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MercuryWisdom

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*Vent, kinda.

Saturn is hitting a very sensitive area for me (+ a personal planet stellium) that’s honestly ruining my life.

Funny enough Saturn passing through my 1st house was the best time of my life.

But this one I can’t handle by any means and I don’t know what to do about it…

+ Saturn’s not leaving that house until 1-2 years from now.

I’m struggling and have been struggling for a while for a good couple of years.

I don’t know what to do anymore. Whenever I try to improve the situation again I’m blocked in a way I’ve never experienced before in that area of my life. And it’s sapping my lifeforce, willpower, confidence, fire, passion.

I just keep trying and failing that’s the constant, I guess.

And I FUCKING HATE IT!!

It hurts like ass to want and need something and not get it, I’m not used to it since I had a great relationship with that area of life and it was the only thing that kept me surviving and thriving when I was all alone and had no one to lean on.

I fucking hate how I have no father to lean on and I had to build everything for myself since I was 15. And still managed to end up with NOTHING!!!

I fucking hate this. What am I working so hard for I don’t understand anything.
 
*Vent, kinda.

Saturn is hitting a very sensitive area for me (+ a personal planet stellium) that’s honestly ruining my life.

Funny enough Saturn passing through my 1st house was the best time of my life.

But this one I can’t handle by any means and I don’t know what to do about it…

+ Saturn’s not leaving that house until 1-2 years from now.

I’m struggling and have been struggling for a while for a good couple of years.

I don’t know what to do anymore. Whenever I try to improve the situation again I’m blocked in a way I’ve never experienced before in that area of my life. And it’s sapping my lifeforce, willpower, confidence, fire, passion.

I just keep trying and failing that’s the constant, I guess.

And I FUCKING HATE IT!!

It hurts like ass to want and need something and not get it, I’m not used to it since I had a great relationship with that area of life and it was the only thing that kept me surviving and thriving when I was all alone and had no one to lean on.

I fucking hate how I have no father to lean on and I had to build everything for myself since I was 15. And still managed to end up with NOTHING!!!

I fucking hate this. What am I working so hard for I don’t understand anything.
You need to keep your energies high as much as possible for the whole transit duration to have as much mitigation as possible. Meditation and asanas are key. I know it sounds cliche, but that's the main part of the solution. Perhaps some specific 'counter-efforts' with runic workings or otherwise could be done, but that's a bonus effort.

The mind is trained like a muscle in a sense. When you struggle and fail, but keep pushing through time after time you get stronger. Does not matter if you hate it or love it, use whatever force you can to make it through. It's going to suck, but giving up sucks more.
 
The transit of Saturn is a good time to check whether the things you have been doing are really functional. If not, the transit will take away the “results” that are not real.

Sometimes, even if things are correct, its lower octave can affect you, but this is related to the activation of dynamics that you have no control over. And the “loss” function can still manifest itself. But you should be able to soften the impact , if you have the right information and your mind is aligned on this.

Saturn is also “karma activation,” if the event is present in your birth chart, it is possible that it has opened your karmic seed and activated through this transit. Alchemists use the fire element to purify the soul and get rid of these seeds, the same process will be carried out by the kundalini in advanced processes to purify the soul.

Seek the support of your GD, and remember that there is only change in life for sure. Zeus said that when Saturn makes aspect to natal planets, you must strengthen them, as preparation, at least a month before this happens.
 
In life , when we build up our resources and what we want , it increases our confidence and trust and many things within us that are conduits to even more success but when they are 'taken away / blocked etc' the effect can be devastating and that 'energy' can turn against you, what once gave you strength can turn to the opposite extreme.

Remember, 1th house rules over your own ego, personality , the [YOU] , Saturn will now manifest into this area of life which leads into depression , lack , blocking , the pessimistic thinking.
When one feels 'different' comparing to the before self , then he should seek and look [astrologically] why is this the case? And now , you know why but focus on reading more about it , simply just google it as such ' Saturn transits 1th house natal chart '

You should have more respect for yourself , don't think it in a negative way that you had to grow your own ass until 15yo and do things by yourself , but instead , be PROUD of it! Saturn will force you now to be more disciplined in this area of life [1th house] , meaning , you should be more calm, patient but at the same time , always move your ass , not simply wait , in this way , you respect Saturn and Saturn will respect you therefore , you're fulfilling your karma, respecting the universal law and your life will be built upon a stronger foundation , a more disciplined one.

It is normal that first reactions when Saturn hits to be of a level as ' I HATE IT , I HATE HIM! " trust me, I hated the living shit out of Him too but then I started to actually get more mature and understand His lessons , I posses the utter and probably most respect for this planet , without the resilience and many other things, I wouldn't had been here now.

Instead of making him even more of an enemy , make him your friend , understand him, collaborate with him, if you're doing what Saturn rules then he would have literally no problem with you , instead , everything you build , not only that it will be built but it will also be 'permanent' so to say.
 
You need to keep your energies high as much as possible for the whole transit duration to have as much mitigation as possible. Meditation and asanas are key. I know it sounds cliche, but that's the main part of the solution. Perhaps some specific 'counter-efforts' with runic workings or otherwise could be done, but that's a bonus effort.

The mind is trained like a muscle in a sense. When you struggle and fail, but keep pushing through time after time you get stronger. Does not matter if you hate it or love it, use whatever force you can to make it through. It's going to suck, but giving up sucks more.
Yes, I understand. You’re right.
 
Saturn’s not leaving that house until 1-2 years from now.

I’m struggling and have been struggling for a while for a good couple of years.

I don’t know what to do anymore. Whenever I try to improve the situation again I’m blocked in a way I’ve never experienced before in that area of my life.
Do what you gotta do. It's 1-2 years, not a life sentence. If you really are blocked in those areas then spend your efforts elsewhere, no point working an infertile field.
 
The path to success is paved with many failures my friend. Hang in there.

Keep your energies high as others have instructed and just grind though this period of your life. You will rise out of this much stronger and capable then you were before, and you'll be grateful you experienced it.

We are all here for you, so are the Gods. Keep moving, you can do it!
 
Do the 5 element Qi Gong daily:

The video of the above in sequence:


This is the routine that I shared on Element, that helped me keep me with energies up and fine during and after my Saturn return:

What I personally do, is a Suryae right after a yoga session, 12 on each main chakra then 27 on the aura, focusing on my aura and engulfing my siblings and pet. And to not ever think about negativity or what "may happen" - Lady Maxine emphatized this mindset. It is not about ignoring danger but focus on your effectiveness and the positives instead.
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What I will say might sound a bit experimental and extreme, but my routine consists of combining the spinal energy series, and instead of the 1 min rest of doing nothing between each pose, I do an asana yoga instead while empowering a chakra related to that asana, like this routine:
Just with yoga followed by cleaning, without the above (for eg., Suryae instead of the seed mantras, if it seems overwhelming), helped me go through my Saturn return somewhat smoothly, so I guess this can help.
 
The path to success is paved with many failures my friend. Hang in there.

Keep your energies high as others have instructed and just grind though this period of your life. You will rise out of this much stronger and capable then you were before, and you'll be grateful you experienced it.

We are all here for you, so are the Gods. Keep moving, you can do it!
Thank you brother. I hope you’re doing good.
 
Do the 5 element Qi Gong daily:

The video of the above in sequence:


This is the routine that I shared on Element, that helped me keep me with energies up and fine during and after my Saturn return:

What I personally do, is a Suryae right after a yoga session, 12 on each main chakra then 27 on the aura, focusing on my aura and engulfing my siblings and pet. And to not ever think about negativity or what "may happen" - Lady Maxine emphatized this mindset. It is not about ignoring danger but focus on your effectiveness and the positives instead.
...
What I will say might sound a bit experimental and extreme, but my routine consists of combining the spinal energy series, and instead of the 1 min rest of doing nothing between each pose, I do an asana yoga instead while empowering a chakra related to that asana, like this routine:
Just with yoga followed by cleaning, without the above (for eg., Suryae instead of the seed mantras, if it seems overwhelming), helped me go through my Saturn return somewhat smoothly, so I guess this can help.
Thank you brother I was looking for something to add to my yoga routine so, grateful for this.
 
Almost exactly what happens to my right now, only differnece it hits my emotional side a lot. I wish you strength, if I ever get better I share it with you
 
Greetings, everyone!

I see topics chaotically and always late, sorry.

Dear Brother, what you need to do with your stellium (and have needed to do long ago already) is to sublimate it. Sublimation is using the energies of these planets [all of the energies of all of the planets to drain them totally and completely] in the direction of your own choice rather than let their energy stagnate, so that when Saturn or Pluto triggers them the atomic bomb of their energies stagnated for decades [or lifetimes] "bursts into peaces and bursts the vessel it was in to peaces as well" so to say.

The truth about Astrology is: where is stellium, the more planets in it - the worse, there is energy bomb of extreme need of relief. If you do not consciously use ALL of these energies, not partly but all, they will destroy your life. Why? Because you have karmic seed/pattern there, i.e. karmic debt in this area meaning according to karmic justice you must do a lot of good job in these areas. I am sorry, I just try to very roughly in a rush explain this, sorry if I sound debilous. By sublimation I mean:

Just find the house and the Sign where the energies are. Read everything about this sign/house in ToZ, also have your own imagination for it. Some thoughts:

1. Building your self and your character into a Hero, but as I understood your stellim is elsewhere.

2. Your karma in dealing with your properties: what you invest your time and money in, very much donations / wealth generating related, everything related to real estate, lands and wealth.

4. Archaeology first and foremost, ancestry, Motherland, traditions, patriotism, mother and home you were born in, bloodline, Race, heritage, legacy, Ancient megalithic civilizations, Gods in your Ancestry 10K+ BCE civilizations, past of the Earth and of the World, all past of the universe at all, Ancient civilizations of Gods on Mars, Moon, Phaethon and Earth. Underground cities and everything underground including cemeteries, geology & gemology and magic properties of stones as they are also from the earth, cave investigation, pole earth theory, dowsing. Just any investigation into any of this will be helpful in sublimating the stellium. Also farming since this is Earth and under-earth connected.

5. Everything connected to serious art and serious professional sports, love and children. Greatly sublimated into any serious intricate and extremely difficult art demanding to learn and dedicate the whole life 24/7 every day of 100 years straight. Also true absolutely heavenly godly love based on service to Gods, love to the God or to the Guru in Zevism, serious, loyal and not based on lower pleasure or entertainment. Demon-Lover (after lives long service and deserving one).
Excessive sexual energies [if ones involved] used for spiritual practices.

6. Any and all kind of healing - from TCM and most Ancient medicine, learning medicine from Gods - and to the most quantum modern technologies. Yoga, Qi Gong, Taiji and any and all physical Ancient Pagan practice. All kinds of inner style martial arts if stellium includes Mars. I saw Saturn in 6th in the chart of best Yogi known to the modern world. He had insane health till death and died after 100 without pain or suffering. Veterinary, working with domestic and little animals, ecology, nature.

7. Any and all relationship, not only personal ones. Business, political opponents, negotiation first and foremost. Lifelong ambassador. All kinds of wars. Rulers who sublimated monstrous stelliums (almost all 10 planets) in 7th were warlords and lifelong conquerors. In civilized world this can be 24/7 engaging into politics, cold wars, working at the department of secret / special services and their hacking departments, negotiation and peace delegations, working with mending war affairs such as what Trump is now doing, serving important Other in any way or form, probably what I said about 5th serious heavenly love engagement as well.
Excessive sexual energies [if ones involved] used for spiritual practices.

8. Wealth, occult and political power, but not in negotiation sphere like the above but most transforming the world and everything in it or everything related to stellium, surgery medicine, 24/7 working with death in any way or form. I wrote excessively my thoughts about it here:
Excessive sexual energies [if ones involved] used for spiritual practices.

9. High education. All life, endless, 24/7 study and book reading and/or traveling (the last might be dangerous if bad degree and dangerous country is involved, one has to evaluate everything), less dangerous is to sublimate everything into 1000+ IQ being a professor in university, knowing all subjects, having all educations and gaining them throughout life, reading all books in every single new and Ancient language, teaching people day and night, etc. Maybe serve in ToZ. If Pluto / Scorpio is involved then maybe transforming the religions and values of the world.

10. Career career career in any chosen beloved sphere of the heart, the highest dreams to serve the world via your career, the top of the world, the highest aspirations of humanity, the 10th house is of Capricorn and our God Kronus - the Saturn in its highest form and octave, the selfless service to the best interests of humanity and the universe, to your family [or to your ToZ family] as father, provider and protector, the lifelong service to your people as president (in 11th the same), everything selfless and altruistic in highest forms usually related to career, ToZ or world career.

11. The same as 10th plus related to friends and groups, political parties, political and religious circles. Masons, Spiritual Orders of any kind, ToZ, these people are most politically engaged and interested, can't spend without politics or interests groups one moment, organizing your own groups or new institutions, lifelong activism, work for and with society. Spiritual mission on Earth, cosmic missions on different planets, flying into cosmos with the message to other worlds, everything related to height, heaven, cosmos and space, cosmic heights in literal and figurative sense.

12. Magnum Opus, all spirituality and Godhead. Spiritual works. Everything secret and mysterious, hackers, secret services, everything underwater, Atlantis, all cities that are underwater and everything connected to the ocean. Arctic and Antarctic investigations. Kusto opened some Ancient cities in Antarctica. All connected to cinema and animation, acting, stage arts, all music, again stellium and/or Saturn demands only serious extremely difficult learned music. Any serious right brained art. All chemistry and alchemy.

These are only examples. These must be individualized in accordance to the nature of the planets involved into a stellium. You choose a sphere of your heart desire - you need to experience Destiny call, desire and feeling of height and being Gods vessel from doing it not in forced or obligated but a high state way, as if after meditation. Then it will work as a Destiny trigger and if it is done excessive enough it might get sublimated i.e. all atomic bomb of lifetimes long stagnated energy will get channeled off of that place into heaven and Ether again. This is a purpose of the sublimation. If it is fully done before Saturn trespassing the stellium, Saturn will trespass the "free place" and will not get "stuck". Since the effect of what you probably experience is technically described as if Saturn got "stuck" in the stagnated energies of the stellium and can't get out as a result spreading his "shit" all around the chart. Again. sorry for sounding stupid as hell, I just try to explain in easier words so that I myself might understand what I wrote and fail as usual.

Btw, not sure where to write about it, but I found that stelliums are just wonderfully sublimated into serious sports. Just look on the list of mountaineers - literally every chart is with stellium:


I do not remember any chart that I opened from the above that would not contain a stellium. Probably this is somehow related with feeling of Qi/energy stagnation [stellium] and intuitive finding a way to release it which sports greatly provides.

All spiritual advice given by others above and given in general in ToZ for such situations stay in tact, I just tried to comprehend here how it might be dealt with from purely astrological viewpoint. Key here is that an attempt to lead a life of a random person with a stellium will in most cases end badly. You are fated to become great and outstanding in something. Otherwise Saturn returns might be very unpleasant due extreme amount of stagnant energies.
 
Greetings, everyone!

I see topics chaotically and always late, sorry.

Dear Brother, what you need to do with your stellium (and have needed to do long ago already) is to sublimate it. Sublimation is using the energies of these planets [all of the energies of all of the planets to drain them totally and completely] in the direction of your own choice rather than let their energy stagnate, so that when Saturn or Pluto triggers them the atomic bomb of their energies stagnated for decades [or lifetimes] "bursts into peaces and bursts the vessel it was in to peaces as well" so to say.

The truth about Astrology is: where is stellium, the more planets in it - the worse, there is energy bomb of extreme need of relief. If you do not consciously use ALL of these energies, not partly but all, they will destroy your life. Why? Because you have karmic seed/pattern there, i.e. karmic debt in this area meaning according to karmic justice you must do a lot of good job in these areas. I am sorry, I just try to very roughly in a rush explain this, sorry if I sound debilous. By sublimation I mean:

Just find the house and the Sign where the energies are. Read everything about this sign/house in ToZ, also have your own imagination for it. Some thoughts:

1. Building your self and your character into a Hero, but as I understood your stellim is elsewhere.

2. Your karma in dealing with your properties: what you invest your time and money in, very much donations / wealth generating related, everything related to real estate, lands and wealth.

4. Archaeology first and foremost, ancestry, Motherland, traditions, patriotism, mother and home you were born in, bloodline, Race, heritage, legacy, Ancient megalithic civilizations, Gods in your Ancestry 10K+ BCE civilizations, past of the Earth and of the World, all past of the universe at all, Ancient civilizations of Gods on Mars, Moon, Phaethon and Earth. Underground cities and everything underground including cemeteries, geology & gemology and magic properties of stones as they are also from the earth, cave investigation, pole earth theory, dowsing. Just any investigation into any of this will be helpful in sublimating the stellium. Also farming since this is Earth and under-earth connected.

5. Everything connected to serious art and serious professional sports, love and children. Greatly sublimated into any serious intricate and extremely difficult art demanding to learn and dedicate the whole life 24/7 every day of 100 years straight. Also true absolutely heavenly godly love based on service to Gods, love to the God or to the Guru in Zevism, serious, loyal and not based on lower pleasure or entertainment. Demon-Lover (after lives long service and deserving one).
Excessive sexual energies [if ones involved] used for spiritual practices.

6. Any and all kind of healing - from TCM and most Ancient medicine, learning medicine from Gods - and to the most quantum modern technologies. Yoga, Qi Gong, Taiji and any and all physical Ancient Pagan practice. All kinds of inner style martial arts if stellium includes Mars. I saw Saturn in 6th in the chart of best Yogi known to the modern world. He had insane health till death and died after 100 without pain or suffering. Veterinary, working with domestic and little animals, ecology, nature.

7. Any and all relationship, not only personal ones. Business, political opponents, negotiation first and foremost. Lifelong ambassador. All kinds of wars. Rulers who sublimated monstrous stelliums (almost all 10 planets) in 7th were warlords and lifelong conquerors. In civilized world this can be 24/7 engaging into politics, cold wars, working at the department of secret / special services and their hacking departments, negotiation and peace delegations, working with mending war affairs such as what Trump is now doing, serving important Other in any way or form, probably what I said about 5th serious heavenly love engagement as well.
Excessive sexual energies [if ones involved] used for spiritual practices.

8. Wealth, occult and political power, but not in negotiation sphere like the above but most transforming the world and everything in it or everything related to stellium, surgery medicine, 24/7 working with death in any way or form. I wrote excessively my thoughts about it here:
Excessive sexual energies [if ones involved] used for spiritual practices.

9. High education. All life, endless, 24/7 study and book reading and/or traveling (the last might be dangerous if bad degree and dangerous country is involved, one has to evaluate everything), less dangerous is to sublimate everything into 1000+ IQ being a professor in university, knowing all subjects, having all educations and gaining them throughout life, reading all books in every single new and Ancient language, teaching people day and night, etc. Maybe serve in ToZ. If Pluto / Scorpio is involved then maybe transforming the religions and values of the world.

10. Career career career in any chosen beloved sphere of the heart, the highest dreams to serve the world via your career, the top of the world, the highest aspirations of humanity, the 10th house is of Capricorn and our God Kronus - the Saturn in its highest form and octave, the selfless service to the best interests of humanity and the universe, to your family [or to your ToZ family] as father, provider and protector, the lifelong service to your people as president (in 11th the same), everything selfless and altruistic in highest forms usually related to career, ToZ or world career.

11. The same as 10th plus related to friends and groups, political parties, political and religious circles. Masons, Spiritual Orders of any kind, ToZ, these people are most politically engaged and interested, can't spend without politics or interests groups one moment, organizing your own groups or new institutions, lifelong activism, work for and with society. Spiritual mission on Earth, cosmic missions on different planets, flying into cosmos with the message to other worlds, everything related to height, heaven, cosmos and space, cosmic heights in literal and figurative sense.

12. Magnum Opus, all spirituality and Godhead. Spiritual works. Everything secret and mysterious, hackers, secret services, everything underwater, Atlantis, all cities that are underwater and everything connected to the ocean. Arctic and Antarctic investigations. Kusto opened some Ancient cities in Antarctica. All connected to cinema and animation, acting, stage arts, all music, again stellium and/or Saturn demands only serious extremely difficult learned music. Any serious right brained art. All chemistry and alchemy.

These are only examples. These must be individualized in accordance to the nature of the planets involved into a stellium. You choose a sphere of your heart desire - you need to experience Destiny call, desire and feeling of height and being Gods vessel from doing it not in forced or obligated but a high state way, as if after meditation. Then it will work as a Destiny trigger and if it is done excessive enough it might get sublimated i.e. all atomic bomb of lifetimes long stagnated energy will get channeled off of that place into heaven and Ether again. This is a purpose of the sublimation. If it is fully done before Saturn trespassing the stellium, Saturn will trespass the "free place" and will not get "stuck". Since the effect of what you probably experience is technically described as if Saturn got "stuck" in the stagnated energies of the stellium and can't get out as a result spreading his "shit" all around the chart. Again. sorry for sounding stupid as hell, I just try to explain in easier words so that I myself might understand what I wrote and fail as usual.

Btw, not sure where to write about it, but I found that stelliums are just wonderfully sublimated into serious sports. Just look on the list of mountaineers - literally every chart is with stellium:


I do not remember any chart that I opened from the above that would not contain a stellium. Probably this is somehow related with feeling of Qi/energy stagnation [stellium] and intuitive finding a way to release it which sports greatly provides.

All spiritual advice given by others above and given in general in ToZ for such situations stay in tact, I just tried to comprehend here how it might be dealt with from purely astrological viewpoint. Key here is that an attempt to lead a life of a random person with a stellium will in most cases end badly. You are fated to become great and outstanding in something. Otherwise Saturn returns might be very unpleasant due extreme amount of stagnant energies.
Brother, thank you greatly for this in-depth astrological response.

I definitely got something out of it!
 
Just be yourself and do the work and all will get better.
 
Just be yourself and do the work and all will get better.
I’m doing great anyway, this was a bit of an old post. I’ve overcome this mindset and also blockages.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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