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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:
My paranoia was about invisible people or things watching me. And I know now that the enemy sends out those astral eye things to watch us, that may have been it. Creepy.
Hail Father Satan!
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Mike <misza2@ wrote:
About paranoia, I used to be pretty paranoid as a kid and teenager.
Had a feeling of being constantly watched and under observation. Every person I was walking past on the steet or meeting was looking at me, observing, talking about me and thinking about me. Seeing people talk I could swear they were whispering something bad about me, gossiping or critisizing.
Well, it wasn't that bad to keep me away from going out for example but it was annoying and holding me back from being social.
These feelings gradually vanished, probably because I no longer care (or at least care very little) about the opinions of others about my humble person. And let me say that I personaly believe that a little touch of paranioa from time to time is a good and healthy thing. It may actually subconsciously warn You about people/events/places that You would otherwise never suspect.
And being a kid... good old times
I'm pretty sure I was suppressing my abielieties as a kid aswell, to the point that they vanished, as well as my feelings. Once I told someone about something "supernatural" I've experienced (that was probably my inherent ability) and I just got told that mybe I have a fever and I'm hallucinating. So yeah, I was basically taught that "these things" are abnormal, nor real and a sign of a mental illness. And that feelings are a sign of weakness but I wrote quite a lot about that part before.
Anyway, hope this laptop of Yours will hold together until You'll find something for replacement. Would hate not to be able to read your posts
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Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War!Â
/Mike
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From: "lydia_666@" <lydia_666@
To:
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, February 23, 2012 4:43 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: how long does it take to attain Godhood?
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It's holding up for the time being. I heard something else snap in it this morning, doesn't seem to be anything vital though LOL!
The thing about me being "lucky" though, I thought I was half-way insane as a child. So that set me back a bit, as I tried to repress things instead of developing them. I still have a touch of paranoia at times.
Hail Father Satan!
Hail Set!
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Mike <misza2@ wrote:
Heh I feel sorry for those who do.
Did I mention I'm writing about myself? At least it feels like this.
But who knows? I might not have even found Satanism to be so attractive (from the lack of a better word) if there was no influence from the past.
Well, until I know anything about my previous lives, I can only theorize.
You're so lucky Lydia...
And it seems Your laptop is still in one, working part
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Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War!ÃÂ
/Mike
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From: "lydia_666@" <lydia_666@
To:
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wednesday, February 22, 2012 7:24 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: how long does it take to attain Godhood?
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Don't forget, many of us empowered ourselves in past lives. So we have a head start on our personal advancement. I think very few of us are starting from a complete blank slate, so to speak.
Hail Father Satan!
Hail Set!
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "luciferlover22" <luciferlover22@ wrote:
I always believed that it took multiple lifetimes of study and dedication to become a god, but recently another user posted "Within twenty years many of us will have attained godhood" or something along those lines. Which is it? Twenty years seems like a very short time, even for people like our high priests who started when they were children.