I was with Satan, a real encounter, and he gave me powers and legions, I need a Spiritual guide, and mentor. I need to understand my role to play. Right now I can control elements of earth and air. . My powers have been heightened since the last full moon and every piece of gem,steel, jewelry I wear gives me added strength.
Look, it's my personal opinion and that's it:
I think it is truly much more productive to approach Satanism on our part by embracing the mission to advance, both as individuals and as a community, that is, the sacred mission of the Joy Of Satan, rather than hallucinating about the ONLY friends this world has, the Gods of Hell and Satan, since this world, apart from Them, seems to have only enemies (from ET Enemies, but even degenerate human beings such as members of the Vatican).
I don't know if you are serious in your post or not serious; but in any case, I urge you to take Satanism seriously. Yes, you could literally have a hundred hallucinations and make weird forum posts that no one will care much about, and that's it, you literally won't get anything out of it. Nothing productive for yourself, nor for others.
OR you could try to achieve something positive through seriousness and commitment. Accepting the nobility of the thing. True, this option is the most difficult, but it is also the most useful. Furthermore, I have NEVER seen ANYONE who, after starting to take Satanism seriously, regretted it and wanted to go back to their old life.
The only ones who have given up are those who never really wanted to commit and had no intention of doing so. Maybe when they were Christians they prayed three Catholic rosaries a day in a situation of slavery, and now that they are free and have true free will thanks to Father Satan, they waste it and don't use it to improve themselves even for 15 minutes of meditation a day ...
Some say that Satanism is not an easy thing, the truth is that it is the best choice of our life. Want to see something really not easy? Try living in the situations that Jehovah's Witnesses and similar people experience.
You have met JoS, and it could potentially turn out to be your greatest fortune, what you have to do is NOT give JoS (or Satan) a chance to prove to you that the writings on the site are real, you have to give YOURSELF the chance, do the your experiences and try to put yourself in the mental condition of awareness that you can truly elevate yourself.