How to build a future? How to advance?

[MercuryWisdom]

Hey, brothers and sisters.

I wanted to open this topic right now since I was a little down and feeling empty for a bit.

How can I build a future where I am happy, strong, and advanced?

I think I'm really young. Especially for the kinds of responsibilities I am carrying at my age. The kind of pain I have went through due to the people I loved, etc. Also, the fact, I haven't advanced really I had some periods of openess and continous meditation. But right now I have nothing to show for it either.

I am really busy with studies, work, my poor mental health and emotional issues, etc.

Sometimes, I just wonder. How did Hps Maxine do it? How did she have multiple issues financially, major depression (suicidal thoughts too.), being homeless at some point, working multiple full-time jobs besides building JoS and still being able to elevate and advance to the highest degree. She is now free from her past.

I don't know I just feel stuck I am trying but I am not sure I am going anywhere.

I can't have the type of love, friendships, wealth my soul craves either.

How can I be free? How can I advance? How can I be happy?

Can I be happy? Can I one day be advanced, communicate clearly to the Gods, my lover, and have full access to my spiritual gifts?

Can I have friends that not only accept and understand me but also are loyal and got my back instead of the so many friends that stabbed it?

Can I be free and wealthy? Can my loved ones that betrayed and hated me because of religion one day understand that they have wronged me?

I am not sure really. I try everyday. But I don't feel happy... I am not free.. Am I really loved either? The scars I have tell me that I am not. My soul feels caged. I am not able to be me.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Sometimes, I just wonder. How did Hps Maxine do it? How did she have multiple issues financially, major depression (suicidal thoughts too.), being homeless at some point, working multiple full-time jobs besides building JoS and still being able to elevate and advance to the highest degree. She is now free from her past.

This happened over the course of her life. In other words, it took time. She also had prior life advancement of a major degree, so you shouldn't compare to her in this way. Even at the same level of advancement, your souls are configured differently, anyway.

I am really busy with studies, work, my poor mental health and emotional issues, etc.

Can I be happy? Can I one day be advanced, communicate clearly to the Gods, my lover, and have full access to my spiritual gifts?

Can I be free and wealthy? Can my loved ones that betrayed and hated me because of religion one day understand that they have wronged me?

I am not sure really. I try everyday. But I don't feel happy... I am not free.. Am I really loved either? The scars I have tell me that I am not. My soul feels caged. I am not able to be me.

You have to secure yourself time to advance. Satanism is about breaking and creating patterns of reality through transformation, which requires time to do so.

With proper knowledge of magick and yourself, you can probably whittle down the required time for advancement to around 1-2 hours, which can be considered decent growth. Some things, like cleaning, protection, and yoga are relatively constant between everyone, but everyone will have areas of their sole to focus more strongly on, either through workings or specific exercises, empowerment, pranayama, etc.

From what I understand before, you had ran a successful business at a young age. Why was this not a viable option anymore? Through wealth workings and other effort, this can result in lots of money with less effort than a traditional job, especially a job in conjunction with studying.

You will have to find the time somewhere. If you are already working, then studying is eating into your time to spiritually advance. Both are essential, but it is very hard to do both simultaneously without getting burnt out.

These situations require consulting with your GD to figure out how to manage your life, what is appropriate for you, and so on. Maybe they will lead you to different job opportunities or other paths, or highlight characteristics of yourself that make you valuable and employable.

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As for friends, if there is major negative karma present then this will be a struggle. If you are in a Muslim country, then there will be additional religious limitations, compared to more liberal areas of the West.

I had told others before, but you should pull the energy of your GD into your heart chakra. It will make you feel close to them and help build a bond. Of course, this may not feel like a full substitute for certain human relationships, but it will definitely alleviate severe loneliness.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

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From what I understand before, you had ran a successful business at a young age. Why was this not a viable option anymore?

Not sure what gave you that idea. But that never happened. I will build a business later. I am still at the start. Need experience, practical knowledge, connections, and to graduate ofc.

I had some delusions a couple of years ago. Listening to internet business gurus, etc.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Not sure what gave you that idea. But that never happened. I will build a business later. I am still at the start. Need experience, practical knowledge, connections, and to graduate ofc.

I had some delusions a couple of years ago. Listening to internet business gurus, etc.

Oh ok. It was this post that led me to believe that: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=77118#p77118

 

[Syt]

Hi MW,
With your permission, I would like raise energy and ask my GD to direct it towards breaking you free of this stagnation and to bring you happiness and opportunities for advancement.

HS.

Hey, brothers and sisters.

I wanted to open this topic right now since I was a little down and feeling empty for a bit.

How can I build a future where I am happy, strong, and advanced?

I think I'm really young. Especially for the kinds of responsibilities I am carrying at my age. The kind of pain I have went through due to the people I loved, etc. Also, the fact, I haven't advanced really I had some periods of openess and continous meditation. But right now I have nothing to show for it either.

I am really busy with studies, work, my poor mental health and emotional issues, etc.

Sometimes, I just wonder. How did Hps Maxine do it? How did she have multiple issues financially, major depression (suicidal thoughts too.), being homeless at some point, working multiple full-time jobs besides building JoS and still being able to elevate and advance to the highest degree. She is now free from her past.

I don't know I just feel stuck I am trying but I am not sure I am going anywhere.

I can't have the type of love, friendships, wealth my soul craves either.

How can I be free? How can I advance? How can I be happy?

Can I be happy? Can I one day be advanced, communicate clearly to the Gods, my lover, and have full access to my spiritual gifts?

Can I have friends that not only accept and understand me but also are loyal and got my back instead of the so many friends that stabbed it?

Can I be free and wealthy? Can my loved ones that betrayed and hated me because of religion one day understand that they have wronged me?

I am not sure really. I try everyday. But I don't feel happy... I am not free.. Am I really loved either? The scars I have tell me that I am not. My soul feels caged. I am not able to be me.

 

[Alexander666]

Maybe the short answer is consistence. Persistence . hope. You arent alone. Blitzkrieg explained well.

 

[AFODO]

As Blitzkrieg said, you should focus on making some free time before serious advancement. I don't think much people could advance when they are in school and in work too, this is impossible for most people, but there are some strong souls like Maxine who managed to do what she has done. Whatsoever, this is one in a million or less, it's obvious that you can't really advance this way.

Your mental health could also be bad because of lack of free time. You are being overloaded and you are not capable to do this in a long term. Whatsoever, you won't die and being damaged too much, and this period of time are going to end, and when you graduate, you will have more free time, and maybe eventually you will have a lot of free time.
You are probably feeling down, and empty because of this, the toxic exs and friends are just an aspect of this, as this can be hardly processed in a situation of yours.

People will have downfalls and uphills in their life and we are only be on the top of the hill if we climb it. You might be falling, or climbing the hill, but your effort will pay you back, especially if you put your effort where it's needed.

It's sad to see sisters or brothers in these hard situations, but this also might benefit you in the future. We can only accomplish big things trough fighting and with a lots of effort.

I don't know I just feel stuck I am trying but I am not sure I am going anywhere.

You are. Time is moving and changing, the question is how fast you will get to your goal, and not if you are or not.

I can't have the type of love, friendships, wealth my soul craves either.

You can, but the time is not yet. be persistent.

How can I be free? How can I advance? How can I be happy?

These three are highly tied together and most likely you have all three altogether or non of them. If you manage to build a sort of business that mostly going by itself, then you are be free happy and being able to advance, and you can focus on how to secure everything and move forward. Whatsoever, not everyone of us needs this kind of business. One can feel themselves free, happy and have free time, with a job they like, and like to do what they are doing. The absolute best if your job is your hobby too.

Can I be happy? Can I one day be advanced, communicate clearly to the Gods, my lover, and have full access to my spiritual gifts?

You can! I believe in you, but you also have to believe in yourself. Without that, you wont have these things. You have to know, accept, and love yourself.

Can I be free and wealthy? Can my loved ones that betrayed and hated me because of religion one day understand that they have wronged me?

Maybe it's not as important as you think. People make big mistakes even if they are not realizing it. We are not yet in a time where "mass awakening" is possible so probably they won't realize either. If they have hurt you bad, you should give them back the same just in other forms.

I am not sure really. I try everyday. But I don't feel happy... I am not free.. Am I really loved either? The scars I have tell me that I am not. My soul feels caged. I am not able to be me.

You should always see reality as how it is, and not trough your mental health. I'm sure you have at least somebody that loves you. Besides, the gods are always here for us, and their love can be awesome especially in hard times like yours. They are the beings that you can always go to without restriction. You are free and loved in front of the gods. But don't rely 100% on this.

If you have a little time for spirituality, at least do Satan's power ritual and basic meditations.
Wish you the bests, be well and look out for yourself. You are not garbage or something, but a valuable being with literally endless potential.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

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Not sure what gave you that idea. But that never happened. I will build a business later. I am still at the start. Need experience, practical knowledge, connections, and to graduate ofc.

I had some delusions a couple of years ago. Listening to internet business gurus, etc.

Oh ok. It was this post that led me to believe that: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=77118#p77118

Trust me. Don't listen to anything I was saying at 2019 lol. :lol:

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Hi MW,
With your permission, I would like raise energy and ask my GD to direct it towards breaking you free of this stagnation and to bring you happiness and opportunities for advancement.

HS.

Wow, thank you!

Somehow, I was actually feeling better. Haha. Thank you so much for the beautiful gesture brother.️

 

[MercuryWisdom]

As Blitzkrieg said, you should focus on making some free time before serious advancement. I don't think much people could advance when they are in school and in work too, this is impossible for most people, but there are some strong souls like Maxine who managed to do what she has done. Whatsoever, this is one in a million or less, it's obvious that you can't really advance this way.

Your mental health could also be bad because of lack of free time. You are being overloaded and you are not capable to do this in a long term. Whatsoever, you won't die and being damaged too much, and this period of time are going to end, and when you graduate, you will have more free time, and maybe eventually you will have a lot of free time.
You are probably feeling down, and empty because of this, the toxic exs and friends are just an aspect of this, as this can be hardly processed in a situation of yours.

People will have downfalls and uphills in their life and we are only be on the top of the hill if we climb it. You might be falling, or climbing the hill, but your effort will pay you back, especially if you put your effort where it's needed.

It's sad to see sisters or brothers in these hard situations, but this also might benefit you in the future. We can only accomplish big things trough fighting and with a lots of effort.

I don't know I just feel stuck I am trying but I am not sure I am going anywhere.

You are. Time is moving and changing, the question is how fast you will get to your goal, and not if you are or not.

I can't have the type of love, friendships, wealth my soul craves either.

You can, but the time is not yet. be persistent.

How can I be free? How can I advance? How can I be happy?

These three are highly tied together and most likely you have all three altogether or non of them. If you manage to build a sort of business that mostly going by itself, then you are be free happy and being able to advance, and you can focus on how to secure everything and move forward. Whatsoever, not everyone of us needs this kind of business. One can feel themselves free, happy and have free time, with a job they like, and like to do what they are doing. The absolute best if your job is your hobby too.

Can I be happy? Can I one day be advanced, communicate clearly to the Gods, my lover, and have full access to my spiritual gifts?

You can! I believe in you, but you also have to believe in yourself. Without that, you wont have these things. You have to know, accept, and love yourself.

Can I be free and wealthy? Can my loved ones that betrayed and hated me because of religion one day understand that they have wronged me?

Maybe it's not as important as you think. People make big mistakes even if they are not realizing it. We are not yet in a time where "mass awakening" is possible so probably they won't realize either. If they have hurt you bad, you should give them back the same just in other forms.

I am not sure really. I try everyday. But I don't feel happy... I am not free.. Am I really loved either? The scars I have tell me that I am not. My soul feels caged. I am not able to be me.

You should always see reality as how it is, and not trough your mental health. I'm sure you have at least somebody that loves you. Besides, the gods are always here for us, and their love can be awesome especially in hard times like yours. They are the beings that you can always go to without restriction. You are free and loved in front of the gods. But don't rely 100% on this.

If you have a little time for spirituality, at least do Satan's power ritual and basic meditations.
Wish you the bests, be well and look out for yourself. You are not garbage or something, but a valuable being with literally endless potential.

Wow, thank you for the beautiful message brother. Thank you for the inspiration.