not even a real problem, as on the JOS site under,"Meditation's" there is one about creating an "Astral Temple". For people in our situations(as well as other's, of course) this is probably the best bet.
This is all, of course, most useful after initiation; as far as drawing blood(if none of this is of any help, I most sincerely apologize, as I know nothing of your illness)if you are able to get ahold of a razor(4 shaving) this is easy to hide to take apart for the small cut) apart from this, if it is a possibility, you can easily, and "innocently" ask some one to pick up a dark blue-or, at Yankee Candle, there is a black, nicely smelling ( "for Aroma Therapy-4 relaxing-you can tell whoever) candle called something like "Midsummer nights dream" (?). Then all you need is a clean piece of paper, and a night once everyone is asleep!
Best of wishes (FATHER will supply-and its what's in your heart that matters most) in this 1st step along the Path to the TRUTH!
HAIL LORD SATAN!!!
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T
-----Original Message-----
From: "ebzar_okeowo" <ebzar_okeowo@...
Sender: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Mon, 22 Nov 2010 08:35:47
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Reply-To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I need help...continuation
I know I firstly need to be initiated, but my problem is dat I dont how to get d materials and where to. plus av got a very sensitive parent, who must not know about it. Pls help...
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Drew Bolden <ditto6891@... wrote:
In JOS it say, "You should construct your temple during ritual, where you can
ask Father Satan to bless it. Meditate for as long as you need to construct your
own place. This should be done after the invocation where you write a request
for Satan to bless and consecrate your temple"
--If our astral temple's purpose is to be able to do rituals "there" instead of
'here' b/c of privacy issues, then how is someone supposed to do a ritual to
create it in the first place? This simply tells me one is gonna have to find
some way to do a ritual and then get enough meditation time to create it. Kinda
contradictory in a weird way.
I just finished my first non-dedication ritual as my roommate is gonna be gone
for a while. It was a thanksgiving ritual. Had some issues.
1. My candle (a 7 day black candle) got to the point where it goes really dim
and sometimes goes out in a lake of wax. For some reason its not 'advancing
down' its stuck in a pool of wax within the candle.
2. When i am holding my athame i held it with my right hand while i followed the
verbiage and directions for the grand satanic ritual. Should i hold it with
both? I didn't memorize the ritual or things to say, so i read it as i did it
type deal. Is that normal? How do most of you do it?
3. I was scared out of my mind that the fire alarm would go off. You don't
understand, this is a military installation fire alarm. If it goes off there
will be 2-3 firetrucks outside my building (in under 5 min) with firefighters
heading straight for my room b/c they are all wired to the Fire departement on
the military installation (so they know the exact alarm that went off).
And...we are not allowed to have such fire hazards (candles/incense) in the
rooms/buildings, so if that happens i would get in trouble and it would also
lead to questions as to what i was doing. Plus, they can tell when it is
disconnected or even covered by a plastic bag. I had to run the fan to suck air
outside. When i lit the paper, i opened the window and fanned it out the window
all the while hoping the alarm doesn't go off. It was nerve racking to say the
least.
4. None of my items were consecrated. The last full moon was this last sunday 21
but i had no privacy and it required me to light incense so that just wasn't
gonna work out.
Other than that the meditation after the burning was good, got trance type
feelings faster than i ever have and could feel an interesting pulse/vibrations
in my body that i normally don't get from meditations. And as always for some
reason when i meditate, i get the dizzy feeling. Focusing on the front of my
body doesn't normally fix it. At least its a roller coaster like experience. I
would describe it as my Astral body moving but that's probably not what is
happening.
Sorry for the long email
Drew
Hail Satan!
________________________________
From: chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tue, November 23, 2010 11:24:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I need help...continuation
I do ALL my workings in my astral temple! That way I am not limited in any way
by location or lack of props. (Remember, the ideal is to be able to work without
props.)
You can set it up however you wish and you can change it as you wish and stock
it with whatever you require. Mine, for instance, looks like a cross between a
kiva and something from Star Wars; there's huge freedom here to construct it,
add to it, eliminate something from it, whatever ... the way YOU want.
Not only are your workings more powerful and focused (at least that's my
experience) it lowers the privacy issue to virtually nil; all you require is
some peace and quiet. I've suggested it to Satanic brothers\sisters in various
occupations and arrangements, such as miners in camps, those living in crowded
conditions (even if they didn't have to practice in secret--& all the more
important for those who do), perennial travelers, etc. and they have found it
works well.
Also, keep in mind that you don't have to wait until your astral temple is
"perfect", exactly the way you want it before you can use it. I think they are
always a work in progress to some extent anyway. I know mine has evolved over
the years and continues to do so. Just set it up, dedicate it to Satan's work
in whatever way works for you, and start using it and the
changes\additions\deletions will come to you over time.
As for dedication, I don't see why this couldn't be done in your astral temple
as well, especially considering the circumstances. Perhaps someone else will
weigh in here on that aspect of the subject. Satan looks at our hearts; our
sincerity. There are many sacred things we can do inside the astral temple.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], eremoslukos8@ wrote:
Greetings: my name is J-SIN. I AM in somewhat of a similar situation. Last
August I broke my back becoming a paraplegic. I cannot leave my house
either(unless its a medical appointment via medical transportation) I as well
have to keep what I do secret, so what I did is have someone get me a pre-paid
credit card and monthly have my social security check deposited on it. This way
I can order what I need offline. There are still issues involved, such as
privacy and a place for an alter. Are you able to use a wheelchair? (Some
personal questions, if I may-no need to answer if this is a problem) I ask this
as there is need for turning during ritual. This is not even a real problem, as
on the JOS site under,"Meditation's" there is one about creating an "Astral
Temple". For people in our situations(as well as other's, of course) this is
probably the best bet.
This is all, of course, most useful after initiation; as far as drawing
blood(if none of this is of any help, I most sincerely apologize, as I know
nothing of your illness)if you are able to get ahold of a razor(4 shaving) this
is easy to hide to take apart for the small cut) apart from this, if it is a
possibility, you can easily, and "innocently" ask some one to pick up a dark
blue-or, at Yankee Candle, there is a black, nicely smelling ( "for Aroma
Therapy-4 relaxing-you can tell whoever) candle called something like "Midsummer
nights dream" (?). Then all you need is a clean piece of paper, and a night once
everyone is asleep!
Best of wishes (FATHER will supply-and its what's in your heart that matters
most) in this 1st step along the Path to the TRUTH!
HAIL LORD SATAN!!!
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T
-----Original Message-----
From: "ebzar_okeowo" <ebzar_okeowo@
Sender: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Mon, 22 Nov 2010 08:35:47
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Reply-To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I need help...continuation
I know I firstly need to be initiated, but my problem is dat I dont how to get
d materials and where to. plus av got a very sensitive parent, who must not know
about it. Pls help...
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:
I suppose you could call it a ritual in a sense, but I constructed mine in the course of a meditation\working especially for that purpose. I have never used "physical" props, but I have plenty of things in my temple. From there I do practically everything.
You can conduct any ritual on the astral, including the initial one to construct your temple (and perhaps watch it taking shape around you at that time; it's impossible to describe the experience as it's varied and unique to each person.) At least I did and it worked perfectly well and continues to work excellently.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Drew Bolden <ditto6891@ wrote:
In JOS it say, "You should construct your temple during ritual, where you can
ask Father Satan to bless it. Meditate for as long as you need to construct your
own place. This should be done after the invocation where you write a request
for Satan to bless and consecrate your temple"
--If our astral temple's purpose is to be able to do rituals "there" instead of
'here' b/c of privacy issues, then how is someone supposed to do a ritual to
create it in the first place? This simply tells me one is gonna have to find
some way to do a ritual and then get enough meditation time to create it. Kinda
contradictory in a weird way.
I just finished my first non-dedication ritual as my roommate is gonna be gone
for a while. It was a thanksgiving ritual. Had some issues.
1. My candle (a 7 day black candle) got to the point where it goes really dim
and sometimes goes out in a lake of wax. For some reason its not 'advancing
down' its stuck in a pool of wax within the candle.
2. When i am holding my athame i held it with my right hand while i followed the
verbiage and directions for the grand satanic ritual. Should i hold it with
both? I didn't memorize the ritual or things to say, so i read it as i did it
type deal. Is that normal? How do most of you do it?
3. I was scared out of my mind that the fire alarm would go off. You don't
understand, this is a military installation fire alarm. If it goes off there
will be 2-3 firetrucks outside my building (in under 5 min) with firefighters
heading straight for my room b/c they are all wired to the Fire departement on
the military installation (so they know the exact alarm that went off).
And...we are not allowed to have such fire hazards (candles/incense) in the
rooms/buildings, so if that happens i would get in trouble and it would also
lead to questions as to what i was doing. Plus, they can tell when it is
disconnected or even covered by a plastic bag. I had to run the fan to suck air
outside. When i lit the paper, i opened the window and fanned it out the window
all the while hoping the alarm doesn't go off. It was nerve racking to say the
least.
4. None of my items were consecrated. The last full moon was this last sunday 21
but i had no privacy and it required me to light incense so that just wasn't
gonna work out.
Other than that the meditation after the burning was good, got trance type
feelings faster than i ever have and could feel an interesting pulse/vibrations
in my body that i normally don't get from meditations. And as always for some
reason when i meditate, i get the dizzy feeling. Focusing on the front of my
body doesn't normally fix it. At least its a roller coaster like experience. I
would describe it as my Astral body moving but that's probably not what is
happening.
Sorry for the long email
Drew
Hail Satan!
________________________________
From: chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tue, November 23, 2010 11:24:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I need help...continuation
I do ALL my workings in my astral temple! That way I am not limited in any way
by location or lack of props. (Remember, the ideal is to be able to work without
props.)
You can set it up however you wish and you can change it as you wish and stock
it with whatever you require. Mine, for instance, looks like a cross between a
kiva and something from Star Wars; there's huge freedom here to construct it,
add to it, eliminate something from it, whatever ... the way YOU want.
Not only are your workings more powerful and focused (at least that's my
experience) it lowers the privacy issue to virtually nil; all you require is
some peace and quiet. I've suggested it to Satanic brothers\sisters in various
occupations and arrangements, such as miners in camps, those living in crowded
conditions (even if they didn't have to practice in secret--& all the more
important for those who do), perennial travelers, etc. and they have found it
works well.
Also, keep in mind that you don't have to wait until your astral temple is
"perfect", exactly the way you want it before you can use it. I think they are
always a work in progress to some extent anyway. I know mine has evolved over
the years and continues to do so. Just set it up, dedicate it to Satan's work
in whatever way works for you, and start using it and the
changes\additions\deletions will come to you over time.
As for dedication, I don't see why this couldn't be done in your astral temple
as well, especially considering the circumstances. Perhaps someone else will
weigh in here on that aspect of the subject. Satan looks at our hearts; our
sincerity. There are many sacred things we can do inside the astral temple.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], eremoslukos8@ wrote:
Greetings: my name is J-SIN. I AM in somewhat of a similar situation. Last
August I broke my back becoming a paraplegic. I cannot leave my house
either(unless its a medical appointment via medical transportation) I as well
have to keep what I do secret, so what I did is have someone get me a pre-paid
credit card and monthly have my social security check deposited on it. This way
I can order what I need offline. There are still issues involved, such as
privacy and a place for an alter. Are you able to use a wheelchair? (Some
personal questions, if I may-no need to answer if this is a problem) I ask this
as there is need for turning during ritual. This is not even a real problem, as
on the JOS site under,"Meditation's" there is one about creating an "Astral
Temple". For people in our situations(as well as other's, of course) this is
probably the best bet.
This is all, of course, most useful after initiation; as far as drawing
blood(if none of this is of any help, I most sincerely apologize, as I know
nothing of your illness)if you are able to get ahold of a razor(4 shaving) this
is easy to hide to take apart for the small cut) apart from this, if it is a
possibility, you can easily, and "innocently" ask some one to pick up a dark
blue-or, at Yankee Candle, there is a black, nicely smelling ( "for Aroma
Therapy-4 relaxing-you can tell whoever) candle called something like "Midsummer
nights dream" (?). Then all you need is a clean piece of paper, and a night once
everyone is asleep!
Best of wishes (FATHER will supply-and its what's in your heart that matters
most) in this 1st step along the Path to the TRUTH!
HAIL LORD SATAN!!!
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T
-----Original Message-----
From: "ebzar_okeowo" <ebzar_okeowo@
Sender: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Mon, 22 Nov 2010 08:35:47
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Reply-To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I need help...continuation
I know I firstly need to be initiated, but my problem is dat I dont how to get
d materials and where to. plus av got a very sensitive parent, who must not know
about it. Pls help...
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:
I do ALL my workings in my astral temple! That way I am not limited in any way by location or lack of props. (Remember, the ideal is to be able to work without props.)
You can set it up however you wish and you can change it as you wish and stock it with whatever you require. Mine, for instance, looks like a cross between a kiva and something from Star Wars; there's huge freedom here to construct it, add to it, eliminate something from it, whatever ... the way YOU want.
Not only are your workings more powerful and focused (at least that's my experience) it lowers the privacy issue to virtually nil; all you require is some peace and quiet. I've suggested it to Satanic brothers\sisters in various occupations and arrangements, such as miners in camps, those living in crowded conditions (even if they didn't have to practice in secret--& all the more important for those who do), perennial travelers, etc. and they have found it works well.
Also, keep in mind that you don't have to wait until your astral temple is "perfect", exactly the way you want it before you can use it. I think they are always a work in progress to some extent anyway. I know mine has evolved over the years and continues to do so. Just set it up, dedicate it to Satan's work in whatever way works for you, and start using it and the changes\additions\deletions will come to you over time.
As for dedication, I don't see why this couldn't be done in your astral temple as well, especially considering the circumstances. Perhaps someone else will weigh in here on that aspect of the subject. Satan looks at our hearts; our sincerity. There are many sacred things we can do inside the astral temple.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], eremoslukos8@ wrote:
Greetings: my name is J-SIN. I AM in somewhat of a similar situation. Last August I broke my back becoming a paraplegic. I cannot leave my house either(unless its a medical appointment via medical transportation) I as well have to keep what I do secret, so what I did is have someone get me a pre-paid credit card and monthly have my social security check deposited on it. This way I can order what I need offline. There are still issues involved, such as privacy and a place for an alter. Are you able to use a wheelchair? (Some personal questions, if I may-no need to answer if this is a problem) I ask this as there is need for turning during ritual. This is not even a real problem, as on the JOS site under,"Meditation's" there is one about creating an "Astral Temple". For people in our situations(as well as other's, of course) this is probably the best bet.
This is all, of course, most useful after initiation; as far as drawing blood(if none of this is of any help, I most sincerely apologize, as I know nothing of your illness)if you are able to get ahold of a razor(4 shaving) this is easy to hide to take apart for the small cut) apart from this, if it is a possibility, you can easily, and "innocently" ask some one to pick up a dark blue-or, at Yankee Candle, there is a black, nicely smelling ( "for Aroma Therapy-4 relaxing-you can tell whoever) candle called something like "Midsummer nights dream" (?). Then all you need is a clean piece of paper, and a night once everyone is asleep!
Best of wishes (FATHER will supply-and its what's in your heart that matters most) in this 1st step along the Path to the TRUTH!
HAIL LORD SATAN!!!
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T
-----Original Message-----
From: "ebzar_okeowo" <ebzar_okeowo@
Sender: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Mon, 22 Nov 2010 08:35:47
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Reply-To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I need help...continuation
I know I firstly need to be initiated, but my problem is dat I dont how to get d materials and where to. plus av got a very sensitive parent, who must not know about it. Pls help...
"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan