shadowdancer06
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For a long period of time, I haven't meditated or made any progress with my advancement at all. But recently, I got back on my meditation program and I really have been trying to provide any service I can to Father Satan. I've made a post similar to this before, explaining that I love with my abusive alcoholic father. Just a moment ago, he said that he would no longer allow me to perform any rituals in the house. I'm aware that I can just start using my astral temple for rituals, but given that I'm not very advanced I feel like it will be a long time before I'm able to use it. Performing the standard rituals makes me very happy, and it's always a good way for me to communicate with Satan. I feel like my father knew that and intentionally wanted to hurt me. He always does this. But what I don't understand is this...I've asked Satan to protect me from him prior to this. I still love Father Satan, and I have no intentions of leaving him. I'm just extremely upset, and I just want to know why this happened, if possible. Did I do something that angered him?