i fucked up...

[LBR666]

I'm not a troll, I'm just a newbie and I'm having a panick attack as I'm writing this.
I don't want your pity I just need an honest advice.
I'll try to tell you what happened... so I was doing the 40 days program but I couldn't stop it so I decided to make my own program, I did A LOT of meditations everyday, maybe too much for a newbie.
One day I asked Satan a favor, and i immediately received it, I promised him a thing.
We made a deal.
The situation that was giving me anxiety got so much better in a few days, I couldn't believe it.
But I broke that promise because I haven't been able to do the stuff I promised him in return, and the situation that has improved now has gotten worse.
It was a very important thing to me.
I continued to meditate but I've stopped for days now.
I feel like a traitor , I know I deserve it because I shouldn't promise Satan things I can't do, but I don't know what to do now ... How can I regain his trust? I never really meant to make him angry.

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

Do not promise things you might not be able to deliver. You are ok, do not worry. Mistakes like this happen and come with being human. The Gods understand. Just keep advancing.

 

[BrightSpace666]

I'm not a troll, I'm just a newbie and I'm having a panick attack as I'm writing this.
I don't want your pity I just need an honest advice.
I'll try to tell you what happened... so I was doing the 40 days program but I couldn't stop it so I decided to make my own program, I did A LOT of meditations everyday, maybe too much for a newbie.
One day I asked Satan a favor, and i immediately received it, I promised him a thing.
We made a deal.
The situation that was giving me anxiety got so much better in a few days, I couldn't believe it.
But I broke that promise because I haven't been able to do the stuff I promised him in return, and the situation that has improved now has gotten worse.
It was a very important thing to me.
I continued to meditate but I've stopped for days now.
I feel like a traitor , I know I deserve it because I shouldn't promise Satan things I can't do, but I don't know what to do now ... How can I regain his trust? I never really meant to make him angry.

Hi! Relax, don't worry too much! We are all individuals, we all make mistakes. Don't overdramatize it.

I recently wrote a post, read it, it might help!
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=64859

 

[Filioautembiaboli]

I'm not a troll, I'm just a newbie and I'm having a panick attack as I'm writing this.
I don't want your pity I just need an honest advice.
I'll try to tell you what happened... so I was doing the 40 days program but I couldn't stop it so I decided to make my own program, I did A LOT of meditations everyday, maybe too much for a newbie.
One day I asked Satan a favor, and i immediately received it, I promised him a thing.
We made a deal.
The situation that was giving me anxiety got so much better in a few days, I couldn't believe it.
But I broke that promise because I haven't been able to do the stuff I promised him in return, and the situation that has improved now has gotten worse.
It was a very important thing to me.
I continued to meditate but I've stopped for days now.
I feel like a traitor , I know I deserve it because I shouldn't promise Satan things I can't do, but I don't know what to do now ... How can I regain his trust? I never really meant to make him angry.

Most likely Satan already knew that you would not be able to keep part of the agreement you chose to undertake.

This does not necessarily make you a traitor.


Gods have much more knowledge and awareness than we do.

Mistakes of this kind can be forgiven in the beginning if there was really good intent in your heart.


Don't worry for the moment and move on.


But from now on remember never to promise a God something you know you cannot keep is a lack of respect for higher beings.


Forgive any grammatical errors, this has been written with the help of a translator.

 

[Soul Wings]

I understand you're upset but you need to take this up with Satan/the Gods because this directly involves them and none of us can help with that. Just tell them everything you put in this thread and if you're genuine, do your best to make up for it.

 

[NinRick]

The thing is, most of the times people can make it happen, but they don’t do it, not because they are unable to, but because they decide themselves that they won’t do it, with an excuse that they can not do it.