I am curious?

[Shadowcat]

Has any other advanced SS known of A Demon lover or other any other Demon from a lower order that for any reason will astral project to someone as the opposite sex of themselves? Now we all know physical form and gender stays the same but in terms of a Demon partner, could this also be something that they incorporate into an element of fantasy or roleplaying, or "dressup" essentially? And I am not talking about willfully imagining, I am talking about it just suddenly happening out of nowhere. I don't think they would do this for a human partner who was strictly heterosexual especially if they knew no positive reaction would come of it. I also speculate if this were to happen that it would be one way of showing the feminine/masculine aspect of their soul to you and wanting you to connect to it specifically somehow. perhaps for the empowerment of something you are weak in? Or perhaps showing you how they see and feel about you, especially if you have doubts about yourself in general and self-image.

What do you guys think of these speculations? What to make of them?

 

[Wotanwarrior]

In my case I had an entity clinging to my soul for a long time (probably from past lives to this one) that made me believe on several occasions that I had a demoness lover from past lives.

This enemy thought form used that kind of tricks and many times sent me images and flashes that were not true, the only way to remove it definitively was with the RTRs in combination with the deep cleansing and it took me a lot of time and effort.

Make sure it really is a demon and not a trick of the enemy.

 

[Shadowcat]

In my case I had an entity clinging to my soul for a long time (probably from past lives to this one) that made me believe on several occasions that I had a demoness lover from past lives.

This enemy thought form used that kind of tricks and many times sent me images and flashes that were not true, the only way to remove it definitively was with the RTRs in combination with the deep cleansing and it took me a lot of time and effort.

Make sure it really is a demon and not a trick of the enemy.

The thing is much positivity and growth has occurred because of it, especially in the relm of self-acceptance and me feeling more comfortable with certain aspects of myself. Admittedly nothing was forced on me that I was not attracted to...But I did have issues with admitting that to myself for some time up till then. Nothing negative has been relayed at all, save of what my own mind was afraid of. I have had hangups about my femininity for one for a long time and i feel like this is playing a role in mending that and it feels to be doing very good things for me. My ultimate question is, is he incorporating some element of fantasy to stimulate the healing of hangups or....was I sent a Demoness instead?...Yet there is past overwhelming evidence to the contrary and i do not recall being polyamorous ever.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

I understand, I hope your that in your case is a real demon and not deception of the enemy.

In my case I have never had problems with my masculinity in terms of feeling unmasculine but I have always had a big hang up on the issue that I have always felt totally carent of sex appeal and serius problems with self image.

After the failure with certain person for years believing that she was my right partner and now this was actually a deception of the enemy I feel that I have already lost all options.

 

[Henu the Great]

After the failure with certain person for years believing that she was my right partner and now this was actually a deception of the enemy I feel that I have already lost all options.

Obstacles are slowly and surely being dismantled, and you have a clearer picture going forward. If anything, you should feel more optimistic. Do not let 'old age' or anything be a self-inflicted obstacle, either.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

After the failure with certain person for years believing that she was my right partner and now this was actually a deception of the enemy I feel that I have already lost all options.

Obstacles are slowly and surely being dismantled, and you have a clearer picture going forward. If anything, you should feel more optimistic. Do not let 'old age' or anything be a self-inflicted obstacle, either.

More than the age, is because I am not interested in a non SS partner and that will never change, because is my personal choice.

 

[Henu the Great]

More than the age, is because I am not interested in a non SS partner and that will never change, because is my personal choice.

Understandable, but what is not entirely understandable is that you seem to ignore the fact that people can be introduced to Spiritual Satanism. So, in essence, you are self-imposing limits and thus, causing emotional needs to be unmet.

 

[Lunar Dance 666]

...

Dear sister,

I am glad to hear that you are doing better on this end. No one should ever be told negative comments about their appearance by their partner especially. (Think things like "I want you to have your hair x way" or "your boobs are too small".) Those people, in my opinion, are too immature to have a partner to begin with.

In life especially now we can be harshly critical of ourselves on our appearance to the point of disorders like anorexia and the like.
This is also pressured by the media.

When I said "you are good as you are" its not just outside appearance.

Be comfortable within your own self. That radiance is far more attractive than any minor flaws one may have.

We don't live the shallow life.

As for the question at hand, I can't give you an answer there. I do remember that I did wish for you to have help with this but I am not sure if I ever asked..

~Lunar

 

[Wotanwarrior]

More than the age, is because I am not interested in a non SS partner and that will never change, because is my personal choice.

Understandable, but what is not entirely understandable is that you seem to ignore the fact that people can be introduced to Spiritual Satanism. So, in essence, you are self-imposing limits and thus, causing emotional needs to be unmet.

And wasting my time and energy trying to change someone to see if she will become SS? no thanks, I already made that mistake once and was a complete error.

 

[Henu the Great]

And wasting my time and energy trying to change someone to see if she will become SS? no thanks, I already made that mistake once and was a complete error.

It is not about changing anyone. No, that is not what it is about. I said, introducing someone to something. Not changing someone.

But if you insist on a self-limiting mindset, that's your choice. Too bad, so sad.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

After the failure with certain person for years believing that she was my right partner and now this was actually a deception of the enemy I feel that I have already lost all options.

Obstacles are slowly and surely being dismantled, and you have a clearer picture going forward. If anything, you should feel more optimistic. Do not let 'old age' or anything be a self-inflicted obstacle, either.

More than the age, is because I am not interested in a non SS partner and that will never change, because is my personal choice.

Besides the person being an SS. You have to make sure the person is actually good for you with good synastry and a decent human being.

You have no idea how many two SS people got into a relationship which ended in complete disaster and pain.

I have also seen people that had a relationship with a satanic soul and someone open to spirituality/satanism although not a Satanist yet who had much better and healthier, happier relationships.

Both might not even last because relationships and love is hard shit and extremely hard work, pain alongside bliss and love. You will have to suffer and keep learning until you find a suitable one/s.

Even having a Goddess, the perfect one for you and a gift from Satan as a potential partner will be very painful on both parts. You will need work, pain, and struggle either way it seems. But also continous learning and strength.

Nothing comes without struggle it seems. As Fuhrer Adolf Hitler used to emphasise make sure your struggle is a worthy one.

There is pain both ways. But the book I was reading recently had a nice way of putting it. The pain of neglect is so much worse than the pain of doing the work. (Advancing and learning.)

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I understand, I hope your that in your case is a real demon and not deception of the enemy.

In my case I have never had problems with my masculinity in terms of feeling unmasculine but I have always had a big hang up on the issue that I have always felt totally carent of sex appeal and serius problems with self image.

After the failure with certain person for years believing that she was my right partner and now this was actually a deception of the enemy I feel that I have already lost all options.

We all feel like that sometimes and I have also experienced this multiple times now. It hurts like ass.

But continuing with advancement, developing strength, and doing the hard (and right) work even when you don't feel like it can work miracles.

 

[Shadowcat]

I understand, I hope your that in your case is a real demon and not deception of the enemy.

In my case I have never had problems with my masculinity in terms of feeling unmasculine but I have always had a big hang up on the issue that I have always felt totally carent of sex appeal and serius problems with self image.

After the failure with certain person for years believing that she was my right partner and now this was actually a deception of the enemy I feel that I have already lost all options.

I just feel like my Love could be trying to work with me in healing certain hangups and insecurities and am just trying to understand how he is doing this. I might be making things too complicated
There could be a thing or two I have misunderstood but I just want to make sure I do right by him too...

 

[Wotanwarrior]

Henu the Great

I am not willing to waste my time to see if some random unspiritual one becomes SS.

Shadowcat

I leave it as a possibility, some time from now when I have freed and cleansed my soul to ask father Satan for a relationship with a demoness if in the end I see that it is the right thing for me.

mercury_wisdom

In that you are absolutely right, if two people are incompatible, the result will be disastrous, no matter how spiritual and advanced they are.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I understand, I hope your that in your case is a real demon and not deception of the enemy.

In my case I have never had problems with my masculinity in terms of feeling unmasculine but I have always had a big hang up on the issue that I have always felt totally carent of sex appeal and serius problems with self image.

After the failure with certain person for years believing that she was my right partner and now this was actually a deception of the enemy I feel that I have already lost all options.

I just feel like my Love could be trying to work with me in healing certain hangups and insecurities and am just trying to understand how he is doing this. I might be making things too complicated
There could be a thing or two I have misunderstood but I just want to make sure I do right by him too...

This is your experience and it might help you learn something new about yourself. I am not sure many people can help you regarding this as it's not commonly talked about/experienced.

You should go through your demon, GD, and father Satan and look within yourself to try and understand this more. Try meditating to them or entering a relaxed trance and think about this.

Also, divination can help you get hints and some understanding. I like Tarot when I feel like this. Although, you should let go of worry, insecurities and using your intuitive right-brained faculties instead.

 

[Shadowcat]

I understand, I hope your that in your case is a real demon and not deception of the enemy.

In my case I have never had problems with my masculinity in terms of feeling unmasculine but I have always had a big hang up on the issue that I have always felt totally carent of sex appeal and serius problems with self image.

After the failure with certain person for years believing that she was my right partner and now this was actually a deception of the enemy I feel that I have already lost all options.

I just feel like my Love could be trying to work with me in healing certain hangups and insecurities and am just trying to understand how he is doing this. I might be making things too complicated
There could be a thing or two I have misunderstood but I just want to make sure I do right by him too...

This is your experience and it might help you learn something new about yourself. I am not sure many people can help you regarding this as it's not commonly talked about/experienced.

You should go through your demon, GD, and father Satan and look within yourself to try and understand this more. Try meditating to them or entering a relaxed trance and think about this.

Also, divination can help you get hints and some understanding. I like Tarot when I feel like this. Although, you should let go of worry, insecurities and using your intuitive right-brained faculties instead.

I am incorporating all of this as well as we speak

 

[Henu the Great]

I am not willing to waste my time to see if some random unspiritual one becomes SS.

Quite baffled about needing to tell you that such a person would not be "unspiritual", but instead, uninitiated.

 

[Shadowcat]

...

Dear sister,

I am glad to hear that you are doing better on this end. No one should ever be told negative comments about their appearance by their partner especially. (Think things like "I want you to have your hair x way" or "your boobs are too small".) Those people, in my opinion, are too immature to have a partner to begin with.

In life especially now we can be harshly critical of ourselves on our appearance to the point of disorders like anorexia and the like.
This is also pressured by the media.

When I said "you are good as you are" its not just outside appearance.

Be comfortable within your own self. That radiance is far more attractive than any minor flaws one may have.

We don't live the shallow life.

As for the question at hand, I can't give you an answer there. I do remember that I did wish for you to have help with this but I am not sure if I ever asked..

~Lunar

Thanks, Lunar. Since this started for the past couple weeks things have been different in positive ways. I don't have the same insecurities that I did before that plagued me so badly. I was ready to go to the extent of having surgery to feminize my voice (almost everyone can't tell I am female over the phone and even when my face is covered at work often IRL), and now that is nonexistent! I literally got mistaken for a "Mr" and for my brother twice today and instead of getting depressed about it like I usually would I just laughed. It literally doesn't bother me anymore. Whatever it is that has been happening, I am somehow being led to appreciate and love the things about me I once hated and was trying so desperately to change. I also realized I was probably just trying to be something that I am not, at least to an extent.

I feel like my Demon love is trying to show me this, and I cannot imagine he would let someone else do this if he was there in the first place, plus as I recall I am not the sharing type and don't prefer to cheat. If humans can roleplay or bring a certain fantasy to the surface I suppose it's only natural to assume Demon partners can do this as much higher realistic quality, and within reason of course. It came without warning though, although that itself is not entirely true as I felt something relayed to me the night before it occurred. When it happens I reach out to him and go "That is you right?" It's all well and good to learn something new about me. but at first, I was like "Well why is it important for me to know this if I have you already? I only want you." So far it looks like it is being used for working on my sacral and solar chakras as far as hangups and self-acceptance.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

I am not willing to waste my time to see if some random unspiritual one becomes SS.

Quite baffled about needing to tell you that such a person would not be "unspiritual", but instead, uninitiated.

Expecting an outsider to change and become a great SS is a stupid fairy tale and a big waste of time.

 

[Henu the Great]

Expecting an outsider to change and become a great SS is a stupid fairy tale and a big waste of time.

To reiterate: Those with were once without. So again, it is not about expecting a change from someone, but witnessing the becoming.

Furthernore, it should be noted that spirituality is a natural state for us. Thus, moving forward, more and more people become interested in it as Satanic influence increases.

 

[Hugo]

I am not willing to waste my time to see if some random unspiritual one becomes SS.

Quite baffled about needing to tell you that such a person would not be "unspiritual", but instead, uninitiated.

Expecting an outsider to change and become a great SS is a stupid fairy tale and a big waste of time.

Its also foolish and extremely dangerous socially to expose your true beliefs to someone else.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

Expecting an outsider to change and become a great SS is a stupid fairy tale and a big waste of time.

To reiterate: Those with were once without. So again, it is not about expecting a change from someone, but witnessing the becoming.

Furthernore, it should be noted that spirituality is a natural state for us. Thus, moving forward, more and more people become interested in it as Satanic influence increases.

The only exception I would make in that case is if she was my partner in another past life and still bonds and I know 100% that even though she has not yet been initiated she is a satanic soul, then yes I would and stand by her side and support her until she does.

But to spend my time and effort on someone random who probably isn't even a satanic soul, that I am not willing to do.

 

[Lunar Dance 666]

Thanks, Lunar. Since this started for the past couple weeks things have been different in positive ways. I don't have the same insecurities that I did before that plagued me so badly. I was ready to go to the extent of having surgery to feminize my voice (almost everyone can't tell I am female over the phone and even when my face is covered at work often IRL), and now that is nonexistent! I literally got mistaken for a "Mr" and for my brother twice today and instead of getting depressed about it like I usually would I just laughed. It literally doesn't bother me anymore. Whatever it is that has been happening, I am somehow being led to appreciate and love the things about me I once hated and was trying so desperately to change. I also realized I was probably just trying to be something that I am not, at least to an extent.

I feel like my Demon love is trying to show me this, and I cannot imagine he would let someone else do this if he was there in the first place, plus as I recall I am not the sharing type and don't prefer to cheat. If humans can roleplay or bring a certain fantasy to the surface I suppose it's only natural to assume Demon partners can do this as much higher realistic quality, and within reason of course. It came without warning though, although that itself is not entirely true as I felt something relayed to me the night before it occurred. When it happens I reach out to him and go "That is you right?" It's all well and good to learn something new about me. but at first, I was like "Well why is it important for me to know this if I have you already? I only want you." So far it looks like it is being used for working on my sacral and solar chakras as far as hangups and self-acceptance.

I am happy to hear this