Wotanwarrior said:
Due to not explaining myself well and not explaining it in more detail, you have misunderstood me.
I am unemployed, the problem is not being late for work, but it is as if there is a huge blockage or obstacle that makes me go slower than normal, my schedule is completely altered and I fall asleep after dawn between 8 AM and 9 AM and get up between 15PM and 16 PM.
This prevents me from doing many things like looking for a proper job and I also have no social life at all, I have also totally lost the ability to have fun and enjoy things.
No I understood you.
You picked one piece in my response to conclude on.
My general point is are you happy and interested in the things you are doing?
Are you depressed and sad about the life you have?
Your description sounds like you are currently in a phase in life which is not bringing you much satisfaction.
My point was that when people are super excited about something they are doing the next day, they wake up excited and get going fairly easily, because they value that activity.
These things are like mutual feedback loops that build upon each other.
Simultaneously address the physical and Spiritual sides.
Get adequate sleep, proper nutrition, exercise, ensure your body's hormones are balanced etc. and then club that with proper Spiritual practices.
Research up on brain chemicals, Serotonin excess makes you zoned out like a zombie and sluggish.
As an example, the enemy induces this in their victims on purpose by way of boring "services", forced recitation of "scriptures", social guilt and anxiety, etc.
People with Serotonin excess lack brain functioning and, thus, focusing power, making them easier targets to program.
This is one reason on the physical side why enemy walks around with that artificial pasty smile plastered on their face.
They are in a pathological mental state, of which one aspect is Serotonin overload.
Dopamine is the pleasure hormone.
Scientific evidence proves that "sex addicts" have abnormally large amounts of dopamine.
Sex hormones boost dopamine.
Spiritually, you could vibrate specific Runes to help, or maybe use the Elements to balance you out.
But you are this way, because you are not balanced.
Maybe start with the RAUM meditation and power up and balance all 4 sides of your Soul, to get them sync'd together.
Then add in some YAUM tuning on the 6th Chakra to "clear the mind".
Then finish with the Reversing Curses Part 1 and 2.
That will balance > burn > clear > protect.
You are headed in the right direction, you are at least aware of the problem, unlike many enemy, who cannot even see themselves if they look in the mirror.
Do not give up, it will be a process, but your GD will guide you, just continue staying open and inquiring.