I am dangerously ill and I can die at any moment

[geerd]

Hello, I just found out about Satan yesterday while being really, really sick. I am just 18 years old and I can die at any moment now.

I haven't slept for 20 days and my blood pressure is extremely high to the point of feeling my blood pumping on every part of my body with uncontrollable muscle movement.

I have no idea what to do or what to be but I have a very open mind about Satan and satanism.

The reason why I'm making this post is because I want advice on such very delicate moment I'm having now.

Keep in mind I have no idea about satanism but I'm completely against religion once I realized contradictions. For example, humans are governed by desires outside of their control, therefore its an oxymoron to punish humans for doing what they desired because it was god that made them desire those in the first place. To counter this contradiction, they created the idea of "free will".

I appreciate any advice, thanks.

 

[SatAnon]

The reason why I'm making this post is because I want advice on such very delicate moment I'm having now.

I think you should be asking a doctor for advice. If this is is so important and you feel you are going to die, go visit a doctor or if they can't find anything wrong, a holistic health practitioner. I don't think anyone can offer here medical advice over the internet, especially in an unrelated Spiritual Satanic forum.

Keep in mind I have no idea about satanism but I'm completely against religion once I realized contradictions.

You mean Abrahamic religions, because the example you gave only applies to Christianity and related religions. It can't happen in Buddhism for example, who don't believe in a personal god at all, or in Spiritual Satanism, as there is no punishment for your natural desires here.

 

[Ozobeus]

Hello, I just found out about Satan yesterday while being really, really sick. I am just 18 years old and I can die at any moment now.

I haven't slept for 20 days and my blood pressure is extremely high to the point of feeling my blood pumping on every part of my body with uncontrollable muscle movement.

I have no idea what to do or what to be but I have a very open mind about Satan and satanism.

The reason why I'm making this post is because I want advice on such very delicate moment I'm having now.

Keep in mind I have no idea about satanism but I'm completely against religion once I realized contradictions. For example, humans are governed by desires outside of their control, therefore its an oxymoron to punish humans for doing what they desired because it was god that made them desire those in the first place. To counter this contradiction, they created the idea of "free will".

I appreciate any advice, thanks.

Hello! You should ask a doctor for advice as what you are describing sounds mostly like hypertension, but, again, I am not a doctor and you should ask a real doctor for advice.


The Abrahamic religions are the ones who will punish anyone for living a human nature, as the energies of such religions are from the enemy, and it is no wonder why they would do that. As for the "Free Will" thing, I think it's important to mention that the Free Will thing is a stolen concept from the original Demon, Lucifer. He is the creator of the Free Will concept.

 

[Power of Justice [JG]]

Hello, I just found out about Satan yesterday while being really, really sick. I am just 18 years old and I can die at any moment now.

I haven't slept for 20 days and my blood pressure is extremely high to the point of feeling my blood pumping on every part of my body with uncontrollable muscle movement.

I have no idea what to do or what to be but I have a very open mind about Satan and satanism.

The reason why I'm making this post is because I want advice on such very delicate moment I'm having now.

Keep in mind I have no idea about satanism but I'm completely against religion once I realized contradictions. For example, humans are governed by desires outside of their control, therefore its an oxymoron to punish humans for doing what they desired because it was god that made them desire those in the first place. To counter this contradiction, they created the idea of "free will".

I appreciate any advice, thanks.

Don't make any life-changing decisions in this state, you aren't thinking clearly! Seek help immediately!

You think you're dying and your main priority is seeing if Satanism is a good fit for you? You can do that when you know that you'll live to see and practice it. Focus now on getting better; if you don't know what's happening to your body, seek help immediately!

 

[JeraOpus]

Vibrate AUM for however long you can try if you can do 21 or more. Then lie down and focus on your navel and slowly breathe (very calm, do not force it)
Take breath in filling the lungs with out forcing.
- Hold the breath for 3-6 seconds for however long is comfortable.
- Release it in 3-6 sec (in a very calm manner, DO NOT FORCE IT)
It will relax the nervous system, at least that’s what i do to remain calm.
You may be able to fall asleep during the process. At least it can help you with the sleep