I feel confused and ashamed

[Solider of suns]

Hi, firstly I want to say how guilty I feel in myself when it comes to straying from the path of the gods and finding spiritual solutions elsewhere. At the same time I feel overwhelmed with the notion that Satan can read my thoughts at all times and that i can’t follow any other system of belief, with that said I know this is the right path it’s just hard you know? Giving up what I once thought and believed to be true. It’s like giving up a part of myself. I get attacked quite often for it. And whenever I try to get closer to the gods it’s feels in vein due to my xian programming I know it’s a hoax but my thoughts won’t let go of it leaving me very confused. I’m so scared that when I realize fully that there is a god and integrate it I will be tieing into xianity just because of my thought process. I hate that I stilll have lingering issues with it. What do I do?

 

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

Hi, firstly I want to say how guilty I feel in myself when it comes to straying from the path of the gods and finding spiritual solutions elsewhere. At the same time I feel overwhelmed with the notion that Satan can read my thoughts at all times and that i can’t follow any other system of belief, with that said I know this is the right path it’s just hard you know? Giving up what I once thought and believed to be true. It’s like giving up a part of myself. I get attacked quite often for it. And whenever I try to get closer to the gods it’s feels in vein due to my xian programming I know it’s a hoax but my thoughts won’t let go of it leaving me very confused. I’m so scared that when I realize fully that there is a god and integrate it I will be tieing into xianity just because of my thought process. I hate that I stilll have lingering issues with it. What do I do?

You shouldn't feel guilty. Deprogramming yourself can be much more difficult than you think, Christian sects work on this. Feelings of guilt are already a typically CHRISTIAN "gift" to humanity and have no place in Satanism.

Why It Can Be Difficult to Deprogram from Christian Indoctrination

In general, this is a good starting point to start deprogramming: observing the things of Christianity, analyzing them and asking yourself doubts and finding the answers.

FREE THOUGHT

Extra help you can use when you are advanced enough can come from magic:

Using Words of Power - Freeing the Soul

Christianity is a mixture of various negativities that works to enslave you until it destroys you (an example is Saint Mary Margaret Alacoque who literally drank the vomit, menstruation and dysentery of the sick because this perverse thing pleased the Nazarene, the Church he recognized her as a saint, instead of locking her up in some mental hospital with a straitjacket; if deprogramming is difficult for you, it is because of the mind control of the Christian sects, literally:

CHRISTIAN MIND CONTROL

And study, study and deepen your study, it is truly a great way to understand the negativity of Christianity by becoming aware of its lies, crimes, diseases and suffering typical of Jewish creations:

Exposing Christianity

Kabbalah Exposed - The True Face of the Jews

Witness the truths of Kabbalah. Everything about the Jewish agenda is being exposed.

kabbalahexposed.com

Islamic Evil – Showing the Truth about the Evils of Islamic Culture

islamicevil.com

However Father Satanas is not reading your mind 24/7. He knows what concerns you to make you feel good and protect you in case of real need, and because, being your Father, he knows you better than anyone else. But no, he's not obsessively spying on you. So don't have this anxiety. It is not Yahweh looking at you through the wall to see if you are having sex outside of marriage.

Satanas is the only God who will always leave you free and will not punish you for using your free will, it's not like Jewsus' constant threats if you don't follow him. Here too, deprogram yourself, recognize the values of true Justice that destroy what Christianity teaches.

Virtue A - Freedom

 

[Padme]

Satan do not force us in anyway, he shows the path to truth.
If you do not believe in Spiritual Satanism anymore, Satan will not force you to stay.
I believe you want to leave because of the anxiety you feel; this is what we call Religious OCD. Satanism is not the path of fear or anxiety, we and Satan wants you to be free, not fearful.
I experienced something similar when i first find Paganism, but it is not about Gods but about our mind. People taught us to fear gods; Don't do this or you are going to hell etc...
This is not the case in Spiritual Satanism.
If you want to talk more, you can mail me; [email protected]

 

[OttoHart]

Satan could read your thoughts. He doesn't do that. Satan has better things to do than look at the little decisions of every being out there. He's not watching over your every move, that is not how this works.
It's not that you can't follow any other system or belief. Anyone is free to do whatever they want, the Gods will not punish you for this, as long as you are not directly slandering them.
We share information about why Christianity and Islam are not good paths for one's life, based on lies, full of inconsistencies, and hatefully attacking Pagan cultures, symbols and Gods, because it is undeniable historical fact. If you choose to follow these programs despite knowing this info, you are free to do so, but there must be something wrong with how you think.
Excluding these systems and others like them, any other "system or belief" is valuable, and we encourage studying them. Many here are knowledgeable of the Vedas, Platonism, folk practices, and many more things. A lot of our practices are taken from all over the world, from spiritual people and spiritual societies that were all looking into the Truth.
You seem to think this path is dogma. Far from it. It is a practice that is guided by the Gods, and evolves as we understand more, look for answers, and uncover what was hidden in history.
The Gods promote searching for knowledge, not sheepishly following something because you "have to", and "will be punished if you don't".

 

[Solider of suns]

Thank you everyone here! I really appreciate it! Hail satanas I will follow your advice and thanks for breaking a few of the delusions

 

[Impetigo]

Satan could read your thoughts. He doesn't do that. Satan has better things to do than look at the little decisions of every being out there. He's not watching over your every move, that is not how this works.
It's not that you can't follow any other system or belief. Anyone is free to do whatever they want, the Gods will not punish you for this, as long as you are not directly slandering them.
We share information about why Christianity and Islam are not good paths for one's life, based on lies, full of inconsistencies, and hatefully attacking Pagan cultures, symbols and Gods, because it is undeniable historical fact. If you choose to follow these programs despite knowing this info, you are free to do so, but there must be something wrong with how you think.
Excluding these systems and others like them, any other "system or belief" is valuable, and we encourage studying them. Many here are knowledgeable of the Vedas, Platonism, folk practices, and many more things. A lot of our practices are taken from all over the world, from spiritual people and spiritual societies that were all looking into the Truth.
You seem to think this path is dogma. Far from it. It is a practice that is guided by the Gods, and evolves as we understand more, look for answers, and uncover what was hidden in history.
The Gods promote searching for knowledge, not sheepishly following something because you "have to", and "will be punished if you don't".

Hebrew programs instill masochism into gentiles, a quality that makes one a better slave. Giving up this path to return to xianity is an act of submission and surrender that is comforting because it's 1. the path of least resistance, and 2. an amplification of a form of masochism.

Hi, firstly I want to say how guilty I feel in myself when it comes to straying from the path of the gods and finding spiritual solutions elsewhere. At the same time I feel overwhelmed with the notion that Satan can read my thoughts at all times and that i can’t follow any other system of belief, with that said I know this is the right path it’s just hard you know? Giving up what I once thought and believed to be true. It’s like giving up a part of myself. I get attacked quite often for it. And whenever I try to get closer to the gods it’s feels in vein due to my xian programming I know it’s a hoax but my thoughts won’t let go of it leaving me very confused. I’m so scared that when I realize fully that there is a god and integrate it I will be tieing into xianity just because of my thought process. I hate that I stilll have lingering issues with it. What do I do?

Do you know what schism is? If you don't, then find out. Maybe you'll find it's worse than "Hell."

What xianity teaches is from a jewish perspective. Why should you adopt the beliefs of a jew if you are not one, unless you don't recognize the difference between a jew and a gentile? Yes, to a jew, Satan IS the devil.. just as the jews and their egregore are our adversaries. Maybe you don't know who you are yet. If you are not a jew right now then you will never be one. The cable tow of the abrahamic reigions (xianity, islam) was designed for us. Jews come into the world being taught that everything here is their property and birth privilege, and that we non jews are "animals in human form" here to serve them. They are psychic parasites and before your life reaches it's end you will experience it first hand enough for you to become aware of this. If you don't know already - then it's happening to you right now in some shape or form but you just can't see it - your eyes are closed. We were born into a cosmic conflict..

Satan doesn't want you to be afraid. Right now it's your choice to be afraid or to not be. What feels better? Does the truth not speak for itself to you? If you think this is possibly the devil trying to trick you then you are in schism. Eventually you have to roll the dice, and if you let go of the fear you will have a better life. As long as your intentions were good in this life then you will have nothing to worry about. Thinking you have to be obedient to and to prostrate beneath your creator is insane. That is so jewish - the idea that someone should beg and grovel at their creator - when you didn't ask to be created.

 

[Solider of suns]

Satan could read your thoughts. He doesn't do that. Satan has better things to do than look at the little decisions of every being out there. He's not watching over your every move, that is not how this works.
It's not that you can't follow any other system or belief. Anyone is free to do whatever they want, the Gods will not punish you for this, as long as you are not directly slandering them.
We share information about why Christianity and Islam are not good paths for one's life, based on lies, full of inconsistencies, and hatefully attacking Pagan cultures, symbols and Gods, because it is undeniable historical fact. If you choose to follow these programs despite knowing this info, you are free to do so, but there must be something wrong with how you think.
Excluding these systems and others like them, any other "system or belief" is valuable, and we encourage studying them. Many here are knowledgeable of the Vedas, Platonism, folk practices, and many more things. A lot of our practices are taken from all over the world, from spiritual people and spiritual societies that were all looking into the Truth.
You seem to think this path is dogma. Far from it. It is a practice that is guided by the Gods, and evolves as we understand more, look for answers, and uncover what was hidden in history.
The Gods promote searching for knowledge, not sheepishly following something because you "have to", and "will be punished if you don't".

Well said thank you!