Laira Nakakande
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- Sep 16, 2005
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I am supper into satanism!
I have read more than 100sermons about satanism...mostly by high priestess Maxine Detritch(excuse the sp pliz) and more by high priest Dragon wolf...
I feel relatively well informed..
I am well versed with all the theories and i thank father satan for always directing me on where to find the info Hail satan!!! But know issue comes with the practices
I very much know the relevance of meditation
And that's why iam trying so hard....
But i have not yet gotten any positive results yet.
Before trying to open my chackras i decided to first work on breathing excercises, breathing in and absorbing energy, and basically how to get into a trance...
To be honest i have not yet mastered any of the above.....
Whenever i try to do any meditation excercise i get a terrible migrane that lasts for abt three days... Ifeel so hopeless bcaz i know as much that you can not estabilish any form of relationship with father without meditation. Its not like am forcing any thing or taking it too hard...i know that wen meditating i have to stay as comfortable as possible...but even simple void meditation and trance meditation that requires relaxation makes me sick!!!!!...like literally!!!! Wats wrong wit me???? Any help will be appreciated!!!!
I have read more than 100sermons about satanism...mostly by high priestess Maxine Detritch(excuse the sp pliz) and more by high priest Dragon wolf...
I feel relatively well informed..
I am well versed with all the theories and i thank father satan for always directing me on where to find the info Hail satan!!! But know issue comes with the practices
I very much know the relevance of meditation
And that's why iam trying so hard....
But i have not yet gotten any positive results yet.
Before trying to open my chackras i decided to first work on breathing excercises, breathing in and absorbing energy, and basically how to get into a trance...
To be honest i have not yet mastered any of the above.....
Whenever i try to do any meditation excercise i get a terrible migrane that lasts for abt three days... Ifeel so hopeless bcaz i know as much that you can not estabilish any form of relationship with father without meditation. Its not like am forcing any thing or taking it too hard...i know that wen meditating i have to stay as comfortable as possible...but even simple void meditation and trance meditation that requires relaxation makes me sick!!!!!...like literally!!!! Wats wrong wit me???? Any help will be appreciated!!!!