I hate Jews since my childhood

[rebel192595]

The first time I heard the word Jew was when I saw the cartoon "The Prince of Egypt" and the word seemed to me so disgusting that I just hated the Jews. I was only 6 or 7 years old and didn't know anything wrong about the jews at that time . Why was that so? Even in history lessons at school I wanted to be on the side of the Nazis, even though the teacher talked about them as heartless monsters. I drew a swastika on my hand and my classmates condemned me for that. I was just a kid when I did all this, my mind condemned me, but my heart told me that I do everything correctly. Maybe it was the racial hatred from my early childhood, and I was acting intuitively? Has anybody ever experienced such feelings in their early childhood?

 

[elephant255_rises]

Strong feelings for "unknown" things or schools of thought can indicate attachments in a previous life/reincarnation, consider this.
I personally didn't know anything about WW2, because when i was supposed to get lectured about them i transferred and entered another school mid-semester in which they had already covered these things, so never in my childhood i have been brainwashed with "remember the 6 gogoplexillions", i was unbiased.
The only thing i felt was that the world was too boring, "there must be more to it, the world i see is too simple, it's wrong but i don't have proof" i thought, "birth, death and then nothing? It feels wrong, there must be some meaning to life, i want to know it" i thought, "What if there's magic? Then things would finally start to feel refreshing, i refuse to believe this is all life as to offer" i thought again.
When i turned 11, i started distrusting the news on TV by intuition, when i was 12, i finally found out about about the horrible reality of the "shadow" government, the puppeteers and the puppets, things got interesting alright, but i was terrorized, i even had panic attacks for a while and i was also perplexed on how to fight these monster alone by myself because nobody would ever believe me, i cried for help in my mind to anyone that could hear me. Looking back today after years, as a Spiritual Satanist i see that back then, during that cry for help, Someone heard me, and thought "you are not ready to find Me yet, but you will in time".

Ave Satanas.
 

 

[goetterfunken]

All I remember is that I really hated history class as a student in school. It all just didn't make any sense to me. What also didn't make any sense was the fact that Hitler was supposedly such a monster and vegetarian at the same time. But I would never have guessed that this whole story was completely fabricated! Regarding the jews, I always felt pity for them, believing they had been the eternal victims throughout centuries... now I know better. 

 

[Voice of Enki [JG]]

It's all in the soul. Many people who are spiritual by nature have felt similar things, because their soul is aware of the truth.

Many people among us SS have been with Satan in the past in one way or another, and most who become SS have been connected to this before already so the soul knows the truth and thus intuitively people like that hate the Jews and hate xianity and all other things.

As I child I always hated xianity and made fun of it, I spoke to people how xianity and pisslam are just one and the same when I was only 10 years old and even before I really looked into either of them.

In class me and my school mates used to communicate secret messages to each other using the Egyptian alphabet so the teacher couldn't read what we were saying.

I was kicked out of German classes because I entered the lesson with the Hitler salute together with a couple friends when I was a young teen.

We used to do things such as draw swastika's all over the place and spray them on doors with deodorant or something and then light it, so there was a beautiful burn mark imprinted of the swatika for all to see.

Just little mischievous things, but undoubtedly I felt there was truth in all this.

During history lessons I argued with the teacher that Adolf Hitler was the greatest man that ever lived because of all he did for the German people. Even when the 6 gorrillion lie was told I argued that even if he did all that he still was the greatest man to live because of his great achievements and how immensely he improved Germany in less than a decade.

I educated my fellow class mates about the fact there were even less than 2 million Jews in Europe at the time of ww2, meaning it is literally impossible for 6 gorrillion Jews to have died.

We even prayed to Satan, because we felt it was good to do. I always felt the world as it is today is completely wrong and shared my ideas of the ideal world with people around me all the time, those views of mine I later learned were pretty much spot on of how a true Satanic society looks like.

I think many of us here have similar stories or experiences. We are all children of Satan and some of us were fortunate enough to remember this when we incarnated, maybe not fully conscious of this fact but we are here now thanks to that.

 

[midhumin]

I agree with the above. I was born in a Muslim family andraised in a strictly Islamic atmosphere. After school my parents sent me to qoranclasses and a lot of islamic religious shit. But I always hated Islam.As a child I was more fascinated by to Hindu gods, Lord Siva, Kaali were allmy super heroes. Im creative. I used to do drawings and paintings of Hindu gods and admire them. Hinduism is a lot connected to Satanism. growing up in a muslim family and admiring hindu gods and goddesses  ...there's something in it. Now I know reason.And Im happy that I found Father Satan.

 

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I always was fascinated with Egypt and Greek culture too. Since i was a child i highly respected pharaoh's.

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On Tue, Jan 10, 2017 at 22:17, rebel192595@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   The first time I heard the word Jew was when I saw the cartoon "The Prince of Egypt" and the word seemed to me so disgusting that I just hated the Jews. I was only 6 or 7 years old and didn't know anything wrong about the jews at that time . Why was that so? Even in history lessons at school I wanted to be on the side of the Nazis, even though the teacher talked about them as heartless monsters. I drew a swastika on my hand and my classmates condemned me for that. I was just a kid when I did all this, my mind condemned me, but my heart told me that I do everything correctly. Maybe it was the racial hatred from my early childhood, and I was acting intuitively? Has anybody ever experienced such feelings in their early childhood?

 

[Taol]

Hehe nice story voiceofenki. I hated radio an learning about the world war esp the second one because it was all 6000000000000000000000000 jew tears n stuff and I just hated that. We were not really told anything else.

I havent done much stuff like you but I remember a friend whom made a poster of a hail hitler picture haha

 

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my old schoolmates and I used to greet each other with the Nazi salute all the time too. Never got kicked out of German class, though. The teacher kind of laughed at it. Yet, she wouldnt let my friend call himself Adolf. Freshman year we joined ROTC and called ourselves the rot c Nazis. Always so admiring the sharp uniforms of the SS and only wishing we could emulate them with our trench coats and caps that fell short, but still felt sharp.

 

[zku72ubz7v4pvd532vvblac7dnnzgry7tgtcurld]

Yes. My history class was always so boring for me ,but at some point the teacher started to talk about something that got my attention, about what people from my country believed in before xianity and it was about a god of the earth (i don't remember how they named him ,it started with V) and the old gods . Later I found out that the earth god was Satan . It's just the opinion of the SS from my country but I know that He was because the most interesting subjects, even when I didn't really think or have a life (I was a robot controlled by my mom) almost all had something to do with satanism.

 

[lisadragomir13]

Personally, I was very interested in Egyptian & Greek Gods - during history class I would only listen when the teacher talked about Egyptians, Greeks or Romans (and I lost interest in them once we got to the part where they accepted xtianity...). I would still learn the shit I had to, but it wasn't of any importance to me. I read books about Ramses the Great and a collection called Osiris's Secrets & even as a child I realised that the greatest civilisations fell due to 1 comon reason - they abandoned the original Gods. Seriously, I had 0 interest in religion because if I could choose, I would chose Egyptian or Greek Gods... And now I kinda found them xD And at first I didn't even realise it, just went with the flow, followed what felt right...