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How to overcome "Am I Jewish?" phase

I have been spiritually attacked in my past, because one of my parents was adopted from Germany and I know nothing about our family on that side. It's much easier to feel afraid and worried about being a jew if you have a sensitive situation such as this. But I feel, and I know, that I am a gentile because I have empathy and deep love for my people. I feel their pain, their happiness, their fear, their strength. Their struggles are my own, and I feel it within my soul. And it drives me to want to defend and protect them, and to fight with them against the enemy. When I am in the presence of the vileness of the jews, I feel they are unnatural, out of place, evil, and It makes my skin crawl. If we were Jews we wouldn't care that we were. And we would delight in the suffering of mankind. We wouldn't have the empathy and desire to help, and protect, that all of us gentiles possess. Father and the God's have given me signs, and I've felt their love and energy, if I were a jew they wouldn't have wasted their time on me. I think of this whenever the enemy tries to attack me, and I grow stronger while their attacks dwindle into nothingness.
 
Three questions for Yourself
1. Have you ever feel that you love old gods? For example old Roman gods.
2. Have you ever worry about world problems? For example white genocide, animal rights or humans microchipping.
3. Have you ever feel emotions?
When you are fair and you say yes you can not be jew.
 
Kurat said:
Three questions for Yourself
1. Have you ever feel that you love old gods? For example old Roman gods.
2. Have you ever worry about world problems? For example white genocide, animal rights or humans microchipping.
3. Have you ever feel emotions?
When you are fair and you say yes you can not be jew.

Jews feel various emotions too. Just in a different way than gentiles. Let's not underestimate the enemy or spread falsehoods. The only thing that they don't really feel is empathy.
 
I did family tree research, but there’s quite a bit of missing information. How can I be 100% sure that I am not Jewish?

RTR? I don’t really do them these days unfortunately, only a few times a month... Due to lack of time.
Which one do you recommend? If I am Jewish, how should I feel? Any other method?
 
DCLXVI said:
slyscorpion said:
Kurat said:
Three questions for Yourself
1. Have you ever feel that you love old gods? For example old Roman gods.
2. Have you ever worry about world problems? For example white genocide, animal rights or humans microchipping.
3. Have you ever feel emotions?
When you are fair and you say yes you can not be jew.

Jews feel various emotions too. Just in a different way than gentiles. Let's not underestimate the enemy or spread falsehoods. The only thing that they don't really feel is empathy.

Do you think a kike can have the am I jew attack?

I dont know as they can. Notice when GG Allin for example a known Jew (his messages are still up in the am I jew thread despite his account being deleted i think to be educational) tried to claim it didnt matter if someone was Jew or we are all fighting the same enemy. Same with other kikes I have come across. They will always eventually try to justify it and admit they are Jew. They dont seem to have negative feelings about this.

Gentile "I want to die, should I commit suicide I want to but maybe I am scared of what the reptilians will do (good thing cause you will realize later this is an attack) this is horrible, I hate the idea of not being with the Gods, this is the worst thing ever.

Jew "doesn't matter we are fighting the same enemy, i am like Anton Levey I am a gentile in a Jews body, I want to help you guys, doesn't matter I will fight for Satan anyways (they are terrified of their reptilian masters and want help here cause they realize they are on the losing side and will be punished by them for it)

This is the way it seems to go. Please note if these kikes really cared they would have worked to bring down their empire when they thought they would win. So no they are just scared.
 
Peter said:
I did family tree research, but there’s quite a bit of missing information. How can I be 100% sure that I am not Jewish?

RTR? I don’t really do them these days unfortunately, only a few times a month... Due to lack of time.
Which one do you recommend? If I am Jewish, how should I feel? Any other method?
No time..? Excuse me, but what a lame excuse... Surely you can find 10 minutes a day for a single rtr and five minutes on top of that for a quick clean-up? 15 minutes a day in total for the betterment of not only you, but all of Human kind.

As for what to do... Just do the rtr and meditations daily. It will benefit you. In the off chance that you are a jew, which to be honest I doubt, you would still do us a favour by destroying yourself. It's a win-win in any case! :D
 
Henu the Great said:
Peter said:
I did family tree research, but there’s quite a bit of missing information. How can I be 100% sure that I am not Jewish?

RTR? I don’t really do them these days unfortunately, only a few times a month... Due to lack of time.
Which one do you recommend? If I am Jewish, how should I feel? Any other method?
No time..? Excuse me, but what a lame excuse... Surely you can find 10 minutes a day for a single rtr and five minutes on top of that for a quick clean-up? 15 minutes a day in total for the betterment of not only you, but all of Human kind.

As for what to do... Just do the rtr and meditations daily. It will benefit you. In the off chance that you are a jew, which to be honest I doubt, you would still do us a favour by destroying yourself. It's a win-win in any case! :D

Okay, you're right, lame excuse.
I just prefer to invest those 15 minutes in my personal development. But then from now on I do RTR daily.
 
Peter said:
Henu the Great said:
No time..? Excuse me, but what a lame excuse... Surely you can find 10 minutes a day for a single rtr and five minutes on top of that for a quick clean-up? 15 minutes a day in total for the betterment of not only you, but all of Human kind.

As for what to do... Just do the rtr and meditations daily. It will benefit you. In the off chance that you are a jew, which to be honest I doubt, you would still do us a favour by destroying yourself. It's a win-win in any case! :D
Okay, you're right, lame excuse.
I just prefer to invest those 15 minutes in my personal development. But then from now on I do RTR daily.
RTR IS personal development. More so, as for if rtrs will not be done what good does any of your personal meditation do in the end..?

It's a ritual to remove jewish influence on yourself, and on this Earth as a whole. Very important.
 
SouthernWhiteGentile said:
The best thing to do Is to pray hard for Satan and the Gods to destroy you if you are a Jew. I did it, and the attack stopped. Telling the enemy to fuck off helps too. And of course RTR.

The only time I agree with you tbh
 
SouthernWhiteGentile said:
idiocy smasher said:
The only time I agree with you tbh
Why don’t you agree with me more. Am I too abrasive for you?

Also your name is hilarious.

Abrasive? Pretty much and also I consider you to an embodiment of a stupid United Stater because you for example called Iran an Arabic country which is wrong because they speak Persian which is an indo European language
And ntm what you wrote about the black race in general
Thou literally said thou respect people like HPS Shannon but you don't have to like them
The moment I was reading it I was thinking
Fuck off back to chimpmania you moron
 
idiocy smasher said:
Abrasive? Pretty much and also I consider you to an embodiment of a stupid United Stater because you for example called Iran an Arabic country which is wrong because they speak Persian which is an indo European language
I don’t recall saying that.

idiocy smasher said:
And ntm what you wrote about the black race in general
Boo hoo. They kill rob and rape our women but you will be upset when I say mean things on the internet.

idiocy smasher said:
Thou literally said thou respect people like HPS Shannon but you don't have to like them.
I do respect HPS Shannon but what I said there Isn’t wrong. And I explained it on that SA post but instead of smashing idiocy you are propagating it.

idiocy smasher said:
The moment I was reading it I was thinking
Fuck off back to chimpmania you moron
Back to where? I think you’re the one that’s lost.
 
SouthernWhiteGentile said:
idiocy smasher said:
Abrasive? Pretty much and also I consider you to an embodiment of a stupid United Stater because you for example called Iran an Arabic country which is wrong because they speak Persian which is an indo European language
I don’t recall saying that.

idiocy smasher said:
And ntm what you wrote about the black race in general
Boo hoo. They kill rob and rape our women but you will be upset when I say mean things on the internet.

idiocy smasher said:
Thou literally said thou respect people like HPS Shannon but you don't have to like them.
I do respect HPS Shannon but what I said there Isn’t wrong. And I explained it on that SA post but instead of smashing idiocy you are propagating it.

idiocy smasher said:
The moment I was reading it I was thinking
Fuck off back to chimpmania you moron
Back to where? I think you’re the one that’s lost.

I understand why you mistrust blacks but again I do not live in the USA so i have never met any black guy wanting to kill all whites
 
idiocy smasher said:
SouthernWhiteGentile said:
Most black americans, and most white americans, do not have any conflict or negativity toward any other race. But there is a small number of violent criminals.


There are some black gangs where new gang members get more reputation and credit within the gang by raping and murdering white people. Extra credit for how innocent the victim is, they mostly go against women and children. This is something that exists in some places in America. This is not only black gangs who do this, there are also latino gangs like MS13 who do the exact same thing.

The largest amount of violence is done by black americans against other black americans. If a black person gets killed, more than 93% of the time it was another black person who did it. Young black men in Chicago have killed so many other young black men, that the number of deaths just in this one city is more than the number of American soldiers who died in both wars in Iraq and Afghanistan.

Department of Justice statistics show that between 1980 and 2008, black people did more than 52% of all murders when they are only 13% of the American population. Most of these were by black men, who are only 6.5% of the population. But not all of the statistics say whether it was a man or a woman, just says the race. In 2012, white men were 38% of the population, and they did 4,582 murders. In the same year, black men were only 6.6% of the population, but they did 5,531 murders. So black men were 6.95 times more likely to do it.




https://nypost.com/2019/01/08/the-deadly-shootings-that-black-lives-matter-ignores/
"As for interracial violence generally, blacks disproportionately commit it. Between 2012 and 2015, there were 631,830 violent interracial victimizations, excluding homicide, between blacks and whites, according to the Bureau of Justice Statistics.

Blacks, who make up 13 percent of the US population, committed 85.5 percent of those victimizations, or 540,360 felonious assaults on whites, while whites, 61 percent of the population, committed 14.4 percent, or 91,470 felonious assaults on blacks.

Regarding threats to blacks from the police: A police officer is 18.5 times more likely to be killed by a black male than an unarmed black male is to be killed by a police officer."
 
Aldrick said:
TalGonDon said:
I am writing this because I know that most new people go through profound testing and metamorphosis when they delve deeper into Satanism. Each of us SS initially, while still new is going through this phase and depending on the response, is going through different stages of this phase.

Of course I categorized this into three stages to try to cover up everything, if you have questions or any other cases and tips in overcoming the whole phase, please add it here. Some may have gone through only the first few stages or simply knew the answer at first, while others may have reached the worst possible stages in their mind, and maybe that was one of the major wars they have won inside, or need to do so, so bear this in mind. Each stage is in some way connected to the other one, the more one investigate, deeper he/she goes. Everything is highly individual.

Phase One - Checking
This is the first phase, and one that everyone has to go through. Of course this phase involves examining the family tree, checking for physical appearance, mentality and of course the relationship / feeling to the Gods. This stage is the basis in knowing and seeking to exit this phase. This stage is also the first step towards other stages.

There is not much to add or subtract here, it is simple, you simply search and look at everything possible if you are somehow related to some Jews, which is already terrific enough to think about.

Phase Two - "Could It Be?"
If in any way you find the wrong answer, that is very confusing and strange things, then you are entering this phase that is very difficult for an individual to deal with.

A) Unclear family tree:
This may include the following:
1. No information about former family members such as great-grandparents
2. Suspicious relationships: Some of the family members you came from had sexual relations with someone you might consider jewish
3. Some of the family have physical attributes of jewish filth (this builds on the next sub-stage)
4. One parent is missing (completely one doesn't know anything about who was his mother or father)

Tips to deal with this:
1. In case you do not know some of your older family members or great-grandparents (great-great-great grandparents - no matter how much you add great, always question because you need to know), simply ask someone who was in some relationships with them, for example if you don't know anything about your great-grandparents, go and ask your grandparents about them, ask about religious beliefs, appearance etc etc, there is always somebody who knew a person you want to know more about.

2. In case of suspicious relationship (remember this, you will always look at relationships that existed before your birth, especially those of your parents, you don't care in one hand about their relationships after that, you just try to prevent it, if you have valid reasons to do so), you always need to question everything about that person, but why? One that sleeps with jew is jew, his/her soul is completely destroyed. Just like you do with first phase, try to investigate every single thing about that person, as much as you can.

3. This is the worst possible phase. In the case that one of yours has some of the physical characteristics of being Jewish, you begin to cook yourself in the lava of mental madness, and that ... is already the positive sign! The moment you realize that someone has a hooked nose, large forehead, oblong head, or any jewish characteristic, the first thing to do is to see if it is present in all family members. Here you will go through extremely high problems because you will literally be scared to death, and that is already sign you're not jewish. Here is some tips if you really can't find any explanation:

3a - Do RTR on yourself - as much Final RTRs as possible, this will be one of the most strongest weapons to realize yourself

3b - Ask for help from Gods. There are some people like myself that don't like to disturb God when they need help in something that is in any way already presented with information for example meditations or so, but here, ask directly for this question because it is the main question after all, and do not worry, you will get your answer THE SAME SECOND if you're jOO, because I hope it burn when you try to call Them. But the same time of coming results will occur with our people because you will definitely feel the warmth of Gods and Their love towards us. This here can also be individual as per one capability of using astral senses. One will not receive verbal confirmation, but rather the warmth of Gods, and connection in some way. Remember that even the jew that doesn't know the jew is NEVER going to like anything related to our Gods.

3c - Practice Satanism. Jewish should would never feel good in holiness of our practice. Their filth can't stand a chance against our teachings. Their filthy "soul" is made out of feces, and if they start to practice anything that we do, whatever they practice would react as a toilet cleaner, and completly destroy their filth.

3d - Put Father Satan's Sigil inside your soul. Literally, there was one picture of how His sigil should be placed connecting chakras in specific way. This is going to prove thing ultimately.
4. In case of that one parent is missing, you do everything possible to find out as much information as you can. In case of that one parent you know is absolutely against giving you any information, you do the methods above, because it will definitely put an end to the whole stage.

B) Physical features
I already mentioned all the methods on how to solve this stage earlier, but I think I have one more important thing to add. Lately, I see that most SS think all Gentiles should look like models, with perfectly straight noses, perfectly fit body, beautiful in any way, and of course everyone should strive for it, but, it ISN'T all that way. After so many thousands of years of race mixing, some have completely changed their appearance from lifetime to lifetime, harmed their souls or being brutally attacked by enemies.

What is needed is to purify ourselves, as HPS Maxine stated, not to categorize someone by appearance. Of course that part should be taken into account, but never let it be crucial. I have hooked nose, it's just like when you go on chakra information page .. picture of location of Throat, Sixth and Crown chakras I think so.

Why I'm saying this is because I know that I experienced every single phase and how awful that is, and the worst possible scenario for me was to never be accepted by other SS, because of the nose. I changed my perspective when I finally solved this problem with Gods, and thanks to Father Satan, I finally ended the worst period of my entire life, believe me. We haven't recognized infiltrators based on physicality (some we did like that bEEch zola) but because of their actual energies. Take in case zola again and look of what she did, absolutely disgusting! Again, physical features needs to be taken into account, but never let it be crucial.

For all those who have this problem, please go up and read methods on how to solve this.

Phase Three - Devastation
I call this phase devastation, because it really is it. Despite all the positive things in being scary of being jewish, actually having some kind of proof that you aren't jOO, if you enter this phase, only and only Gods can help you. Why? This is the phase where mind isn't in your control, you find every single reason to given proof that it is false, and that you are somehow related to jewish filth. This phase is total devastation of one's way of looking at life. If mind is not in control, especially with new ones, there is always but always thought that will somehow bring entire phase of "Am I jOOw" again and again.

Just remember that Satan, His holy Sigil, Gods and Goddesses would never appear in any good vibe to jOoW soul, in fact, that would totally destroy them.

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I really hope this helped. If you have any other tips and questions you can reply here so that we help all those who needs this kind of help. Also, I hope that all new ones or the ones that are currently in this phase, will find this extremely helpful. I'd like to hear response.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL GODS AND GODDESSES OF HELL/ORION!


From what I have noticed. Jews do not go through this paranoia. They refuse to admit, that's what they are. They get very defensive when it gets brought up.

I have talked to many here, that have come right out and admitted, they had a Jewish Father or whatever. Then get pissed I call them a jew. That their soul is gentile. That they are like Anton Lavey.

What's bad is they countless I have talked too are probably still here, In different names. If you notice in the past, the Anton Lavey thing would be brought up, only to have these names jump to its defense.

You may even see them do it now, to what I write here. No Goy! It's normal to think you're like Anton Lavey!! No it's completely normal, because I've done it. You're like wait a sec....you realize what you just said?...

Then scream some more, like maniacs. They have been so bold as to try and make posts here on the groups. Claiming this and losing their minds to anyone who disagreed. Some stupid jew, admits to being half jew and then acts like they have the right to enforce what were gonna do.

NO I AM LOYAL SERVANT OF SATAN!!! YOU ARE AN IDIOT! HOW DARE YOU TALK TO A BROTHER LIKE THIS!! YOU DONT BELONG HERE. YOURE AN IDIOT THAT NEEDS TO LEAVE. HALF JEWS CAN BE DEDICATED, AND WE ARE GOING TO ACCEPT THIS HERE AT THE JOS.

you're like oui! Jew boy snap out of it. We are not that stupid as to just do whatever you command. Now please accept this Ban, goodbye.

If you notice others have done this with other things. They push some stupid advice and act like they are going to dictate, that we all do it.

From my experience, they just never go through this. So if you are in paranoia, I think that's a good sign. Now will see these fake actors. Oy vey! The paranoia!

I also agree, with what the others said here. As Aryans, we almost dont care. I will serve Satan, till the day he comes to me and says sorry but you're jewish. Where I will Salute and say Hail Satan! Hail Adolf Hitler! Now remove this one, and stay saluting as I'm shot.

HAIL SATAN! I feel exactly like you feel! I'll accept my demise and hail to Satan as he kills me if my soul is jewish.

I wonder... how long will it take for Father Satan to destroy a Jewish soul if they joined here?

Yes, I have paranoia about being a Jewish soul. Badly. Same with my friend. She feels wrath, but then Father's love... she says it feels genuine. he's even cried for her and over her. He called her his jewel.

She asked Satan to use blue fire on her and though she couldn't see it, it felt like a spring breeze so she said. And she has Satan's sigil on her soul. What does that dor for a gentile? What about a jew?

What does blue fire feel like on a gentile soul? What does it feel on a Jewish soul?
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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