I dont feel Satan in my life

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I feel so alone and depressed all the time. Its been over 4 years since I found joyofsatan and I cant feel Satan or his demons in my life at all. I don't know if its because I'm not ready or I'm being ignored, and life is getting the best of me at the moment, I feel like ending my life because really and truthfully I don't have a chance at life at all. Ive waited a quarter of my life away for a chance to be happy and for money to come to me somehow to break me out of poverty and actually live for the first time. The condition I'm stuck in at the moment is fucking awful.Its hard for me to not grab the nearest and sharpest thing and go on a killing spree. Ive lived life while watching everyone else around me being happy and all that. Its really hit me hard. Ive developed a deep seeded hatred for wealthy people and celebrities because of this. I mean really deep hatred and coldness.I'm going through depression right now and I cant see the brighter side of life.I sure as hell cant get any response from Satan when I ask for help.I really feel like giving up on all of this.I love life and Id like to live it to its fullest, and I cant really bring myself to cause harm to myself. and because ive never had any spiritual experiences I'm afraid to die because I'm unsure whats going to happen, will Satan send someone to get me, or will I be left alone to be dragged into 'the light' or will I fade away completely? I really tried having faith in Satan and its not working at all.

 

[Mertcem Boy]

Hello,
I feel the same! I don’t know what to do anymore can someone please help us!!! 

Hail Satan forever!   
Op 26 jun. 2018 om 01:07 heeft thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] het volgende geschreven:

  I feel so alone and depressed all the time. Its been over 4 years since I found joyofsatan and I cant feel Satan or his demons in my life at all. I don't know if its because I'm not ready or I'm being ignored, and life is getting the best of me at the moment, I feel like ending my life because really and truthfully I don't have a chance at life at all. Ive waited a quarter of my life away for a chance to be happy and for money to come to me somehow to break me out of poverty and actually live for the first time. The condition I'm stuck in at the moment is fucking awful.Its hard for me to not grab the nearest and sharpest thing and go on a killing spree. Ive lived life while watching everyone else around me being happy and all that. Its really hit me hard. Ive developed a deep seeded hatred for wealthy people and celebrities because of this. I mean really deep hatred and coldness.I'm going through depression right now and I cant see the brighter side of life.I sure as hell cant get any response from Satan when I ask for help.I really feel like giving up on all of this.I love life and Id like to live it to its fullest, and I cant really bring myself to cause harm to myself. and because ive never had any spiritual experiences I'm afraid to die because I'm unsure whats going to happen, will Satan send someone to get me, or will I be left alone to be dragged into 'the light' or will I fade away completely? I really tried having faith in Satan and its not working at all.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

Comrade... a quarter of your life means you're 20 or 22. You're not weird or different for thinking this way. I hate seeing another in pain but that's not nearly enough time to escape poverty. Everybody on earth hates those people but as someone who cares about things it's normal to feel a little cold to people who have no values whatsoever.. My town has been flooded with immigrants and all these dumbass whites come out from the burbs and have orgies with them and smoke crack with them and shit. What good would suicide do? You may as well be right back the very next day

 

[Seeker SS]

Have you been working on your self? Empowering everyday cleaning your self?
Have you done a career working?Have you done a money working?
All these things must be done if you want something from life.
The more opened you are the more you see and can do.
It's not easy with the enemy trying to break every gentile but that's why coming here your fighting for your self and the world.
So doing rtrs are also important.
All these things again are important to do and should be done daily.
Depression is based on low meditation your doing and low aura energy around you.
The enemy takes advantage of it, if your doing drinks or drugs or anything it makes it works on your self for it creates holes on your aura and let's the enemy in.
Another thing, focusing on negative will only attract more negative so drop it.
Think about positives on your life what ever it is and small and of good things to come.While working on self.
Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

 

[ed8874]

What are you doing for yourself right now? are you just letting the depression and negativity to eat you or are you fighting against it? The reason you're not feeling the gods is because you are not open psychically.I've been there too, you can't see the good things of life, but that's mostly lazyness, as fighting your mind to get to a better place takes energy consuming willpower. Satan and the gods can't help you right now if you are just sabotaging yourself, you gotta start bringing yourself to a positive mental state and keep it, and meditate, if you dont meditate your not gonna advance, it's as simple as that lol. if you want to get rid of poverty you gotta first of all stop thinking of yourself as poor, do money workings and work on your solar chakra, check my thread https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=3409the fact you want to become better is good, though you gotta take action or you will keep yourself in a vicious cycle of depression lazyness and negativity.
 

 

[Illo Medio]

Are you doing meditation? Yoga? Rtrs? Aura of protection?Ask this before complaining

26 juni 2018 kl. 01:07 skrev thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]:

  I feel so alone and depressed all the time. Its been over 4 years since I found joyofsatan and I cant feel Satan or his demons in my life at all. I don't know if its because I'm not ready or I'm being ignored, and life is getting the best of me at the moment, I feel like ending my life because really and truthfully I don't have a chance at life at all. Ive waited a quarter of my life away for a chance to be happy and for money to come to me somehow to break me out of poverty and actually live for the first time. The condition I'm stuck in at the moment is fucking awful.Its hard for me to not grab the nearest and sharpest thing and go on a killing spree. Ive lived life while watching everyone else around me being happy and all that. Its really hit me hard. Ive developed a deep seeded hatred for wealthy people and celebrities because of this. I mean really deep hatred and coldness.I'm going through depression right now and I cant see the brighter side of life.I sure as hell cant get any response from Satan when I ask for help.I really feel like giving up on all of this.I love life and Id like to live it to its fullest, and I cant really bring myself to cause harm to myself. and because ive never had any spiritual experiences I'm afraid to die because I'm unsure whats going to happen, will Satan send someone to get me, or will I be left alone to be dragged into 'the light' or will I fade away completely? I really tried having faith in Satan and its not working at all.

 

[[email protected]]

Hello.

First of all, if you're not dedicated and you know SS is the path for you, then be sure to do the dedication ritual. The enemy attacks people spiritually and tries to keep them from the truth, and to steer them away from the path to godhead. Although the gods may be willing to help those who have not yet dedicated, their focus is going to be on helping those who are dedicated satanists. And remember to read and study the JOS.

Secondly, you're gonna want to meditate every day. Never skip a beat. Depression can come from low bioelectricity and power meditations and yoga act to solve this by increasing our vibration and raising our bioelectricity. The most important things to be doing are aura cleaning and aura of protection; these are the absolute bare minimum things we need to be doing when we're on the path. The enemy curses us as a collective and although our guardians do protect us from attacks, they also want us to grow and learn to take care of our own selves. Building an aura of protection will also protect us from the negative energies of other people and our environment. Adding some form of yoga to your routine is essential, as well.

Now, on satan and his demons; they would never just give up on us. People give up on them. Satan wouldn't just abandon you.

Chances are that the reason you can't feel them is because you, for one, are not spiritually developed enough to sense them on the astral. But this is okay, because they do hear us, and even if they can't communicate with us directly, they can reach us in other ways, such as a coincidence or an intuitive tug toward something. Or a feeling, or an insightful thought that came at just the right time and in the right manner. The key here is to be mindful and observant, and to be patient with ourselves in the journey of self empowerment. Know that they are out there, and as a dedicated satanist, they are with you as you are with them. But don't forget that satanism is not solely a religion of the self, and we are expected to do our part and give back at some point.


Depression is a bitch, but it can be overcome. I can understand some of what you may be going through. In many ways I was deprived and I used to be jealous of others for being able to take for granted what I never had, and that I had to labor for. I know what it's like to fantasize about a way out, for a relief from the pain. Or for a "savior". But the fact of the matter is, the only person that can save us is ourselves. The sooner we stop feeling sorry for ourselves & wishing for an easy way out and start working on ourselves and setting things straight, the sooner we can get to living a fulfilling life.

It's not easy, but it's absolutely within our power to do. All that's left is for you to make the decision to take a deep breath, roll up your sleeves, and get to work.

One point on suicide. Even if you see it as an escape from your troubles in this life, they are going to plague you throughout your future lives, and may even turn out worse and with additional ailments, unless you act now to resolve them. Plus, you may not get another chance, as reincarnation takes energy, and your soul only has so much. This is why we have to do what we can in this life to heal and empower ourselves.

Satan doesn't want us to be stuck in the wheel of karma anymore than we do, but death is not an escape. It's a hinderance, and something we're working to overcome. If you want to be free, you have to rise up and spread your wings.


 

 

[Sims336]

Personally, your "down" attitude isn't helping. Have you opened your chakras? I mean actually opened them
sufficiently that you know beyond any doubt they are open? I'm talking feeling a bit, if not a great deal,
of discomfort sometimes, if and when overdone. Something I did a time or two. Are you trying all the various
meditations? Are you doing the rituals?

It is not about gaining money, power, or becoming someone important. That doesn't mean you can't have
and be those things. But Satan can see right through your heart, your intentions, your reasons for doing things.
Sincerity, above all things, is important. Your suicidal tendencies are some thing Father Satan would greatly
frown on. In other words, are you really and truly working at it? Or, do you just expect things to come to you?

One has to work at it. If Father Satan sees you are really and truly working hard, that your intentions are in the
right place, that this is where you should be, then I see no reason why HE wouldn't acknowledge you in some way
or the other. Search yourself. Do you have any reservations about following Father Satan?

We all have our struggles here and there. I have been a spiritual Satanist for over four and a half years now,
and it has been quite a ride for me. However, I have two children that dedicated too, but they have NOT done
the things they were supposed to, so they do not see what I see, and they do not hear the awesome voices
of the Gods like I do. One especially comes to me and asks me to do this and that. And I tell her she sould
be doing it herself. She says she doesn't really have the time. Well, if one is sincere, they will find the time.

Don't know if this helps or not. But you have to work at it. And I mean really work at it. I see so many dedicate
but never know the true Joy of being with Father Satan and the rest of the Gods. But then there are those who
do...do what they should, and they reap awesomely for it.

Hope this helps.

Hail Satan/Lucifer!

Sims

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On Mon, 6/25/18, thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I dont feel Satan in my life
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, June 25, 2018, 4:07 PM


 









I feel so alone and depressed all the
time. Its been over 4 years since I found joyofsatan and I
cant feel Satan or his demons in my life at all. I don't
know if its because I'm not ready or I'm being
ignored, and life is getting the best of me at the moment, I
feel like ending my life because really and truthfully I
don't have a chance at life at all. Ive waited a quarter
of my life away for a chance to be happy and for money to
come to me somehow to break me out of poverty and actually
live for the first time. The condition I'm stuck in at
the moment is fucking awful.Its hard for
me to not grab the nearest and sharpest thing and go on a
killing spree. Ive lived life while watching everyone else
around me being happy and all that. Its really hit me hard.
Ive developed a deep seeded hatred for wealthy people and
celebrities because of this. I mean really deep hatred and
coldness.I'm going through
depression right now and I cant see the brighter side of
life.I sure as hell cant get any
response from Satan when I ask for
help.I really feel like giving up on all
of this.I love life and Id like to live
it to its fullest, and I cant really bring myself to cause
harm to myself. and because ive never had any spiritual
experiences I'm afraid to die because I'm unsure
whats going to happen, will Satan send someone to get me, or
will I be left alone to be dragged into 'the light'
or will I fade away completely? I really tried having faith
in Satan and its not working at all.









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[alisha jayda1]

dear friend i dedicated to father EA Enki Satan in March 2017 and I'm still learning and I'm still not open spriritual enough to see the gods too, but this takes time and money just doesn't come by itself you have to get a job like everyone else to have money, SS is about making yourself strong physically and spiritually so you are strong and fit to work and earn money thats how its done, Father Satan isn't a geni to magicly create money for you or anyone, if you help yourself in strengthening yourself you will be strong enough to work and thats how you make money, the jewish programe is to make us sick weak and helpless so we either are too weak to work and become sick and die or we are so miserable and depressed that we commit suicide, jews want us dead and if we are weak well thats them winning, get strong get tough and get a job and win back your life and fight for your life and fight the new jew world order, i have a fake facebook account and i share stuff about what the jews are trying to do to us with the new jew world order so people can wake up and stop supporting the jews, christians are their biggest supporters we need to educate christians not to go to church and support jews, gentile christiansare so blinded and ignorant about who the jews are and what the jew plan is and thats the enslavement of us gentiles, we need to fight this battle and we need fighters, our father Satan is fighting in the spiritual realm and we should be fighting here on the physical, and about suicide i don't recommend it because if you do get a chance of reincarnation you will come back with the same issues and have to deal with it again, or their could be a chance you might not get a reincarnation and if your spirit was not powered enough you could even spiritually die off, so take your life lovingly because life is a gift so cherish it, love yourself love your life get out of depression by getting out into nature, do your meditations, yoga, eat healthy, and yes get a job, if you help yourself im sure father Satan and your guardian god will help you more too, you have to make the effort first and then you will receive help, I hope this will help you friend, stay strong
Hail EA Enki Shiva Satan Hail Gods and Goddesses 


From: [email protected] <[email protected] on behalf of thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, 26 June 2018 9:07 AM
To: [email protected]
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I dont feel Satan in my life     I feel so alone and depressed all the time. Its been over 4 years since I found joyofsatan and I cant feel Satan or his demons in my life at all. I don't know if its because I'm not ready or I'm being ignored, and life is getting the best of me at the moment, I feel like ending my life because really and truthfully I don't have a chance at life at all. Ive waited a quarter of my life away for a chance to be happy and for money to come to me somehow to break me out of poverty and actually live for the first time. The condition I'm stuck in at the moment is fucking awful. Its hard for me to not grab the nearest and sharpest thing and go on a killing spree. Ive lived life while watching everyone else around me being happy and all that. Its really hit me hard. Ive developed a deep seeded hatred for wealthy people and celebrities because of this. I mean really deep hatred and coldness. I'm going through depression right now and I cant see the brighter side of life. I sure as hell cant get any response from Satan when I ask for help. I really feel like giving up on all of this. I love life and Id like to live it to its fullest, and I cant really bring myself to cause harm to myself. and because ive never had any spiritual experiences I'm afraid to die because I'm unsure whats going to happen, will Satan send someone to get me, or will I be left alone to be dragged into 'the light' or will I fade away completely? I really tried having faith in Satan and its not working at all.

 

[antonlevay1]

"STAY STRONG" is what father told me. Apparently you are not ready yet to see or hear from a demon. I'm in poverty as well, but I had never asked or wanted Satan or his demons to break me out of poverty, which is our own responsibility. What I am saying is that Satan didn't buy your soul to where he owes you. You joined a large family, yes, but it is up to you yourself to get yourself out of poverty. Use witchcraft to help you obtain goals. Don't depend on Satan or a demon to pull you out.

Hail Satan!

 

[edwardtgao8]

It is hard to explain but I will try.

Every your breath of air, every your piece of bread and drop of water you drink, every your house or appartment of your parents that you have, anything good in your life, even the fact of this life, the fact that you could be born and reincarnate at all. All this needs energy. Energy of your soul, and, in case of benefits that came from your parents - your parents' souls' energy. Your Ancestors' souls' energy - if you have some estate or benefections that came from them and you did not earn them yourself. And so on. If it is someone that is helping you - it demands his/her energetic investments.

If you exist, it means that you: 1. eat 2. drink 3. breath 4. live somewhere and the list goes. You need a lot of energy of your soul to be able to incarnate and exist. If you want marry, it means you need attract love relationship, again much work for your soul. Much hard work. Your soul have to *HAVE* all these *means* to do all this job for you.

Now look, if for example, you have a little appartment, while smb esle have big house. It means your soul could attract only this for you - an appartment. It can't do more, it lack resources. Your Solar chakra could afford only such kind of appartment. Meditations, vibrations into Solar could give it energy and right affirmations could give it direction what to do for you. Our soul could do much more for us and give us more if only we could feed it with right energy.

Now for example, your parents have little appartment and you want a house but you still live with them and can't afford even your own little appartment. They had some karma (what kind of life one's soul can afford for its owner) to have at least an appartment, while you have no strength even to afford one. Why? Because obviously even one appartament is hard to gain. Just try to work so hard to gain it what will happen? you will fall sick, you will break yourself (its only an example). You will have to choose between your health and this appartament. Because your soul has *money* only either for an estate or for keeping you healthy.

Answer is meditation. It is like feeding the soul. When it will have more resources than just let you eat, drink what your mom gives to you, and be able to at least wake up every morning, when your soul (your inner Demon) will be able to give you more than this, then it will find means to bring you houses, estates etc.

Same is for Demon seeing and hearing. For example, your soul can afford your knowing maths, English, internet, having some understanding of what is happening around, you can hear and see physical world, its wonderful its already a success! Don't underestimate this, it demands a lot of energies. But your soul can't afford yet your hearing and seeing the astral beings. Don't be demanding to your soul, feed her with meditation and say thanks to her that she gives you already so much and spends her last powers on you.

As for Satan. Nothing is "free of charge" in this world. If you exist, as I said, you need food, water, air etc. All this is gained. Your soul stil is able to reincarnate, some souls can't anymore, xian souls can't reincarnate and die in the astral. They become like thoughtforms. If you think about this horror-in-real you realize that your life is a miracle. You are really lucky! So what I want to say, if you need energy just to proceed existing, and you do not meditate, while your born energies are not enough anymore... Satan either have to invest in you or you will end badly. By investments I mean it will have some price for Satan. He will have to "pay your bills".

So, I am sorry for this long post, last thing I wish to share, there is a little piece of Satan in our own body - sexual orgasm (masturbation is available for everyone despite of loneliness). This energy can heal psychic pain, ease depression. Being used in this meditation it can smooth a lot of emotional pain:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... nergy.html

be happy, appreciate every little pleasure you have in life, be extremely happy that you are young and that you breath, that you still live in this physical world because it is a miracle! Do not burden Satan, love and feed your soul, just give her chance, give her time. She will give you everything.

 

[Jeremy M]

It’s important to remember that Satanism is different from Christianity. A lot of Christians are dependent on a god that doesn’t even exist, they are the ones that are truly lost.

Satan isn’t omnipresent, he can’t be everywhere at once. Meaning he does not answer prayers instantly but if you are aware enough after you ask him for signs then you will most likely find them provided that you are giving back to him by empowering yourself and helping in then war. What are you expecting exactly? The signs probably are there.

Satanism is more about empowering your soul with the power meditations. The Gods gave us the knowledge so we can become our own Gods for a reason.
Someone who has heightened energy naturally feels happier and more understanding and detached. Do you practice yoga or power meditation everyday?
Regular practice defeats depression on its own.

It is not only about praying to a God and receiving answers like a Christian would expect.

On top of this, the Gods are extremely busy but yet they still do take some time to respond to their people. They can speak to us through many ways: images in the mind, thoughts, gut feelings, being led to an answer to a question etc. you just have to be aware, Father Satan will answer in his own way.


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[Yii Pipur]

Most of us have felt Father Satan’s energy. His energy is strong and gives us a feeling of confidence and sometimes exhilaration. We can meditate on his energy and make it more powerful in our lives. By doing this, we grow much closer to Satan, forming a much stronger bond with him. Tune into your breathing or whatever you do to relax and turn off your thoughts. Feel his energy running through you. You can visualize his sigil or any of his symbols. You can also visualize his face if you have ever seen him. This is best done after a ritual when we invoke his energy.

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On Tue, 26 Jun 2018 at 12:14, thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I feel so alone and depressed all the time. Its been over 4 years since I found joyofsatan and I cant feel Satan or his demons in my life at all. I don't know if its because I'm not ready or I'm being ignored, and life is getting the best of me at the moment, I feel like ending my life because really and truthfully I don't have a chance at life at all. Ive waited a quarter of my life away for a chance to be happy and for money to come to me somehow to break me out of poverty and actually live for the first time. The condition I'm stuck in at the moment is fucking awful.Its hard for me to not grab the nearest and sharpest thing and go on a killing spree. Ive lived life while watching everyone else around me being happy and all that. Its really hit me hard. Ive developed a deep seeded hatred for wealthy people and celebrities because of this. I mean really deep hatred and coldness.I'm going through depression right now and I cant see the brighter side of life.I sure as hell cant get any response from Satan when I ask for help.I really feel like giving up on all of this.I love life and Id like to live it to its fullest, and I cant really bring myself to cause harm to myself. and because ive never had any spiritual experiences I'm afraid to die because I'm unsure whats going to happen, will Satan send someone to get me, or will I be left alone to be dragged into 'the light' or will I fade away completely? I really tried having faith in Satan and its not working at all.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

thesatanictruth666@..., people like you are the reason I got political in the first place. It makes me foam at the mouth to see honest people in poverty and shit when these random totally randomly picked individuals called celebrities are fed money through IV by the jews. You're not alone and won't be forgotten.. Nobody like you should be in this situation but like just live it out. None of us is really special or chosen, a sad fact to some, but we're in it together. The thing is if you kill yourself you just won't matter because you're dead and that's it. You could build a Taj Mahal and it wouldn't matter you will just be reincarnated like everyone else. So please just hang in there and Satan will blow your goddamned mind sooner or later. Imagine being in Germany before WW2 it was like everyone starving on the streets. We're not all too different.

 

[PumaKookie Commock]

Don't call whites dumbass' it makes it seem like you're racist

On Thu, 28 Jun 2018, 09:38 thisisafalsealias@... [JoyofSatan666], <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Comrade... a quarter of your life means you're 20 or 22. You're not weird or different for thinking this way. I hate seeing another in pain but that's not nearly enough time to escape poverty. Everybody on earth hates those people but as someone who cares about things it's normal to feel a little cold to people who have no values whatsoever.. My town has been flooded with immigrants and all these dumbass whites come out from the burbs and have orgies with them and smoke crack with them and shit. What good would suicide do? You may as well be right back the very next day

 

[Allison Passino]

Satan loves you. And you are NOT alone, never alone...not really.
Satan loves you. Just because you can't sense/feel him, or even hear
his voice or anyone else's, does NOT mean that he does not care or
that he has given up on you. And we love you too! We're always here
for you my Brother! Hang in there! Be strong! Spit in the enemy's
face! Because Satan/Enki, the God we all serve...he is bigger than all
of this nonsense! He is b igger than depresison, poverty...everything
else. And we ourselves can be bigger than all that too. Rise up!
Transcend! Ascend! Be the Light Make Satan' proud! Be as the phoenix,
rising from the ashes! You are loved, and known, and held...by Satan,
the One who is the Light Within, the Throne-Bearer, the Eternal Father
Who Never, Ever Forsakes! Be at peace! Let go! Give your
depression/;pain to HIM! Stan will make it into something beautiful.

On 7/1/18, PumaKookie Commock beccalikespigs@... [JoyofSatan666]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Don't call whites dumbass' it makes it seem like you're racist

On Thu, 28 Jun 2018, 09:38 thisisafalsealias@... [JoyofSatan666], <
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:



Comrade... a quarter of your life means you're 20 or 22. You're not weird
or different for thinking this way. I hate seeing another in pain but
that's not nearly enough time to escape poverty. Everybody on earth hates
those people but as someone who cares about things it's normal to feel a
little cold to people who have no values whatsoever.. My town has been
flooded with immigrants and all these dumbass whites come out from the
burbs and have orgies with them and smoke crack with them and shit. What
good would suicide do? You may as well be right back the very next day

 

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I was very depressed for a while and had made plan to commit suicide,I didn't blame anyone but me.right before I was going to, Father Satan appeared in my mirror and said NO too not kill myself, only because he knew I was serious did he appear,I didn't deserve his magnificent presence otherwise, BUT he came.I feel anyone that is depressed or doubting just be assured Father Satan is there,he comes to us all in a different way. .he is very strong spiritually more then I can comprehend, just stating facts. He had beautiful long blonde thick hair ,and just his aura made me snap into reality,times are in the critical stage for Father Satan and the Demon God's of Hell,we as brothers and sisters need to take care of each other.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Sonfire9, I am glad you are still here and did not kill yourself. Something very similar happened to me too many years ago, the only difference was Satan did not appear in my mirror. But he saved my life. Even before I dedicated as a spiritual Satanist to him he saved my life a few times and let me know it was him, although I didn't figure it out until a few years ago.
Hail Satan!

On Saturday, July 7, 2018, 3:08:27 p.m. EDT, sonfire9@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  I was very depressed for a while and had made plan to commit suicide,I didn't blame anyone but me.right before I was going to, Father Satan appeared in my mirror and said NO too not kill myself, only because he knew I was serious did he appear,I didn't deserve his magnificent presence otherwise, BUT he came.I feel anyone that is depressed or doubting just be assured Father Satan is there,he comes to us all in a different way. .he is very strong spiritually more then I can comprehend, just stating facts. He had beautiful long blonde thick hair ,and just his aura made me snap into reality,times are in the critical stage for Father Satan and the Demon God's of Hell,we as brothers and sisters need to take care of each other.

 

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I understand your past situation. it must of been more difficult since it happened more than once. I see your strong belief in Father Satan, and your unique strong charisma. your resolve of the negativity  during the hardest times is admirable. i cant express how proud i am to understand the bond we share in SS. I only get stronger everyday now because i am much more aware of myself, the world, and more importantly the horrible state those who are without stagnate in and how they refuse to see our side the truth that is so to speak,in other words there is so much i  understand to keep myself stronger about the world and society in its deplorable state, than ever since dedicating, everything is falling into place perfectly, i do what i am told to the best of my ability and i am handsomely rewarded for it. i spam exposingchristianity.com in news apps like a bot i am discreet about it, i see symbols and numbers and names everywhere that assure me that JOS and Father Satan and the Demons are proud of me. i do my workings to obtain money and donate to JOS. I am in general always doing something to destroy the enemy as well as support JOS. My natural psychic abilities work to inform me of the scene behind the curtain. i cant express how proud i am of myself, i am only getting stronger and more intelligent as those who are without and the enemy crumble in loss. i will never harm myself again and have figured out that the enemy ets are so parasitic and negative they can never equate with dedicated Satanists truth. Father Satan even came to me when i was young while i was laying next to a window, he stated i am here for you please come with me, i felt a fighting spirit portrayed by him and also how he knew me better than i know myself. he protects me i do not abuse my power in that of when i ever need to call on him to protect me, only once i had to when a highly aggressive pittbull charged me and almost attacked, i called Father Satan and the dog growled in fear and looked away and left. I cannot express how lucky we are as SS we are chosen for a reason.  my confidence has soared and NO ONE dares touch me.

 

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Please STOP thinking of self harm and harming others in any fashion. tying into negativity serves no real purpose. Did you dedicate to Satan yet? Death prematurely will only prevent your soul from being empowered enough to reincarnate even if you did reincarnate you forget everything you learned in this life and repeat the same mistakes forever i think. also please get a grip on the fact your here for a reason many people will never find JOS or Father Satan and will try and join our side at the last minute but it will be to late for them. Father Satan come to all of us differently and you have to tune into your natural psychic abilities and focus intently at all times to see and hear coincidences and ironic situations pointing to your receiving assistance. as well as resolve past issues regarding spiritual advancement Father Satan will help you along. Please dont ever harm anyone because Father Satan does not want his believers or followers in prison. DO NOT harm yourself because you only deserve the best in this life,i assure you that nothing good will come of it ever. i been hospitalized for suicidal and all but i now understand thru Satanism this is the main obstacle to prevent you from achieving the goal of any happiness and to keep you helplessness which Father Satan does not preach.the enemy knows this all to well everything they do is to kill us Gentiles. the celebrities your hate so much are probably going to end up worse than you because they submit to the enemy in many ways to maintain the material wealth and such.you generally dont see the negative and if you do would you want to be sacrificed by the enemy in front of the whole world. All you need is Spiritual Satanism knowledge to defeat any problems. PLEASE NEVER EVER HARM YOURSELF OR OTHERS. Dedicate if you absolutely feel SS is for you and quickly do the Aura cleaning and Aura of protection mediation.then also do void meditation. i honestly am concerned for you and as a brother in SS will be as much assistance i can. HAIL FATHER SATAN FOREVER!

 

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One more thing you can do is listen to the MP3s provided in Satans Library. and also the Exposingchristianity MP3s the JOS ministry is very very intelligent and it is soothing to hear their voices,as well the information resonates better than text, you can find a MP3 for basically any topic or subject.

 

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Thank you guys for helping me out of my depression.Enemy entities have been putting so many negative thoughts in my head about Satan and Lilith and causing me to go into fits of pure rage where I just want to scream. They make me feel so down and worthless and hate the entire world. Ive noticed everytime I try to do something spiritual, like AoP, working on chakras, and Rune workings, I get attacked with negative thoughts and intense anger. Either right before I start, or after the end of workings. They are obviously trying to keep me down in the shithole I'm stuck in right now, causing me to have negative thoughts about myself and the world. I admit I'm not in good physical and spiritual shape, I'm a bit overweight and I have a motormind where I cant focus on something for too long. My mind starts thinking of different things when I try to meditate and thoughts get scattered. I know void meditations can fix this and ive been a total Idiot for not trying void meditation.I see so many people having awesome experiences with Satan and the demons, while I haven't had any at all, on top of that ive had the 'am I jewish' attack running through my mind for a while. This all gets me really worried and frustrated to where I start doing multiple spiritual workings a day, like trying to work on multiple chakras, and openings them all at once. Its a total rush to try and advance myself to the point where I have a spiritual burnout and just give up on it altogether. About the 'am I jewish' attack...I tried to look deeper into my family history and I found that I had a family member from Germany with the name Yak. I saw a sermon from HPS Maxine that said Yakov was jewish for Jacob. I asked my dad about the family member, and he said Yak was German for Jake. This kind of shit gets me so worried. But then again if I was jewish then I doubt I would have did the dedication ritual, became a JoS member and bought all of my ritual tools. I have a Sigil of Lucifer necklace that I bought online and it arrived in like 4 days. It was supposed to not arrive for like a month or two. Small things like this get my hopes up. When I do RTRs I have no negative effects, in fact they make me feel better knowing I did something for Satan.
Ive noticed that one of our other members, Allison Passino, had a pretty bad attack by the enemy lately. A day or two after replying to this topic, and helping me out of my depression. I don't know if whatever is attacking me noticed this and started attacking her too. I'm not sure if any other of you guys had this issue. But I feel like its linked to the same Enemy entity. I strongly believe its a Nordic attacking me, not a grey or reptilian. Theres something that sure as all hell doesn't want me to advance.aside from my motormind and scatterbrained thoughts, I have extremely good visualization abilities, and I can visualize and hear things in my visualization very clearly like I'm in a vivid dream. For example: If I'm imagining myself meditating in a forest or something like that, I can visualize and imagine the sound of birds chirping, the wind in the trees, see bugs on the ground. Things like that. When I get my astral senses and chakras open, i'll probably be unstoppable and the enemy knows this, so they try their hardest to keep me from advancing, and attack other people that try to help me and lift me up out of depression.I see myself as a spiritual healer and protector, and when I get my chakras open and when I'm advanced enough, i'll be doing rune workings to fortify and protect Satan and the demons, plus workings to protect the JoS website and all of you guys with it, by making massive balls of energy and vibrating runes into them. Then ask Satan to take it and give everyone a piece of that protective energy.
Things like that is how I see myself working for Satan in the future. I'm just stuck in a bad spot right now and Its hard to focus and open my chakras and astral senses. The sun is my chart ruler and right now the sun is opposing a retrograde Saturn in Capricorn. Maybe this is whats been adding to my depression lately. I truly don't mean to fill the groups with negative topics, but when I'm down and depressed, you guys are literally the only ones that understand and the only ones I can talk to about it.Thank you guys

 

[larissaelectra]

For every negative thought that you have, attach like 3 positive to it.
Remember this, and you won't be bothered by such petty problems in the future.
There is very little to absolutely no reason for Father Satan to leave someone just like that. You would have to do something VERY bad in order to disappoint Father Satan that much.
And after all, He would make it very obvious to you. Not in the form of these annoying thoughts which have exact signature like all of those enemy thoughts.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

I got hit the same time both of you did and I'm sure it's a nordic because I tried seeing into the thing and what I saw resembled those floating death things from Harry Potter. I started getting muscle spasms an ear infection and some other private issue right after a heap of synchronized emotional stressers. It's all gone so far as I can tell, I was also experiencing a lack of faith. There's absolutely no way in hell that you're jewish I'm sure. Just keep meditating and it will get easier to where you can do less complex ones even while multitasking. That visualization skill is impressive, I can usually only do one sense at a time

 

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@thisisafalsealiasThe same shit was happening to me... I had a ear infection when I first made this topic in my left ear. My emotions were chaotic at the time and it was destroying my faith in Satan. I don't know what the private issue you had was, but if it was a personal bodily issue, it was probably the same shit that was happening to me.My ear started itching on the inside and I kept sticking my finger back in it to scratch it, it eventually got sore and infected and threw my hearing off balance for a few days. That's how my ear problem got started. I think a group of jews got together and tried to curse the JoS about 3 months ago. I notice a lot of people in the groups had issues around the same time I started having problemsI don't know if its just a thoughtform or an actual Nordic attacking us, but I sure as hell can see that I'm not the only one affected by it, and its more than likely the same being/entity that's causing these things.After seeing Allison's post a few days after she replied to this topic it was way too obvious that shit just wasn't right. She sounded so uplifted and happy, then suddenly she started having negative thoughts and such. Almost the EXACT same shit that happens when I'm attacked.This thing causes negative emotions and thoughts against Satan, makes you feel unworthy/unwelcome and other similar shit when it comes to Satan. It makes people feel like Satan hates them and he is angry at them, doesn't accept them and all kinds of nasty stuff.It gives me the 'am I jewish' attack, and makes me feel unworthy to be a Satanist. I look around my room and I see all the things that ive gathered over the years, my pentagram and sigil of Lucifer necklace, my ritual tools, the permanent scar on my arm that I got from making a dedication to Satan. If I was a jew I surely wouldn't have made it this far in Satanism, or would have gotten all these things, or dedicated myself to Satan to begin with. I sure as hell wouldn't have found JoS either. I don't know my family's history and this enemy entity uses it against me and causes confusion and worry.

 

[Mikel Batsard]

Depression is linked with a deficiency in bioelectricity. Glad you came to your senses through our Father Satan, if you saw his face... You were worthy in that moment. But do not expect to see his face again through another suicide attempt; Rather learn from the experience and grow stronger. You'll see his face again and hear his voice. I still have yet to experience either, but I feel his radiant presence every day.

On Sat, Jul 7, 2018, 2:09 PM sonfire9@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I was very depressed for a while and had made plan to commit suicide,I didn't blame anyone but me.right before I was going to, Father Satan appeared in my mirror and said NO too not kill myself, only because he knew I was serious did he appear,I didn't deserve his magnificent presence otherwise, BUT he came.I feel anyone that is depressed or doubting just be assured Father Satan is there,he comes to us all in a different way. .he is very strong spiritually more then I can comprehend, just stating facts. He had beautiful long blonde thick hair ,and just his aura made me snap into reality,times are in the critical stage for Father Satan and the Demon God's of Hell,we as brothers and sisters need to take care of each other.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

Yeah I agree, that's what I was thinking too. Oh well, all we can do is move on and protect ourselves. It was a rough time but I don't think I have any long term health problems and I doubt you do either. The thing I find is that when this happens I also have bad dreams and the energy it takes to negate all of this means I end up staying up all night often times. It's very annoying but at least when we do put the energy into protecting ourselves, we end up happier and healthier than how the average person is in life. That's the plus side to all of this.
If it's any helpful advice, try programming your aura with |"Any and all negative energy directed towards me is immediately returned and reversed upon the sender"|. When I do that I sometimes see the faces of people who have problems with me or pray for me, and occasionally something bad happens to them.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

I'm going to try to deal this entity some direct damage actually because seeing we both perceived it to be an enemy Nordic, it is probably the same exact being harassing us both. I was just thinking, imagine how crazy you would look if you told people that you do psychic combat with spacejews lol. It is the only way...
I find the greys confuse me, the reptilians cause anger and relationship issues, and the enemy nordics or as I say "spacejews" cause existential distress and depression feelings that lead to health issues.

 

[Anti GoatFuckerV2]

Right now, I really am thinking that that was because of an enemy nordic according to thisisfalsealias. He said that he was hit at the same time it happened to someone here. Oh well...guess this is something to remember whenever those winged rat fucks that want to go against our creator want to use their stupid love tactic on any of us.
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On Wed, Jul 18, 2018 at 5:05 AM, thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   @thisisafalsealiasThe same shit was happening to me... I had a ear infection when I first made this topic in my left ear. My emotions were chaotic at the time and it was destroying my faith in Satan. I don't know what the private issue you had was, but if it was a personal bodily issue, it was probably the same shit that was happening to me.My ear started itching on the inside and I kept sticking my finger back in it to scratch it, it eventually got sore and infected and threw my hearing off balance for a few days. That's how my ear problem got started. I think a group of jews got together and tried to curse the JoS about 3 months ago. I notice a lot of people in the groups had issues around the same time I started having problemsI don't know if its just a thoughtform or an actual Nordic attacking us, but I sure as hell can see that I'm not the only one affected by it, and its more than likely the same being/entity that's causing these things.After seeing Allison's post a few days after she replied to this topic it was way too obvious that shit just wasn't right. She sounded so uplifted and happy, then suddenly she started having negative thoughts and such. Almost the EXACT same shit that happens when I'm attacked.This thing causes negative emotions and thoughts against Satan, makes you feel unworthy/unwelcome and other similar shit when it comes to Satan. It makes people feel like Satan hates them and he is angry at them, doesn't accept them and all kinds of nasty stuff.It gives me the 'am I jewish' attack, and makes me feel unworthy to be a Satanist. I look around my room and I see all the things that ive gathered over the years, my pentagram and sigil of Lucifer necklace, my ritual tools, the permanent scar on my arm that I got from making a dedication to Satan. If I was a jew I surely wouldn't have made it this far in Satanism, or would have gotten all these things, or dedicated myself to Satan to begin with. I sure as hell wouldn't have found JoS either. I don't know my family's history and this enemy entity uses it against me and causes confusion and worry.