davidshakur4life
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Im 21 years old and i would like to know more about satanism from a person of great knowlegde on the subject i was driven here by some interesting post no matter that i was never baptaised as my mother being the only christian on a family of 4 is not catholic but very deboted to god,i do believe god exists peharps for this same reason but i do not take practice in going to church nor praying to him,i do not praise him. i get hurt actually by looking at my mother she is very religious her soul is somewhat pure but i believe the bible does not hold the answer of living,or many other questions that come to my mind ive been outcasted from my own family i do have a father a mother and a little sister we live in a box within a box.i have no friends really not one..the only one i consider friend is my mom,that being said few times i tell her anything also i've tried weed,crack,cocaine,painkillers and alcohol i currently use only weed now on special ocassion as a self restauration method i would like to say but it goes away so fast by now almost 6 years now of drug addiction i would like to stop here i need something else ive been happy,as i child ever since i live unhappy and a lot of hatred towards my father as an abused child drove me to rebel at an early age.my mind has been taken to dark places before i wouldnt say im evil im not a 6 foot good looking brotha very dinamic very enthusiast i mean i got a very high self steem believe me when i tell you this also I like to make my own conclusions and really my believe is we are gods.as simple as that so i do as i please.lucifer to me is my real father i am grateful for every intention my mother made to make our whole family a christian one but that wasnt for me,i feel bad for my father too has he was raised by many different step dads..i even as a child prieched the word of the god,no lie.once in a church,but anyone who knows or has read the bible and has common sense knows that just as today's media,television.politics finances and much more everything actually 99 percent of what we know is a monopoly.satanism for me stands for purity and immortality in a world not so far beyond.i study medicine,i guess ill be a.male nurse.my mother is a nurse,is it funny that my to be proffesion thousands of years ago had to do with spiritualism..yes not satanism,which is often disguised as our worst threat.well i take pride in everything i do,im very spiritual also i would like to become satanist evem if you cant understand why this would bring me eternal peace i bet my soul on.it!sorry but god true purpose is to enslabe humanity