Hello

[Asurya]

Not sure if I should be announcing this to the enemy, or not, but fuck 'em.
I'm back. Sorry for being squirrelly, earlier.
I'm feeling quite at peace, now.
I will be posting primarily to ask questions and say nice things like before.

If anyone wants disclosure on what happened we can have an email discourse.
Otherwise we can say I went through some necessary suffering that was likely amplified by enemy attacks, and leave it at that.

Hail Satan

 

[Draconi666]

Hi. How are you? Quit drugs?

 

[AFODO]

Yeah I could see from some of your previous post, but hopefully you are alright now.

 

[Asurya]

Hi. How are you? Quit drugs?

Feeling a very different energy in my life, currently.
A degree of persistent uncertainty that I'm not used to.
Otherwise I'm perfectly well.

No more cannabis but I could use anyone's help on how to deal with cravings.
I used to use it to meditate and I'm having trouble touching on the same depth without it.
It was one of my favorite things to sit and void meditate for the first 30 minutes or so, after smoking.
I've got this persistent desire for the "relief" getting stoned used to provide.
It's been months...

 

[Asurya]

I guess I should add that I didn't really have acute psychosis until the point where I was out of funds (and pot) and withdrawing...

 

[Draconi666]

I guess I should add that I didn't really have acute psychosis until the point where I was out of funds (and pot) and withdrawing...

Brother… you can be much more stoned and in bliss than you can imagine, without any drugs… just need to heal and step really into meditations and yoga… ask Buer for help, he helped me out from all addictions.

How high you can become just by offering your energies for Father Satan, is beyond any drugs, when you are healed and on the path fully on.

This week I started to experience this, but I know it is just a small part of pleasure which can be much more immense, I just not able to handle more, so I need to advance more.

Brother cmon.