How to get out of the funk?

[MercuryWisdom]

I was doing pretty good productivity and energy wise, but now I’m not.

Have you ever felt this feeling? One week you feel on top of the world, high energy, discipline, and productivity, then bit by bit that fades until you feel you’re barely scraping by, the next moment procrastinating the whole day seems really tempting.

I thought I was beyond that right now, after all what happened because of this before.

I feel I’m losing more control and I’m not even busy, I am not tired (I do feel low on energy though), I have all the time in the world, and I am still not doing what I should. It feels so hard, and I feel so heavy, and lazy.

Then escapism seems real tempting, a snack is not gonna hurt, then it turns to binge eating, a Youtube video won’t hurt I already meditated for the day then I end up watching a movie, looking up nsfw pictures just to end up feeling like shit with deranged porn.

I was doing really fucking good recently and I have no idea what happened. I feel out of control no matter how much I force trying to bring myself out of it.

How to get out of a rut, permanently? It’s starting to really affect my meditations and day-to-day activities.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

That happened several times to me I often go up & down from discipline and proficient mood, to lazy mood, and I get more often caught in "mass" things like trash food or tv, that I usually discard the most. In the second event I am still proficient in meditations and workings but I need big efforts, and I often feel extremely tired while meditating.

In my personal experience, and in my limited knowledge, this happens because of "material" efforts in life. With material I mean efforts that involve the 2nd/3rd chakra to keep up with material life, I mean, staying proficient at work, getting money, general tasks related to daily life and/or strives for personal advancement in wealth and material power.
I feel that, the "lazy" days (better said the "extra-fatigue" days) are due to groups of people or single individuals pushing against me, in some field.
I may be wrong but I'd consider you have some strong-ego opponent somewhere in life or a groups of egoes are pushing agains you for some reasons. This may deplete the 3rd chakra and lower global energies (and fire element, I think). This happened to me at work as I was at odds with most colleagues (large number of people) so I started to sink at lower levels. Normally a few people do not affect me but if they are many, pressure may be annoying.

Maybe also a Neptune transit (to Sun or Mars or Asc?)

I am just relating my experience on this problem that I also find since years. Not that is stopped my advancement, but is a pain in the back.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

This is also due to vampiric fights with rooted vampires depleting my chakra (removing, slowly, due to many other problems I am facing).

 

[kaelgr]

These may be due to planetary influences. Or because you push yourself too hard, our body is used to it and reacts exactly the opposite.

You can develop your protection aura and create a separate work for planetary influences. The Nauthiz rune is good for will and order.

Also cleanse your chakras before doing all this. You can also inhale ether for order, it provides clarity in thoughts.

 

[AFODO]

Look into freeing workings and protection against negative planetary influence.

 

[Rocca]

Then escapism seems real tempting, a snack is not gonna hurt, then it turns to binge eating, a Youtube video won’t hurt I already meditated for the day then I end up watching a movie, looking up nsfw pictures just to end up feeling like shit with deranged porn.

I was doing really fucking good recently and I have no idea what happened. I feel out of control no matter how much I force trying to bring myself out of it.

first of all you need to go easy on yourself a bit and calm down!
i believe in such situations forcing anything out can only lead to getting stuck even more!
and even if it work you won't be in harmony and maybe drowning in much misrable than what you're feeling.
my advice for you is to practice self awareness a bit more,
it doesn't require to be a buddha or isolate yourself in a mountain to do it.
just the basics: keep on the background of your mind ALL THE TIME those most important two questions (What am i doing and Why?) then try to HONESTLY answer.. no matter how nonsense it is.
still a first step to observe the pattern and breaking it will come at the right time..
one last thing is remember to ask yourself gently NOT in the manner of investigators

 

[GoldenxChild1]

I am the gym right now, so I don't have the time to say all I want, but one thing I noticed was that you said "I have all the time in the world".

That is an issue. You need to get busy with your life. Once you fill up your life with responsibility, you will find yourself doing what you are accountable to do for yourself and others.

Just because you have all this free time, it doesn't mean you need to fill with Occulltism. Go to work and school, and go to the gym. Start reading, cooking, drawing, or whatever you want.

Fill up your life.

 

[Henu the Great]

You have something missing from your life/personal deficiencies that you can ignore for so long before you fill the void with something that you have done previously as a coping mechanism. Here comes the "know thyself" into play and you must take appropriate action to fix this underlying issue. Many good propositions have been presented so far, but you should know what truly ails you.