Im sorry that you ended up in this spot in life. Something went horribly wrong and you've ended up with a warped wind about sex and relationships. I can't comprehend debasing myself and my self esteem so much that I'd ever consider a sex doll a viable replacement for human touch.
You have serious psychological issues and from the vocabulary i can understand you are into MGTOW that is a Jewish CIA cult similar to Feminism, but for men with weak egos and weak emotional constitutions.
And since you've internally programmed yourself about a world where no woman likes you and they have extreme standards ,due to the alternate reality of the internet - you're subconsciously attracting experiences that validate this theory.
Also you need to toughen up and be a man about this part of life. Women don't like whiny complaining pushovers who constantly blame society about their shortcomings in life.
Yes ,there is a big element of feminism and cultural decadence that is destroying gender relationships in the west. What does thinking about this do ? Can you change it as one man ? No. So just acknowledge it and forget about it.
Before forming an opinion about women and relationships in general you should first have real life experience with them. How many women have you been in a relationship with ? How many approaches have you done ? How many dates have you been on ? How many mistakes have you realized and corrected ? How many workings have you done to attract the right partner ?
If you're someone who has actually developed himself materially to a high degree to the best of his potential, has good social skills and is free of anxiety and awkwardness, is been direct and has done 1000s of approaches and STILL has failed to be in a relationship with a woman ,then you might want to go to Eastern Europe or Russia or the Baltic where family values are still intact.
And after doing everything in your power - spiritually, materially and physically if you STILL fail to have a meaningful relationship with women then you should take it as a man and go full monk mode and focus exclusively on spiritual development. Don't debase yourself with sex dolls and other Jewish cultural decadence.