How to become sexually healthy?

[MercuryWisdom]

Hello brothers and sisters.

I wanted to ask for a complete routine or regiment to heal sexually. (Not looking to do workings or spells regarding this at the moment.)

I have no option to actually have sex and barely any sexual encounters or dating right now.

I have a hypersexual sex drive and I care about sex a lot it means so much to me to me and is on my mind often.

I struggle with chronic excessive masturbation that I sometimes cause injury, numbness, or general weakness.

I don’t feel sexually satisfied in any way and there’s probably no current partner to explore sexual themes at the moment.

I also seriously struggle with nurturing my masculine energies.

I think the chakra that is struggling the most right now for me is my sacral, which is hindering my spiritual growth.

I’m going to the gym consistently now, building muscle and losing weight which is helping.

But on a side note, the reason I’ve been overmasturbating to the point of numbness, is I’m subconsciously afraid of having a high and healthy sex drive that can’t be satisfied with partners at the moment so I try numb it, if that makes sense.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Hello brothers and sisters.

I wanted to ask for a complete routine or regiment to heal sexually. (Not looking to do workings or spells regarding this at the moment.)

I have no option to actually have sex and barely any sexual encounters or dating right now.

I have a hypersexual sex drive and I care about sex a lot it means so much to me to me and is on my mind often.

I struggle with chronic excessive masturbation that I sometimes cause injury, numbness, or general weakness.

I don’t feel sexually satisfied in any way and there’s probably no current partner to explore sexual themes at the moment.

I also seriously struggle with nurturing my masculine energies.

I think the chakra that is struggling the most right now for me is my sacral, which is hindering my spiritual growth.

I’m going to the gym consistently now, building muscle and losing weight which is helping.

But on a side note, the reason I’ve been overmasturbating to the point of numbness, is I’m subconsciously afraid of having a high and healthy sex drive that can’t be satisfied with partners at the moment so I try numb it, if that makes sense.

I’m looking for more physical/behavioral/nutritional suggestions at the moment until I feel comfortable enough to do workings for these issues.

 

[Henu the Great]

A good self-hypnosis with a corrective affirmation goes a long way. And cleaning your sacral chakra with a mantra such as a Vishuddi routinely. These are not workings so should fit in your request.

 

[Aquarius]

Other than what Henu said, which is awesome, is to rid yourself of porn. I had to stop watching it for more than a year to actually become more healthy sexually. It's a process and you must accept that it will take time. Your mind is drugged from porn's stimulation, and you don't know what's it like to masturbate without needing to resort to degenerate porn stimulation. You need to learn to feel good about stroking yourself and feeling well within your body. You can initiate this from your mind (feel good sensations down there and then try to feel them when touching yourself). I also think that your sex drive is influenced by porn addiction, which is basically an artificial dopamine drive.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Other than what Henu said, which is awesome, is to rid yourself of porn. I had to stop watching it for more than a year to actually become more healthy sexually. It's a process and you must accept that it will take time. Your mind is drugged from porn's stimulation, and you don't know what's it like to masturbate without needing to resort to degenerate porn stimulation. You need to learn to feel good about stroking yourself and feeling well within your body. You can initiate this from your mind (feel good sensations down there and then try to feel them when touching yourself). I also think that your sex drive is influenced by porn addiction, which is basically an artificial dopamine drive.

Agreed, but I’m not sure I can fully quit porn. I’ve tried for years and was never really able to ease off it unless I had a gf or active love interest.

This is really one of the hardest things I tried to do, ever. I still remember when I was quitting and doing workings for this I would get multiple nightmares a night of all the degenerate porn haunting me while being aroused at the same time. Wet nightmares lol.

It is hard to describe, and most people won’t understand this addiction unless they suffered from it themselves.

Weird thing is I believe quitting something like heroin can be easier than porn, because studies show it can be as addictive but porn supply is literally infinite and free. As a sexually curious kid I even got hooked to porn as early as fifth grade.

I tried almost everything, porn blockers, workings, getting busy, exercise, nofap, masturbating without porn, etc.

I feel imprisoned to this, and was never able to be free no matter how much I wanted to.

I’m 100% sure most of my sexual problems would go away if I permanently let go of porn, but it feels like there’s no other option.

I’ve also numbed and desensitized myself to the point where masturbation hurts so I don’t feel any pleasure from it anymore, so I wasn’t able to masturbate to imagination or anything like I used to when I tried this before.

I barely feel any sexual pleasures anymore honestly.

I just wish I can take a break from this altogether, I try and I say I won’t masturbate or watch porn for 7 days to heal or whatever but I fail on day 1 or 2.

So I just let it in the background nowadays and try not to think about it too much.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Agreed, but I’m not sure I can fully quit porn. I’ve tried for years and was never really able to ease off it unless I had a gf or active love interest.

This is really one of the hardest things I tried to do, ever. I still remember when I was quitting and doing workings for this I would get multiple nightmares a night of all the degenerate porn haunting me while being aroused at the same time. Wet nightmares lol.

It is hard to describe, and most people won’t understand this addiction unless they suffered from it themselves.

Weird thing is I believe quitting something like heroin can be easier than porn, because studies show it can be as addictive but porn supply is literally infinite and free. As a sexually curious kid I even got hooked to porn as early as fifth grade.

I tried almost everything, porn blockers, workings, getting busy, exercise, nofap, masturbating without porn, etc.

I feel imprisoned to this, and was never able to be free no matter how much I wanted to.

I’m 100% sure most of my sexual problems would go away if I permanently let go of porn, but it feels like there’s no other option.

I’ve also numbed and desensitized myself to the point where masturbation hurts so I don’t feel any pleasure from it anymore, so I wasn’t able to masturbate to imagination or anything like I used to when I tried this before.

I barely feel any sexual pleasures anymore honestly.

I just wish I can take a break from this altogether, I try and I say I won’t masturbate or watch porn for 7 days to heal or whatever but I fail on day 1 or 2.

So I just let it in the background nowadays and try not to think about it too much.

Try to think more deeply about what you are trying to recreate with porn. It could be a specific fetish or maybe you are after intimacy with a type of person, and so on. Instead of blocking it, you have to replace it. These distraction-based methods are only partial solutions, although helpful in their own way, especially for the dopamine side of this.

I know you had talked before about the limitations of being in a muslim country. This might sound weird, but have you considered (if able to find this), physical toys like a fleshlight or doll? They are not replacements for a girlfriend, but they can provide a more physical experience that helps your brain detach from the mental stimuli of porn.

Further, have you thought about finding some sort of online partner? Not just for dating, but like roleplay or sex talk? Again, not the same, but I think a combination of these two things could create something more fulfilling than a porn video, plus help your physical and relationship skills.

If the above is not possible, then think of the next best thing. For example, maybe you are attracted to the "scene" that the porn video shows you. Once you get the idea, then you can masturbate to it without your phone, so at least you are partially detached. Alternatively, just look at pictures instead of videos. All of this helps to break some part of this.

In my opinion, porn gives some of the highest mental dopamine rushes, but real sex or intimacy gives the most fulfilling orgasms. Porn "promises" your brain something more exciting and with zero effort, but it cannot actually recreate your fantasy. The latter takes more effort, but makes you happier in the end.

Lastly, if you are aroused, you could ask yourself to masturbate first, then watch the porn. Even if you still watch it after, you will probably turn it off much sooner, plus you avoid any sort of searching for the best video situation.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Try to think more deeply about what you are trying to recreate with porn. It could be a specific fetish or maybe you are after intimacy with a type of person, and so on. Instead of blocking it, you have to replace it. These distraction-based methods are only partial solutions, although helpful in their own way, especially for the dopamine side of this.

I know you had talked before about the limitations of being in a muslim country. This might sound weird, but have you considered (if able to find this), physical toys like a fleshlight or doll? They are not replacements for a girlfriend, but they can provide a more physical experience that helps your brain detach from the mental stimuli of porn.

Further, have you thought about finding some sort of online partner? Not just for dating, but like roleplay or sex talk? Again, not the same, but I think a combination of these two things could create something more fulfilling than a porn video, plus help your physical and relationship skills.

If the above is not possible, then think of the next best thing. For example, maybe you are attracted to the "scene" that the porn video shows you. Once you get the idea, then you can masturbate to it without your phone, so at least you are partially detached. Alternatively, just look at pictures instead of videos. All of this helps to break some part of this.

In my opinion, porn gives some of the highest mental dopamine rushes, but real sex or intimacy gives the most fulfilling orgasms. Porn "promises" your brain something more exciting and with zero effort, but it cannot actually recreate your fantasy. The latter takes more effort, but makes you happier in the end.

Lastly, if you are aroused, you could ask yourself to masturbate first, then watch the porn. Even if you still watch it after, you will probably turn it off much sooner, plus you avoid any sort of searching for the best video situation.

Sex toys are impossible to get here, also illegal to buy.

But a couple days ago I’ve been trying the online partner approach, trying some dating apps, etc. but nothing concrete, still.

 

[Char Aznable]

If you think about sex every day instead of how to improve yourself, that's really sad. Humans are not animals that just mate every day. You should think about making yourself better instead of thinking about sex every day. Masturbation hurts your kidneys. You should use the time you spend masturbating to exercise.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

But on a side note, the reason I’ve been overmasturbating to the point of numbness, is I’m subconsciously afraid of having a high and healthy sex drive that can’t be satisfied with partners at the moment so I try numb it, if that makes sense.

If you don't mind sharing, what do you think would happen if you let your sexual energy build and release in a more natural fashion? Do you think it would lead to more porn use or other self-destructive behaviors?

 

[MercuryWisdom]

If you don't mind sharing, what do you think would happen if you let your sexual energy build and release in a more natural fashion? Do you think it would lead to more porn use or other self-destructive behaviors?

What I really subconsciously fear is being more horny all the time, especially getting boners at random times or whatever.

I feel it won’t be ideal without having an actual healthy sexual expression with someone meaningful.
Keyword is someone meaningful, I want to be myself sexually, with someone I care about.

Right now I feel numb and sexually weak. But I would fear being healthy then doing what? Where should this sexual vigor go? No where. So I would get back to porn eventually due to lack of better options, it seems.

I hate porn, I don’t enjoy it, I don’t enjoy masturbation, but it’s good for telling my body to shut the fuck up somehow.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

What I really subconsciously fear is being more horny all the time, especially getting boners at random times or whatever.

I feel it won’t be ideal without having an actual healthy sexual expression with someone meaningful.
Keyword is someone meaningful, I want to be myself sexually, with someone I care about.

Right now I feel numb and sexually weak. But I would fear being healthy then doing what? Where should this sexual vigor go? No where. So I would get back to porn eventually due to lack of better options, it seems.

I hate porn, I don’t enjoy it, I don’t enjoy masturbation, but it’s good for telling my body to shut the fuck up somehow.

Over-masturbation could prevent you from finding a partner if it causes a loss of vitality or simply a lack of drive to approach a girl, or attract her. It is also likely continuing your feelings of weakness, which if that leads to more unhappiness, can create a loop of self-destruction regarding your sexual energies.

Even if the sexual vigor is likely to be expressed through porn, at least you have something to decide with and eventually transmute elsewhere. It seems to me like you are taking out your frustrations on yourself, rather than the porn.

If you want a way to reduce any inappropriate arousal you can imagine the energies being gently drawn from the genitals or groin back into the body/soul. None of this should be done in a harmful or unhealthy way, nor destroyed or blocked, but just pulled back so it can express itself later that day and under ideal conditions.

With this newfound energy, why not project it towards a compatible partner on the astral? You can create a figure of them in your mind, as they exist somewhere in your country, through which you can express your sexual desires towards, or just imagine more broadly that the energies are creating these ideal conditions that you seek.

Yin and Yang are supposed to connect for creation to occur, but if you are intentionally destroying the yang energies, rather than guiding them, then it could be hindering connection to a more ideal source of yin.

Perhaps you are assuming this would never take place, so that makes you try to destroy anything that reminds you of that assumption, but you aren't more likely to find a partner this way, in my opinion.

This page could interest you: https://joswiki.org/index.php/Omni:How_Satanism_looks_at_straight,_gay,_bi-sexual,_group_sex?#Sexual_and_Spiritual_Evolution_/_Porn_Industry

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Over-masturbation could prevent you from finding a partner if it causes a loss of vitality or simply a lack of drive to approach a girl, or attract her. It is also likely continuing your feelings of weakness, which if that leads to more unhappiness, can create a loop of self-destruction regarding your sexual energies.

Even if the sexual vigor is likely to be expressed through porn, at least you have something to decide with and eventually transmute elsewhere. It seems to me like you are taking out your frustrations on yourself, rather than the porn.

If you want a way to reduce any inappropriate arousal you can imagine the energies being gently drawn from the genitals or groin back into the body/soul. None of this should be done in a harmful or unhealthy way, nor destroyed or blocked, but just pulled back so it can express itself later that day and under ideal conditions.

With this newfound energy, why not project it towards a compatible partner on the astral? You can create a figure of them in your mind, as they exist somewhere in your country, through which you can express your sexual desires towards, or just imagine more broadly that the energies are creating these ideal conditions that you seek.

Yin and Yang are supposed to connect for creation to occur, but if you are intentionally destroying the yang energies, rather than guiding them, then it could be hindering connection to a more ideal source of yin.

Perhaps you are assuming this would never take place, so that makes you try to destroy anything that reminds you of that assumption, but you aren't more likely to find a partner this way, in my opinion.

This page could interest you: https://joswiki.org/index.php/Omni:How_Satanism_looks_at_straight,_gay,_bi-sexual,_group_sex?#Sexual_and_Spiritual_Evolution_/_Porn_Industry

You’re right, I’m struggling with this.

I’ll try to work on this more, and refine my sexual energy instead of just wasting it.

Stuff like the gym help me increase and nurture this, so I would take care of this too.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I just wish I can take a break from this altogether, I try and I say I won’t masturbate or watch porn for 7 days to heal or whatever but I fail on day 1 or 2.

So I just let it in the background nowadays and try not to think about it too much.

Also, I forget about this! One of the biggest points of getting over addictions or other shameful habits is to not beat yourself up over relapses. Instead of setting the bar super high and thinking you totally failed, instead give yourself a bit of praise for going even 1 or 2 days, which still helps you.

It is not such a black and white situation of either "free or trapped" or "successful or failure", but rather a slower process of working out all the contributing factors in your life. Sometimes even a relapse can provide the necessary lessons of what you were doing wrong beforehand, or force a person to reflect again, etc.

 

[AFODO]

I got off porn 99% successfully with one freeing working. I tried to got off so much before it and it never worked. I was trying for a year, when I decided to do a freeing working.

What I noticed is that the main reason I watched it, and got horny so much is that I was bored too much.
Now I still very rarely watch some spicy stuff but once in a few months and why? Because I'm bored and "have nothing to do".

Although this is just me, but maybe finding some hobby or spending your free time better, will help if you also have this pattern.

Everyone gave you excellent tips.

 

[HailSatan777]

I would recommend this book; the multi-orgasmic man
This book will help with cultivating your sexual energy in a healthy way
Check it out

 

[ANPUMESSES999]

Honestly, i do personally always had some issues related to Self-Pleasure, more specifically Edging,which is my only one negative addiction, and since i wanted to Ensure, almost Enforce,a Rewiring of my Mind And Soul in regards to this Obsessive Behaviour, i have decided to do something Quite crazy, which i probably wouldn't advise others to do,but that it just felt like it was the RIGHT TIME for ME to do it,and that I KNEW That it would WORK for ME, in order to ensure that i would Shut Down this Lonely addiction...Once and For all...


...and therefore,5 days ago,i have made an Official OATH to the GODS, in regards to Self-Pleasure ☥


which means that this is also my Third Sacred OATH, after the first One ever dedicated to ANPU, in regards to BEARING Forever, his DIVINE Name in a Honorable Manner, and the Second one dedicated to SATAN And the JOS, also known as THE DEDICATION ☥


A Seemingly drastic measure, since, That means i am Subjected to Semen Retention, FOREVER!
(with just one possible rare exception mentioned later in the post)

Breaking the OATH would be quite nefarious, especially in regards to loss of honour and integrity... it wouldn't be as Disastrous as breaking the other two OATHS, Spiritually Speaking but it would still definitely be very negative, and therefore, i would NEVER allow Myself to break said OATH <


i am meant to be an OATH KEEPER Rather than an OATH-BREAKER , of course ☥


the only exception i have set, is if i Strictly need to engage in Self-pleasure for some kind of Ritual or Meditative purpose, as long as it's Truly justified, such as for True Advancement in regards to Spirituality, ...some kind of Advancement that cannot be achieved in any other Way <


in such a case, i don't have to worry about the OATH, indeed,since engaging in the Exception wouldn't equate to Breaking said Sacred Promise i have made <

also, the OATH Doesn't cover Aspects such as simply having Fantasies or talking about Sex, since said OATH hasn't been based on purely moral reasons, of course <

i am not like those Anti-Life abrahimists that wants to suppress anything related to Sexuality and considers Fantasies as some kind of Thoughtcrime, and that would be willing, for example to even destroy Statues and Artworks dedicated to The Holy God MIN / AMSU , just because they showcase a certain Lovely Part of the Body,in it's erect state...a part of the Body Essential for Reproduction, and for engaging in certain kinds of "Love", of course

the point of this Third OATH, Is to Fully ensure i can fix my only negative addiction once and for all, and also, show that i'm willing to make further Sacrifices, and also, to Strenghten even further the other two Sacred Promises, since it brings me even closer to the Gods,creating a stronger bond,a closer Association and therefore , Increasing Security and Integrity of Said Sacred Pacts, which Needs to be DEFENDED at all Costs ☥


so, to conclude: I KNOW that said Plan WORKS for ME...but... would that work for others?

i simply cannot know for sure, therefore, i repeat it again, i wouldn't advise anybody to do what I DO <

the only advice i can give is: Follow your Heart ☥

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Honestly, i do personally always had some issues related to Self-Pleasure, more specifically Edging,which is my only one negative addiction, and since i wanted to Ensure, almost Enforce,a Rewiring of my Mind And Soul in regards to this Obsessive Behaviour, i have decided to do something Quite crazy, which i probably wouldn't advise others to do,but that it just felt like it was the RIGHT TIME for ME to do it,and that I KNEW That it would WORK for ME, in order to ensure that i would Shut Down this Lonely addiction...Once and For all...


...and therefore,5 days ago,i have made an Official OATH to the GODS, in regards to Self-Pleasure ☥


which means that this is also my Third Sacred OATH, after the first One ever dedicated to ANPU, in regards to BEARING Forever, his DIVINE Name in a Honorable Manner, and the Second one dedicated to SATAN And the JOS, also known as THE DEDICATION ☥


A Seemingly drastic measure, since, That means i am Subjected to Semen Retention, FOREVER!
(with just one possible rare exception mentioned later in the post)

Breaking the OATH would be quite nefarious, especially in regards to loss of honour and integrity... it wouldn't be as Disastrous as breaking the other two OATHS, Spiritually Speaking but it would still definitely be very negative, and therefore, i would NEVER allow Myself to break said OATH <


i am meant to be an OATH KEEPER Rather than an OATH-BREAKER , of course ☥


the only exception i have set, is if i Strictly need to engage in Self-pleasure for some kind of Ritual or Meditative purpose, as long as it's Truly justified, such as for True Advancement in regards to Spirituality, ...some kind of Advancement that cannot be achieved in any other Way <


in such a case, i don't have to worry about the OATH, indeed,since engaging in the Exception wouldn't equate to Breaking said Sacred Promise i have made <

also, the OATH Doesn't cover Aspects such as simply having Fantasies or talking about Sex, since said OATH hasn't been based on purely moral reasons, of course <

i am not like those Anti-Life abrahimists that wants to suppress anything related to Sexuality and considers Fantasies as some kind of Thoughtcrime, and that would be willing, for example to even destroy Statues and Artworks dedicated to The Holy God MIN / AMSU , just because they showcase a certain Lovely Part of the Body,in it's erect state...a part of the Body Essential for Reproduction, and for engaging in certain kinds of "Love", of course

the point of this Third OATH, Is to Fully ensure i can fix my only negative addiction once and for all, and also, show that i'm willing to make further Sacrifices, and also, to Strenghten even further the other two Sacred Promises, since it brings me even closer to the Gods,creating a stronger bond,a closer Association and therefore , Increasing Security and Integrity of Said Sacred Pacts, which Needs to be DEFENDED at all Costs ☥


so, to conclude: I KNOW that said Plan WORKS for ME...but... would that work for others?

i simply cannot know for sure, therefore, i repeat it again, i wouldn't advise anybody to do what I DO <

the only advice i can give is: Follow your Heart ☥

No need for this. Please read the following post and article:

Blitzkreig [JG]

ancient-forums.com

Omni:How Satanism looks at straight, gay, bi-sexual, group sex? - JoS Wiki

joswiki.org

 

[Henu the Great]

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Semen retention forever? Man, that's just retarded, sorry to be so blunt. Sexual energy is meant to be used in various manners, including simply for pleasure. If you feel you have some sort of challenges about this subject, try to find a solution that does not limit your potential while also removing things that limit your potential. A sort of middle-ground approach, if you will.

 

[Aquarius]

Consider doing both freeing the soul workings and specific sacral chakra cleaning until this problem starts to get better.

 

[ANPUMESSES999]

and therefore,5 days ago,i have made an Official OATH to the GODS, in regards to Self-Pleasure ☥

Semen retention forever? Man, that's just retarded, sorry to be so blunt

Honestly, i Personally don't need to engage in those Physical acts, and i'm Sure avoidance of those won't reduce the Potential of my Soul, but rather, actually will Increase the Potential of Said Soul <

let's not forget about those points...
///
N1: Would i Enjoy and allow myself to "have Fun" with another individual? potentially, Yes!

N2: Would i be willing to engage in Self-pleasure if strictly needed for some Ritual purpose? Yes!
(mentioned as the self-pleasure Exception in the OATH)

N3: Would i be willing to talk about Sex or engaging in Fantasization? yes,it's absolutely fine !

N4: Do i expose my Precious Body Parts to the Divine Sunlight of RA, whenever possible? Yes!
(i still did not mention it, but yes, i do have said Privilege, and it's definitely Great for Sexual Health...)
///

considering the points made, that is already a good middle ground,for myself, since my Sexuality is not being Suppressed, Mentally, Spiritually, and Physically, and i get the opportunity of Very Easily fixing COMPLETELY ,Once and for all, the issue i do have in regards to Sexuality,an issue which otherwise i could Solely manage to partially Contain( i don't engage in that every single day)

and all the Sexual Energy within me , can indeed be Directed and Manipulated in Other ways, through my Mind, for other Useful Purposes, rather than just merely receiving some pleasure...

and even then, i still do Obviously get Pleasure out of the Natural Horniness, the Spontaneous Erections... that alone, already gives enough "feel good" sensations,on it's own...no need to go beyond that, which would make it very difficult for me to rewire the Brain and Soul Exactly The Way i Want To...

Making A promise to the GODS, gave me the Final Push i needed in order to Finally Achieve Exactly What I Personally Wanted, Since a Long Time ☥

am i advising others to do to the Exact same thing? Nope, i am Sure it WORKS for Myself, but i cannot be Sure that it might work for Everybody or that Everybody needs to subject themselves to said Plan, in the first place <

It's a Very Personal Decision, which i also kind of wanted to make known to Others anyway... i still do Absolutely Respect Anybody that might disagree with what i'm doing... it's fine, i can understand your Perspectives ☥

All in All, i Feel Quite Optimistic and I can See the Positive Ramifications In the Long term, related to said OATH ☥

...and that's All i Could Say ☥

 

[VanceViktori888]

I’m proud of myself, I quit porn cold Turkey In 2018 after having been a chronic viewer and masturbater, and I did so quit porn without any magic. Just my knowledge of its toxicity and my own willpower.

 

[Henu the Great]

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Very well. Sounds like a reasonable reasoning.

 

[ANPUMESSES999]

Very well. Sounds like a reasonable reasoning.

Making A promise to the GODS, gave me the Final Push i needed in order to Finally Achieve Exactly What I Personally Wanted, Since a Long Time ☥

it was simply a Unique Window of Opportunity that i could not Waste...i can already feel how deeply the OATH affected me,right after having done it, and that also definitely Showcases the Power of the Gods, of course ☥

would i have ever been able to solve this Completely, forever, without their Help?

...Maybe, but it would very likely have taken some additional years, on the other hand, now i can literally quit Cold turkey and Consider myself as already "Clean" ☥

obviously, some enemy programming from the previous years might still be lingering inside the mind, waiting for a moment of weakness, but as long as the Gods are with me, there Is No Weakness, on Said Specific Topic☥

also, previous damage to brain caused by Obsessive behaviour and some Porn usage here and there, will obviously require quite some time to be fully 100% Repaired, and same story in regards to removing any remaining nefarious programming, but at least i know it's Finally going to happen, and that's what truly Matters!

 

[Mommotti]

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Brother,
from direct experience I can tell you that there is no single method that can solve this problem, but that you have to use more than one to achieve the desired result.
You have already been given numerous advices all of which are valid; I propose what I personally do.

- Develop discipline and willpower.
- regularly cleanse the aura.
- find things to do so as to avoid boredom.
- avoid the use of computers and smartphones without a specific purpose.
- Apply filters to browsing. I put a mini firewall in my home network with pfSense and pfBlockerNG configured to, in addition to increasing the privacy of my whole family, prevent surfing porn sites. I assure you that although I have passwords, I have yet to get the urge to disable it.
- Offer the energy generated by orgasm to the Gods. Either channel the energy for some magical work or disperse it unnecessarily, thus becoming a source of food for larvae and beings stationed in the lower astral zone (who will then want more). I recommend that you offer that energy to your Guardian Demon, a God or Goddess of your choice. I recommend that you do this in the morning and then think no more about it.
- Eject from your sphere of consciousness the first sexual thought that surfaces in your mind. To make a long story short, few thoughts are really ours; a good part of them are implanted in us. In this case you can tell because, while you are busy doing something, an image, situation or thought related to sex appears in your mind. And it is absolutely out of context. That's it, you have to take action before more of them add up and prevent the wave from turning into a tsunami. How to do that? One has to imagine that one is contained in a sphere: this is one's sphere of consciousness that contains the mind, all its thoughts, emotions, senses etc. Look for and locate the thought that you want to expel, observe it without any judgment (you will probably also perceive its color and other details), pick it up with your little mental hand and extend your arm beyond the sphere. The gesture must be done with absolute conviction and will. Now you can choose what to do with this thought that no longer belongs to you: you can drop it into the abyss, throw it on the sun, etc You choose. Having done this, do some void meditation or, if that is not possible, don't think about it anymore. I also use this method successfully to get rid of those little pains that may arise, perhaps caused by migraines that can persist for several hours if you don't take painkillers.

Good luck.

 

[Voice of Enki [JG]]

Hello brothers and sisters.

I wanted to ask for a complete routine or regiment to heal sexually. (Not looking to do workings or spells regarding this at the moment.)

I have no option to actually have sex and barely any sexual encounters or dating right now.

I have a hypersexual sex drive and I care about sex a lot it means so much to me to me and is on my mind often.

I struggle with chronic excessive masturbation that I sometimes cause injury, numbness, or general weakness.

I don’t feel sexually satisfied in any way and there’s probably no current partner to explore sexual themes at the moment.

I also seriously struggle with nurturing my masculine energies.

I think the chakra that is struggling the most right now for me is my sacral, which is hindering my spiritual growth.

I’m going to the gym consistently now, building muscle and losing weight which is helping.

But on a side note, the reason I’ve been overmasturbating to the point of numbness, is I’m subconsciously afraid of having a high and healthy sex drive that can’t be satisfied with partners at the moment so I try numb it, if that makes sense.

To me, it sounds like a problem that you haven't acknowledged, is how you seem not to accept this part of yourself, even hate this part of yourself and you feel guilty over it, which causes you to develop harmful habits as a form of punishment for these things you hate about yourself.

Masturbation, even often or very much, is actually not much of a real problem. It becomes a problem when it leads to self destructive behaviours or tendencies.
Masturbation, even multiple times a day, every day, while excessive and definitely too much for most men, still doesn't need to be a problem.

Ask yourself, does it matter if I masturbate a lot? Does it matter if I need to pleasure myself in order to relieve my drive and sexual urges?

It doesn't matter at all. And contrary to what most would advice you, porn by itself is not necessarily something that must be cut out of your life at all.
You can be fine even if you watch porn. There is countless different porn available online, there are plenty of normal things as well, things that aren't jewish or jewed, just sexual people expressing their sexuality because they want to. There's nothing intrinsically wrong with that, or with using that to relieve sexual urges and managing your drive.

A bigger problem is if you do this, but you blame yourself on this and hate yourself on this, causing you to do this compulsively and without pleasure because you don't allow yourself to be pleased. This is what is keeping your drives built up and preventing any form of relieve. You aren't allowing yourself to relieve your drives, you are compulsively trying to dull them, and you masturbate not as a means of pleasure and release, but as a means of punishment and control to your body and mind that is always horny.


There are few men who have as much of a drive as myself. I understand what it is like to feel insatiable, even perpetually aroused. Trying to numb or suppress your drive is not the answer in such a case, as this doesn't help at all, it only makes things worse. Feeling guilty over this doesn't do anything either. In fact, you should take that with a sense of pride instead, as it shows a strong virility and sexuality, which over all is a good thing.

Rather, you need to allow your sexual energy to be liberated. Allow it to be free, and allow yourself to orgasm with great pleasure and release. Allow yourself to enjoy this.
You said you feel like your sacral chakra is stuck. Think about what the Sacral chakra represents. Part of what it represents and rules, is the sexuality and sexual nature, energy of your being. If you don't accept your sexual nature, and actively work to destroy it, or numb it/constrain it, because you hate your drives, what do you think this does to your sacral chakra?

When you start liberating your sexual energy, and letting it be free, allowing yourself to fall into realms of pleasure and sexual relieve, do not care what you are watching or what you use to stimulate yourself. There are very few things that absolutely must not be crossed. Basically, bar anything illegal or inherently nonsexual and harmful (Depicting injury and such), there is in fact little harm to anything else.

After you have learned to release yourself and accept your drives, and allow yourself to feel pleasure, you can then start gaining control over them, you can learn to manage these better and derive pleasure/stimulation from calmer/softer things by doing so.

One good orgasm counts for a hundred empty orgasms.

First you use the visual and auditory stimulation that you need, then you close your eyes and focus on yourself, use your mind, keep the energy within yourself and don't let it fly into the void, and don't let yourself be dragged into the thing you watch, separate what you watch from the orgasm you have at the moment of it, then no ties are made between yourself and with what you used as stimulation.

Eventually this will lead to you being able to mostly derive the pleasure you need for managing your drives with your mind, but even if that doesn't happen, it is not something you need to punish yourself for.

Not all people are the same. Some people require a different approach to these issues. One thing may work for one person, but does not work for another. In case of sexuality and sexual needs, there are great differences between people, thus vastly different needs must be met with vastly different solutions.


Besides that, you are right that true satisfaction will only be had when you have a partner to satisfy both yourself and her. Your situation in that regard is more complicated than most.
For this, you have to be realistic and adapt to the situation you find yourself in. There are ways for you to get a partner, but they might not be what you would want ideally, however, if you completely close yourself off to the possibility, then nothing will ever come or happen.

Where you live, there are mostly negatives to all this, but you need to look carefully and find that you have options and possibilities you can use to your advantage.
The place you live has a trash system, but others make things work even in that system. There are men who are having sex or having partners.

An SS can gain advantages over others and use the system he finds himself in to his advantage in order to get ahead, because you have access to blessings and to abilities that others can only dream of.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Honestly, i Personally don't need to engage in those Physical acts, and i'm Sure avoidance of those won't reduce the Potential of my Soul, but rather, actually will Increase the Potential of Said Soul <

let's not forget about those points...
///
N1: Would i Enjoy and allow myself to "have Fun" with another individual? potentially, Yes!

N2: Would i be willing to engage in Self-pleasure if strictly needed for some Ritual purpose? Yes!
(mentioned as the self-pleasure Exception in the OATH)

N3: Would i be willing to talk about Sex or engaging in Fantasization? yes,it's absolutely fine !

N4: Do i expose my Precious Body Parts to the Divine Sunlight of RA, whenever possible? Yes!
(i still did not mention it, but yes, i do have said Privilege, and it's definitely Great for Sexual Health...)
///

considering the points made, that is already a good middle ground,for myself, since my Sexuality is not being Suppressed, Mentally, Spiritually, and Physically, and i get the opportunity of Very Easily fixing COMPLETELY ,Once and for all, the issue i do have in regards to Sexuality,an issue which otherwise i could Solely manage to partially Contain( i don't engage in that every single day)

and all the Sexual Energy within me , can indeed be Directed and Manipulated in Other ways, through my Mind, for other Useful Purposes, rather than just merely receiving some pleasure...

and even then, i still do Obviously get Pleasure out of the Natural Horniness, the Spontaneous Erections... that alone, already gives enough "feel good" sensations,on it's own...no need to go beyond that, which would make it very difficult for me to rewire the Brain and Soul Exactly The Way i Want To...

Making A promise to the GODS, gave me the Final Push i needed in order to Finally Achieve Exactly What I Personally Wanted, Since a Long Time ☥

am i advising others to do to the Exact same thing? Nope, i am Sure it WORKS for Myself, but i cannot be Sure that it might work for Everybody or that Everybody needs to subject themselves to said Plan, in the first place <

It's a Very Personal Decision, which i also kind of wanted to make known to Others anyway... i still do Absolutely Respect Anybody that might disagree with what i'm doing... it's fine, i can understand your Perspectives ☥

All in All, i Feel Quite Optimistic and I can See the Positive Ramifications In the Long term, related to said OATH ☥

...and that's All i Could Say ☥

It is not pointless pleasure. When the yang energy of your sexual arousal is connected to the yin material of a woman or your hand, the resulting orgasm is like a Plutonic (yin+yang) creation. This stimulates the Kundalini and spins the chakras. Yes, some sexual yin and yang energy is spent while doing this, but we also spend energy for all sorts of pursuits. Like with those, advanced solar or martian energies can offset any expenditures. For me, my past martian work was accompanied by a direct increase in sexual activity, without feeling fatigued or other downsides.

You are free to do as you wish, but just be careful from jumping from one extreme to the other here regarding sexuality. Similarly, be careful about making some intense oath that may not be good for you. I hate to sound like I am forcing you, but the topic of celibacy or restriction of orgasm has been elaborated on by the Clergy in a clear manner.

Just keep in mind the potential downsides of this, also remembering that we are supposed to be growing and gaining on this path, not losing major elements of pleasure. In my opinion, you only needed some more control, but not excessive or a total restriction of orgasm.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

To me, it sounds like a problem that you haven't acknowledged, is how you seem not to accept this part of yourself, even hate this part of yourself and you feel guilty over it, which causes you to develop harmful habits as a form of punishment for these things you hate about yourself.

Masturbation, even often or very much, is actually not much of a real problem. It becomes a problem when it leads to self destructive behaviours or tendencies.
Masturbation, even multiple times a day, every day, while excessive and definitely too much for most men, still doesn't need to be a problem.

Ask yourself, does it matter if I masturbate a lot? Does it matter if I need to pleasure myself in order to relieve my drive and sexual urges?

It doesn't matter at all. And contrary to what most would advice you, porn by itself is not necessarily something that must be cut out of your life at all.
You can be fine even if you watch porn. There is countless different porn available online, there are plenty of normal things as well, things that aren't jewish or jewed, just sexual people expressing their sexuality because they want to. There's nothing intrinsically wrong with that, or with using that to relieve sexual urges and managing your drive.

A bigger problem is if you do this, but you blame yourself on this and hate yourself on this, causing you to do this compulsively and without pleasure because you don't allow yourself to be pleased. This is what is keeping your drives built up and preventing any form of relieve. You aren't allowing yourself to relieve your drives, you are compulsively trying to dull them, and you masturbate not as a means of pleasure and release, but as a means of punishment and control to your body and mind that is always horny.


There are few men who have as much of a drive as myself. I understand what it is like to feel insatiable, even perpetually aroused. Trying to numb or suppress your drive is not the answer in such a case, as this doesn't help at all, it only makes things worse. Feeling guilty over this doesn't do anything either. In fact, you should take that with a sense of pride instead, as it shows a strong virility and sexuality, which over all is a good thing.

Rather, you need to allow your sexual energy to be liberated. Allow it to be free, and allow yourself to orgasm with great pleasure and release. Allow yourself to enjoy this.
You said you feel like your sacral chakra is stuck. Think about what the Sacral chakra represents. Part of what it represents and rules, is the sexuality and sexual nature, energy of your being. If you don't accept your sexual nature, and actively work to destroy it, or numb it/constrain it, because you hate your drives, what do you think this does to your sacral chakra?

When you start liberating your sexual energy, and letting it be free, allowing yourself to fall into realms of pleasure and sexual relieve, do not care what you are watching or what you use to stimulate yourself. There are very few things that absolutely must not be crossed. Basically, bar anything illegal or inherently nonsexual and harmful (Depicting injury and such), there is in fact little harm to anything else.

After you have learned to release yourself and accept your drives, and allow yourself to feel pleasure, you can then start gaining control over them, you can learn to manage these better and derive pleasure/stimulation from calmer/softer things by doing so.

One good orgasm counts for a hundred empty orgasms.

First you use the visual and auditory stimulation that you need, then you close your eyes and focus on yourself, use your mind, keep the energy within yourself and don't let it fly into the void, and don't let yourself be dragged into the thing you watch, separate what you watch from the orgasm you have at the moment of it, then no ties are made between yourself and with what you used as stimulation.

Eventually this will lead to you being able to mostly derive the pleasure you need for managing your drives with your mind, but even if that doesn't happen, it is not something you need to punish yourself for.

Not all people are the same. Some people require a different approach to these issues. One thing may work for one person, but does not work for another. In case of sexuality and sexual needs, there are great differences between people, thus vastly different needs must be met with vastly different solutions.


Besides that, you are right that true satisfaction will only be had when you have a partner to satisfy both yourself and her. Your situation in that regard is more complicated than most.
For this, you have to be realistic and adapt to the situation you find yourself in. There are ways for you to get a partner, but they might not be what you would want ideally, however, if you completely close yourself off to the possibility, then nothing will ever come or happen.

Where you live, there are mostly negatives to all this, but you need to look carefully and find that you have options and possibilities you can use to your advantage.
The place you live has a trash system, but others make things work even in that system. There are men who are having sex or having partners.

An SS can gain advantages over others and use the system he finds himself in to his advantage in order to get ahead, because you have access to blessings and to abilities that others can only dream of.

Thank you for sharing this wisdom, JG VoE, you’re right in every word.

I’ve been inspired to approach this differently than I used to.

 

[Rocca]

do not care what you are watching there is in fact little harm to anything else.

what you said is valuable and self acceptance can make things much easier BUT
Maxine mentioned once that "the eyes are the window of the soul." and it can cause too much effect for good or bad.
however.. every exit is also an entrance!
when you focus something, anything for a few seconds an ethereal rope is extends between you and that thing.
away from occult talking and hidden realms that is laboratory proven (the observer and the observed quantum state)
when it comes to this sort of materials you are gambling! umm not really gambling, more like walking into a forest known with nasty insects. not gonna kill you but it gonna effect you in a very annoying way
because usually those who are working in that field have a horrible self esteem and bad self image even if in rare cases they don't and they love what they do out of passion,
i believe when too many people focus the same thing, an ethereal room is created so you also get a sort of connection with every person looked at whatever you are looking at!
so here's the thing
"(feeling of guilt + feeling of disgust + self hate) boosted by human orgasm! one of the most known powerful forces"
i'm pretty sure that create a swamp of energy you don't wanna get near! unless you DO!! in that case enjoy yourself

 

[MercuryWisdom]

what you said is valuable and self acceptance can make things much easier BUT
Maxine mentioned once that "the eyes are the window of the soul." and it can cause too much effect for good or bad.
however.. every exit is also an entrance!
when you focus something, anything for a few seconds an ethereal rope is extends between you and that thing.
away from occult talking and hidden realms that is laboratory proven (the observer and the observed quantum state)
when it comes to this sort of materials you are gambling! umm not really gambling, more like walking into a forest known with nasty insects. not gonna kill you but it gonna effect you in a very annoying way
because usually those who are working in that field have a horrible self esteem and bad self image even if in rare cases they don't and they love what they do out of passion,
i believe when too many people focus the same thing, an ethereal room is created so you also get a sort of connection with every person looked at whatever you are looking at!
so here's the thing
"(feeling of guilt + feeling of disgust + self hate) boosted by human orgasm! one of the most known powerful forces"
i'm pretty sure that create a swamp of energy you don't wanna get near! unless you DO!! in that case enjoy yourself

I agree with you, but also HPS Maxine said she watched porn before as well, and critiqued similar stuff you’re mentioning. Here:

Porn

What do you guys have to say on porn because I was thinking about becoming a porn star when I get older. Any thoughts?

ancient-forums.com

I agree that it’s not good to dwell in degenerate porn, but I don’t think that’s what VoE is meaning.

I understand what VoE is saying, and I think it’s a much better mindset. Basically what he means is, some people need some visual/auditory stimulation, since it’s not readily available for me atm with having a partner, instead of letting porn use you, you use the pornographic material instead, then detach from it, and instead focus on your own pleasure.

I tried this and it works so well, afterwards I didn’t feel bad, punishment or shame, which also made it better. I actually felt good energy in my sacral and in my spine.

I browsed some pictures and found one I liked, then detached from the actual porn, and started fantasizing about my own scenario and pleasure and it felt so much better.

 

[Voice of Enki [JG]]

what you said is valuable and self acceptance can make things much easier BUT
Maxine mentioned once that "the eyes are the window of the soul." and it can cause too much effect for good or bad.
however.. every exit is also an entrance!
when you focus something, anything for a few seconds an ethereal rope is extends between you and that thing.
away from occult talking and hidden realms that is laboratory proven (the observer and the observed quantum state)
when it comes to this sort of materials you are gambling! umm not really gambling, more like walking into a forest known with nasty insects. not gonna kill you but it gonna effect you in a very annoying way
because usually those who are working in that field have a horrible self esteem and bad self image even if in rare cases they don't and they love what they do out of passion,
i believe when too many people focus the same thing, an ethereal room is created so you also get a sort of connection with every person looked at whatever you are looking at!
so here's the thing
"(feeling of guilt + feeling of disgust + self hate) boosted by human orgasm! one of the most known powerful forces"
i'm pretty sure that create a swamp of energy you don't wanna get near! unless you DO!! in that case enjoy yourself

Your beliefs and your mind rule over these.

If you believe something harmless will destroy you, it will be the end of you. If you don't make a big deal about something because you know it is harmless, nothing will happen.

If you connect orgasm to self loathing, it will destroy you. If you disconnect your orgasm from negative emotions, and just allow yourself to be pleased and enjoy the pure pleasure of it, this is not a problem.

As I said, the problem is the emotion and the fact that people do not allow themselves to feel pleasure, instead hating themselves over arbitrary nonsense because in their mind they believe it is a sin if they masturbate to anything.

I ask again, who cares what you watch?

I don't give a damn if you want to get off on something spicy. Why would I? And why should you care if you want to do that?

It doesn't matter to the Gods either, they are not there to mind police you and punish you like a xian thoughtform because you watched some porn to stimulate your mind.

All this fear and paranoia does to you or others is keep people trapped and afraid of enjoying themselves, thus they never get to liberate their sexual energy and enjoy themselves.

As I said, there are few lines that must not be crossed, everything that doesn't cross those few lines is completely harmless.

Just be reasonable and understand the few things not to do, (Nothing illegal, nothing involving children or underaged people, nothing involving animals, nothing that is inherently non sexual and depicts serious bodily damage or harm) and have fun however else you want, whether it is something spicy you watch, or something spicy you do, or something tame if you like that better.

Remove the guilt, remove the self hate and the disgust towards yourself, and liberate your mind from this punishment mentality, which is a xian/pisslamic thing and liberate your orgasm from negative emotions. After doing this, there is only positive effects.

It is really that simple.

 

[ANPUMESSES999]

You are free to do as you wish, but just be careful from jumping from one extreme to the other here regarding sexuality. Similarly, be careful about making some intense oath that may not be good for you. I hate to sound like I am forcing you, but the topic of celibacy or restriction of orgasm has been elaborated on by the Clergy in a clear manner.

i do appreciate the Warnings and the Fact that You care about the well-being of individuals in general, but needless to say, i have made a Choice, a Quite Personal one, and i Intend to Stick to Said choice, Of course ☥

Such Ideas related to semen Retention were inside my Mind since a long time(many experiments already made in the past about that)...and then i noticed very Clear Signs from the GODS,right after the Last "Waste Of time and Energy" i have experienced, telling me that it was Absolutely the Right Choice for Myself, to cut off said Wasteful behaviours completely, in order to start Bringing myself to the Next LeveL...and that's what i did, by Generating the Third Sacred Pact <

the point is to gradually Maximize Sexual Tension and Urges Naturally by engaging in semen retention,Therefore never Touching the Sacred Serpent, for self-pleasure Purposes...being in this state for prolonged periods of time would be Mentally unsustainable for most Individuals, which would just end up Self pleasuring themselves in order to remove Urges, or out of Boredom... but... i Do Know that i can easily keep Myself in this Situation, if i TRULY WANT TO,and i do Know it is Desirable, in my case, To do So and Therefore, I TRULY WANT IT <

I Do feed myself Mentally and Spiritually on my own Natural Horniness, and infact Spontaneous Erections Always makes me quite Joyful, a Gift from the Gods and Nature,each time, ...Combined with some Lovely fantasies, that's all i need to Feel good, in a Sustainable,Healthy Non-Addicting manner ☥

and i can also Weaponize all of this, by being Horny,and at the same time,almost Perfectly "Laser-focused" on some other non-Sexual related Tasks or Thoughts... redirecting this Powerful Energy for Either Creative, or Destructive Purposes <

it has to be said, my Soul, doesn't seem to be Entirely...Human...so there are some differences,many still unknown,between me, and "Normal" Souls, of course... i'm slowly trying to figure out Said Differences, and all i can tell, is that,in regards to Sexuality,it seems that's how i Work best <

So, again, it's not a matter of Morality or Xian Programming obviously(the last time i went to church was more than 10 years ago,i was 13 or something...i Subconsciously knew that said Xianity was Fake and a Waste of time) ...

i Can Enjoy having an Orgasm, and i Do Absolutely Enjoy Edging, especially without reaching climax , but all in all, it's not optimal for my Energy system(in the case of orgasm) or Integrity of the Mind and powers related to that(because of edging or occasional porn usage,which releases too much adrenaline/dopamine, which is not healthy for mind...acts like a drug) ,aside from the waste of time related to the more addicting behaviours, such as Edging <

to resume: what i crave and need in order to achieve the ideal Balance for myself is a Natural,Steady supply of Sexual Energy, To be Controlled through Self-Discipline and a Laser-Focused Mind,and to be Used for Various purposes, rather than experiencing extreme surges of sexual power, followed by States of mind which are disadvantageous for me( refractory period after orgasm / mind and body remaining under the influence of excessive adrenaline, in case of edging etc...) <

what i do is not about Sexual oppression of course, but rather, it's just about finding a Balanced and Healthy way to Enjoy Sexuality When on my own and Empowering myself, while removing any disadvantages related to the previous practices, which are seemingly Sub-Optimal, or even Addicting/Unhealthy, for Myself <

aside from all of this, as previously mentioned, there's an additional benefit, which is closeness to The GODS and strenghtening of the other Sacred Promises i Have made... i know that the GODS themselves doesn't necessarily care too much about said Relatively Trivial affairs most of the time, but still, i'm sure they sent some signs to me very recently in regards to that, and also,an OATH is an OATH, And i have to respect that, and by Respecting that, then the other Very Important Sacred Oaths Becomes Even Easier to defend, for a variety of Reasons ☥

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

- avoid the use of computers and smartphones without a specific purpose.


Good luck.

I fully agree, this is very important.
The excessive use of technology lead to something that I perceive like a giant egregore (probably mass mind itself) creating anxiety and frenetic online activities, once you link to this "let's see what I can find online" vortex, consciously or even unconsciously.
I personally try to use devices limited to my needs, not easy but possible.

 

[Rocca]

also HPS Maxine said she watched porn before as well, and critiqued similar stuff you’re mentioning. Here:

i know and agree! if that's preventing things like repression and sexual violence like raping and other things then it's totally fine.
in the end of the day we want you to be happy. but obviously you are not!

 

[Rocca]

Your beliefs and your mind rule over these.

If you believe something harmless will destroy you, it will be the end of you. If you don't make a big deal about something because you know it is harmless, nothing will happen.

If you connect orgasm to self loathing, it will destroy you. If you disconnect your orgasm from negative emotions, and just allow yourself to be pleased and enjoy the pure pleasure of it, this is not a problem.

As I said, the problem is the emotion and the fact that people do not allow themselves to feel pleasure, instead hating themselves over arbitrary nonsense because in their mind they believe it is a sin if they masturbate to anything.

I ask again, who cares what you watch?

I don't give a damn if you want to get off on something spicy. Why would I? And why should you care if you want to do that?

It doesn't matter to the Gods either, they are not there to mind police you and punish you like a xian thoughtform because you watched some porn to stimulate your mind.

All this fear and paranoia does to you or others is keep people trapped and afraid of enjoying themselves, thus they never get to liberate their sexual energy and enjoy themselves.

As I said, there are few lines that must not be crossed, everything that doesn't cross those few lines is completely harmless.

Just be reasonable and understand the few things not to do, (Nothing illegal, nothing involving children or underaged people, nothing involving animals, nothing that is inherently non sexual and depicts serious bodily damage or harm) and have fun however else you want, whether it is something spicy you watch, or something spicy you do, or something tame if you like that better.

Remove the guilt, remove the self hate and the disgust towards yourself, and liberate your mind from this punishment mentality, which is a xian/pisslamic thing and liberate your orgasm from negative emotions. After doing this, there is only positive effects.

It is really that simple.

i'm really not against watching porn!
also agree with that believes and mind rules it all.
but self loathing is exactly what the majority percentage of pornography watchers do!
the power of collective conscious doesn't only work with religions! it works with anything that have too much attention. all i meant that it's not the best thing to give it yours. but you know better and what's best for you.

All this fear and paranoia does to you or others is keep people trapped and afraid of enjoying themselves, thus they never get to liberate their sexual energy and enjoy themselves.

you got the wrong idea about me if you think my comment was out of this or out of xian remains!
i was simply pointing to an interesting point.
you said it is really that simple. but like our physical bodies ruled by laws of physics
so there must be laws that rules our other bodies (mental and emotional)!
until reaching a specific point you can't escape that.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

i know and agree! if that's preventing things like repression and sexual violence like raping and other things then it's totally fine.
in the end of the day we want you to be happy. but obviously you are not!

I understand, however since reading VoE’s reply I’m starting to approach this whole situation in a different light and mindset.

It really feels like an epiphany/transformation, and is much more positive.

I don’t feel like being compulsively addicted to porn anymore. Or a need to punish myself, etc.

It’s complex but I feel a massive positive shift regarding all this.

 

[Rocca]

I understand, however since reading VoE’s reply I’m starting to approach this whole situation in a different light and mindset.

It really feels like an epiphany/transformation, and is much more positive.

I don’t feel like being compulsively addicted to porn anymore. Or a need to punish myself, etc.

It’s complex but I feel a massive positive shift regarding all this.

it's just the beginning. hope you the best

 

[Suzej]

I personally recommend https://satanisgod.org/Ascending_Energy.html not to waste orgasms.