Guys I've had a blackout ,and fell on ground

[theop.chipyx]

This morning I tried to meditate , but I had found I was in need of a bath , so I thought maybe I can use the water stream to induce the sensation I need to clean my aura and chakras by also visualizing some sowilo runes in the water, it went kind of very well till I've decided to , you know, masturbate and rise a bit further the energy , but soon as I started I began felling strange and somehow not anymore in touch with reality and with my energy , so I stopped. I got out of the bathtub and then I had like a sort of mini black-out where I started to see the veins of my eyes and where there was no more external visual input , and also my arms start jerking a bit...I calmed myself down regain control , I walked in my room feeling somehow drunk , and after a bit started to make some normal physical exercises so to regain body perception entirely...it went okay , some push-ups some mini jumps , some stretching ..Now then as I am a natural worrier I thought maybe I lost perception of my identity , my spiritual identity so I went on visualizing and concentrating on the black sun symbol , and probably , because I was using a strange type of respiration technique ( breathing in, keeping for some a lot of time , breathing out) , practically it knock me down cold , because I was only enable to hear the sound of objects and my body going on the ground. I woke up some 2 m away from the point I was doing the thing (I was standing) crushed near my bed , luckily I have no scratch nor did I hit my head hard , but still it shouldn't had to happen , and now I'm not sure if it was an attack or simply my stupidity or both. I'm mad at me that I'm so weak ..Truth is that it wasn't the first time it happened , but the last time it happened ,some 7 months ago   I knew for sure it was an attack .

 

[Shael1]

I would say that it was not an attack. As someone with an active libido, I obviously tried out some, bathing-fun a few, times, aswell. And something similar has happened to me because of that. I started feeling bad and everything was spinning. It was kinda like your symptoms, except that I didn't black out. 
I think it was due to you showering with hot water for too long (I'm assuming you used hot water). Then add the blood flow away from your brain due to mastrubation to that, and there you have the cause of your symptoms. If you still have negative after-effects right now, then don't worry, as they should naturally go away soon.I would suggest lying down somewhere and letting fresh air in, if something like this happens again. Also, while you get kinda resistent to this kind of influence (atleast I did), I still wouldn't recommend staying in the shower with hot water for too long. How long exactly is individual, but I would say if you make 10 minutes your limit, you should be safe.Maybe try using a little less hot water when you want to use it for aura cleaning. 
-Shael

On Sat, Dec 24, 2016 at 10:51, theop.chipyx@... [SSHealth]<[email protected] wrote:   This morning I tried to meditate , but I had found I was in need of a bath , so I thought maybe I can use the water stream to induce the sensation I need to clean my aura and chakras by also visualizing some sowilo runes in the water, it went kind of very well till I've decided to , you know, masturbate and rise a bit further the energy , but soon as I started I began felling strange and somehow not anymore in touch with reality and with my energy , so I stopped. I got out of the bathtub and then I had like a sort of mini black-out where I started to see the veins of my eyes and where there was no more external visual input , and also my arms start jerking a bit...I calmed myself down regain control , I walked in my room feeling somehow drunk , and after a bit started to make some normal physical exercises so to regain body perception entirely...it went okay , some push-ups some mini jumps , some stretching ..Now then as I am a natural worrier I thought maybe I lost perception of my identity , my spiritual identity so I went on visualizing and concentrating on the black sun symbol , and probably , because I was using a strange type of respiration technique ( breathing in, keeping for some a lot of time , breathing out) , practically it knock me down cold , because I was only enable to hear the sound of objects and my body going on the ground. I woke up some 2 m away from the point I was doing the thing (I was standing) crushed near my bed , luckily I have no scratch nor did I hit my head hard , but still it shouldn't had to happen , and now I'm not sure if it was an attack or simply my stupidity or both. I'm mad at me that I'm so weak ..Truth is that it wasn't the first time it happened , but the last time it happened ,some 7 months ago   I knew for sure it was an attack .

 

[Voice of Enki [JG]]

It sounds like you had a lack of oxygen flow to your brain due to a combination of the three things you did.

Showering with hot water releases a lot of steam sometimes and this steam makes the air very humid, combined with the heat it can cause dizziness in some people. When you masturbate blood flow is increased in the sexual organs, both for men and woman and this means less blood is flowing to the brain. If you have a pretty large penis as a make or get extremely aroused a female this alone can cause the sensation of blackout since so much blood is going specifically there.

The combination of masturbating and being in a hot humid atmosphere decreased oxygen flow and also blood flow to your brain and caused the dizziness.

When you did the breathing exercise your body was most likely still recovering from that lack of oxygen, so holding your breath for a long time once again denies oxygen flow to your brain and body, considering you said you did exercise just before the muscles required more oxygen too than normal and you just denied that by doing that specific breathing exercise. You blacked out because the brain didn't get the oxygen it needs.

Next time you feel this kind of dizziness, try instead to sit or lie down calmly and just take calm deep breaths without holding the breath in at all to make sure your body get's enough oxygen and can recover proper bodily functions. Don't try to panic obviously and wait with performing some form of physically intensive movements as that requires oxygen to your muscles that you don't have during this moment.

If you experience this more often it might be that you are nutrient deficient. Keep an eye on it and if you get it more often then ask here again or go see a real doctor.

 

[theop.chipyx]

Thank you Shael I'll keep that in mind, maybe I shouldn't worry too much after all it happened just 2 times ... I excuse myself in advance ,but I'm really curious about your username , it came in my mind a couple of times today , I found on the internet is jewish in origins no means of offense or attacking you , I'm just kinda intrigued.


On Saturday, December 24, 2016 9:29 PM, "Shael shael666@... [SSHealth]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I would say that it was not an attack. As someone with an active libido, I obviously tried out some, bathing-fun a few, times, aswell. And something similar has happened to me because of that. I started feeling bad and everything was spinning. It was kinda like your symptoms, except that I didn't black out. 
I think it was due to you showering with hot water for too long (I'm assuming you used hot water). Then add the blood flow away from your brain due to mastrubation to that, and there you have the cause of your symptoms. If you still have negative after-effects right now, then don't worry, as they should naturally go away soon.I would suggest lying down somewhere and letting fresh air in, if something like this happens again. Also, while you get kinda resistent to this kind of influence (atleast I did), I still wouldn't recommend staying in the shower with hot water for too long. How long exactly is individual, but I would say if you make 10 minutes your limit, you should be safe.Maybe try using a little less hot water when you want to use it for aura cleaning. 
-Shael

  This morning I tried to meditate , but I had found I was in need of a bath , so I thought maybe I can use the water stream to induce the sensation I need to clean my aura and chakras by also visualizing some sowilo runes in the water, it went kind of very well till I've decided to , you know, masturbate and rise a bit further the energy , but soon as I started I began felling strange and somehow not anymore in touch with reality and with my energy , so I stopped. I got out of the bathtub and then I had like a sort of mini black-out where I started to see the veins of my eyes and where there was no more external visual input , and also my arms start jerking a bit...I calmed myself down regain control , I walked in my room feeling somehow drunk , and after a bit started to make some normal physical exercises so to regain body perception entirely...it went okay , some push-ups some mini jumps , some stretching ..Now then as I am a natural worrier I thought maybe I lost perception of my identity , my spiritual identity so I went on visualizing and concentrating on the black sun symbol , and probably , because I was using a strange type of respiration technique ( breathing in, keeping for some a lot of time , breathing out) , practically it knock me down cold , because I was only enable to hear the sound of objects and my body going on the ground. I woke up some 2 m away from the point I was doing the thing (I was standing) crushed near my bed , luckily I have no scratch nor did I hit my head hard , but still it shouldn't had to happen , and now I'm not sure if it was an attack or simply my stupidity or both. I'm mad at me that I'm so weak ..Truth is that it wasn't the first time it happened , but the last time it happened ,some 7 months ago   I knew for sure it was an attack .

 

[theop.chipyx]

indeed it sounds very logic...I should had thought of it...I've asked Satan what should I do afterwards ( I've just freaked out completely ), and He or a Demon replied to calm down and I should be fine , after a while my intuition told me I should  write it on the groups. I've become very paranoid lately because of the xtian crap all around the place I live and this just fucks with my ability of employing logic.   Thank you very much for the replies , feeling much less confused.
Hail SATAN!


On Sunday, December 25, 2016 3:38 AM, "voiceofenki@... [SSHealth]" <[email protected] wrote:


  It sounds like you had a lack of oxygen flow to your brain due to a combination of the three things you did.

Showering with hot water releases a lot of steam sometimes and this steam makes the air very humid, combined with the heat it can cause dizziness in some people. When you masturbate blood flow is increased in the sexual organs, both for men and woman and this means less blood is flowing to the brain. If you have a pretty large penis as a make or get extremely aroused a female this alone can cause the sensation of blackout since so much blood is going specifically there.

The combination of masturbating and being in a hot humid atmosphere decreased oxygen flow and also blood flow to your brain and caused the dizziness.

When you did the breathing exercise your body was most likely still recovering from that lack of oxygen, so holding your breath for a long time once again denies oxygen flow to your brain and body, considering you said you did exercise just before the muscles required more oxygen too than normal and you just denied that by doing that specific breathing exercise. You blacked out because the brain didn't get the oxygen it needs.

Next time you feel this kind of dizziness, try instead to sit or lie down calmly and just take calm deep breaths without holding the breath in at all to make sure your body get's enough oxygen and can recover proper bodily functions. Don't try to panic obviously and wait with performing some form of physically intensive movements as that requires oxygen to your muscles that you don't have during this moment.

If you experience this more often it might be that you are nutrient deficient. Keep an eye on it and if you get it more often then ask here again or go see a real doctor.

 

[Shael1]

Damn dude thanks for pointing this out! The name came to my mind in a dream and I assumed it was my succubus, as she said it was my real name. I never actually googled it. 
I'm at a loss as to what to do now... Does anyone have deeper insight on my name? Like that the jews might have corrupted it or something? If not I will make a new account. 

On Sun, Dec 25, 2016 at 0:25, theop.chipyx@... [SSHealth]<[email protected] wrote:   Thank you Shael I'll keep that in mind, maybe I shouldn't worry too much after all it happened just 2 times ... I excuse myself in advance ,but I'm really curious about your username , it came in my mind a couple of times today , I found on the internet is jewish in origins no means of offense or attacking you , I'm just kinda intrigued.


On Saturday, December 24, 2016 9:29 PM, "Shael shael666@... [SSHealth]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I would say that it was not an attack. As someone with an active libido, I obviously tried out some, bathing-fun a few, times, aswell. And something similar has happened to me because of that. I started feeling bad and everything was spinning. It was kinda like your symptoms, except that I didn't black out. 
I think it was due to you showering with hot water for too long (I'm assuming you used hot water). Then add the blood flow away from your brain due to mastrubation to that, and there you have the cause of your symptoms. If you still have negative after-effects right now, then don't worry, as they should naturally go away soon.I would suggest lying down somewhere and letting fresh air in, if something like this happens again. Also, while you get kinda resistent to this kind of influence (atleast I did), I still wouldn't recommend staying in the shower with hot water for too long. How long exactly is individual, but I would say if you make 10 minutes your limit, you should be safe.Maybe try using a little less hot water when you want to use it for aura cleaning. 
-Shael

  This morning I tried to meditate , but I had found I was in need of a bath , so I thought maybe I can use the water stream to induce the sensation I need to clean my aura and chakras by also visualizing some sowilo runes in the water, it went kind of very well till I've decided to , you know, masturbate and rise a bit further the energy , but soon as I started I began felling strange and somehow not anymore in touch with reality and with my energy , so I stopped. I got out of the bathtub and then I had like a sort of mini black-out where I started to see the veins of my eyes and where there was no more external visual input , and also my arms start jerking a bit...I calmed myself down regain control , I walked in my room feeling somehow drunk , and after a bit started to make some normal physical exercises so to regain body perception entirely...it went okay , some push-ups some mini jumps , some stretching ..Now then as I am a natural worrier I thought maybe I lost perception of my identity , my spiritual identity so I went on visualizing and concentrating on the black sun symbol , and probably , because I was using a strange type of respiration technique ( breathing in, keeping for some a lot of time , breathing out) , practically it knock me down cold , because I was only enable to hear the sound of objects and my body going on the ground. I woke up some 2 m away from the point I was doing the thing (I was standing) crushed near my bed , luckily I have no scratch nor did I hit my head hard , but still it shouldn't had to happen , and now I'm not sure if it was an attack or simply my stupidity or both. I'm mad at me that I'm so weak ..Truth is that it wasn't the first time it happened , but the last time it happened ,some 7 months ago   I knew for sure it was an attack .

 

[theop.chipyx]

damn I dunno ...but what I can tell you is that anyway jews are corrupted to the bone , the language they are speaking and alphabet they're using it's kind of similar to Sumerian...indeed I've just a mini research and they're related , it had developed from a branch of the proto-caananite  languages that were spoken also by Phoenicians  , here is the Egyptian sarcophagus of an Phoenician king : tabnit sarcophagus - Cerca con Google

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and also here's an immage of the proto-caananite alphabet:
proto- canaanite - Cerca con Google

<td [/IMG] [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE] [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE] It must be around those years the reptilian were in the flower of undoing the work of Satan.
Also phonetically speaking , they are similar. Also remember  cuneiform was replaced in the neo-asyrian empire  by those kinds of alphabets. Now the thing for me is simple as I feel the name shael  alien like


On Sunday, December 25, 2016 11:55 AM, "Shael shael666@... [SSHealth]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Damn dude thanks for pointing this out! The name came to my mind in a dream and I assumed it was my succubus, as she said it was my real name. I never actually googled it. 
I'm at a loss as to what to do now... Does anyone have deeper insight on my name? Like that the jews might have corrupted it or something? If not I will make a new account. 

  Thank you Shael I'll keep that in mind, maybe I shouldn't worry too much after all it happened just 2 times ... I excuse myself in advance ,but I'm really curious about your username , it came in my mind a couple of times today , I found on the internet is jewish in origins no means of offense or attacking you , I'm just kinda intrigued.


On Saturday, December 24, 2016 9:29 PM, "Shael shael666@... [SSHealth]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I would say that it was not an attack. As someone with an active libido, I obviously tried out some, bathing-fun a few, times, aswell. And something similar has happened to me because of that. I started feeling bad and everything was spinning. It was kinda like your symptoms, except that I didn't black out. 
I think it was due to you showering with hot water for too long (I'm assuming you used hot water). Then add the blood flow away from your brain due to mastrubation to that, and there you have the cause of your symptoms. If you still have negative after-effects right now, then don't worry, as they should naturally go away soon.I would suggest lying down somewhere and letting fresh air in, if something like this happens again. Also, while you get kinda resistent to this kind of influence (atleast I did), I still wouldn't recommend staying in the shower with hot water for too long. How long exactly is individual, but I would say if you make 10 minutes your limit, you should be safe.Maybe try using a little less hot water when you want to use it for aura cleaning. 
-Shael

  This morning I tried to meditate , but I had found I was in need of a bath , so I thought maybe I can use the water stream to induce the sensation I need to clean my aura and chakras by also visualizing some sowilo runes in the water, it went kind of very well till I've decided to , you know, masturbate and rise a bit further the energy , but soon as I started I began felling strange and somehow not anymore in touch with reality and with my energy , so I stopped. I got out of the bathtub and then I had like a sort of mini black-out where I started to see the veins of my eyes and where there was no more external visual input , and also my arms start jerking a bit...I calmed myself down regain control , I walked in my room feeling somehow drunk , and after a bit started to make some normal physical exercises so to regain body perception entirely...it went okay , some push-ups some mini jumps , some stretching ..Now then as I am a natural worrier I thought maybe I lost perception of my identity , my spiritual identity so I went on visualizing and concentrating on the black sun symbol , and probably , because I was using a strange type of respiration technique ( breathing in, keeping for some a lot of time , breathing out) , practically it knock me down cold , because I was only enable to hear the sound of objects and my body going on the ground. I woke up some 2 m away from the point I was doing the thing (I was standing) crushed near my bed , luckily I have no scratch nor did I hit my head hard , but still it shouldn't had to happen , and now I'm not sure if it was an attack or simply my stupidity or both. I'm mad at me that I'm so weak ..Truth is that it wasn't the first time it happened , but the last time it happened ,some 7 months ago   I knew for sure it was an attack .

 

[Taol]

you can change your screen name, in that case you do not need a whole email, but if you feel better doing so then go for it.

 

[Shael1]

Alright, I will give it some good thought and figure out my real name, then I'll create a new email. I just cant accept a name that jews use - even if it was my original name. Now there is another problem. I kinda used this name in the dedication ritual. (I wrote "I, Shael, also known as [My real name],...")I did this because my original last name was on the jewish surnames list. I don't have a jewish history but it still disgusts me, so I wanted to dedicate under a less offensive name. Kinda ironic that it turns out "Shael" was even more offensive. 
So...I should probably redo the ritual, right? And if I were to find out my real name, can I write both again, or is that in itself not recommended? 

On Sun, Dec 25, 2016 at 16:04, taolvanswd@... [SSHealth]<[email protected] wrote:   you can change your screen name, in that case you do not need a whole email, but if you feel better doing so then go for it.

 

[Taol]

dude, I don't know why you are even speaking about a real name.

To me it sounds like something made up out of a wiccan background or something. (Hence I say here I don't even know for sure if Satanists even have such a name).
Now I can imagine you'd go towards a name that you had in a past life or something.

And not all surnames are jewish in origin. Some were gentile and the jews stole those names to blend in.
Also I would DEFINETELY NOT recommend using a name you feel very connected with or that has a deep personal meaning to you, because we do have infiltrators in the groups and even names can be used against you.

 

[Shael1]

It's a past life name.And I am searching for it because I don't see the name my parents gave me as my real name. I want to have as little connection to my parents as possible, because we are the most incompatible pair imaginable. I am certain I would heavily dislike them even if they were satanists (and not the xian fucks they are now). But thats a different story. Bottom line is that with "real name", I mean the name I had in my past life, or atleast simply a name that I can be proud to have (and the urge to find out this name is very big as I thought I had already found it, but as it turns out I was tricked). Because this name would obviously not be in any connection to my current life it should not be dangerous to use it on here, either. Thanks for your concern though.
Most importantly, should I redo the dedication ritual or not? 

On Mon, Dec 26, 2016 at 0:40, taolvanswd@... [SSHealth]<[email protected] wrote:   dude, I don't know why you are even speaking about a real name.

To me it sounds like something made up out of a wiccan background or something. (Hence I say here I don't even know for sure if Satanists even have such a name).
Now I can imagine you'd go towards a name that you had in a past life or something.

And not all surnames are jewish in origin. Some were gentile and the jews stole those names to blend in.
Also I would DEFINETELY NOT recommend using a name you feel very connected with or that has a deep personal meaning to you, because we do have infiltrators in the groups and even names can be used against you.

 

[Anonymous]

Redoing the ritual is unnecessary. I can tell you're sincere, so frankly I wouldn't even bother changing your profile name, though I do understand the desire

On Dec 25, 2016, at 11:21, Shael shael666@... [SSHealth] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Alright, I will give it some good thought and figure out my real name, then I'll create a new email. I just cant accept a name that jews use - even if it was my original name. Now there is another problem. I kinda used this name in the dedication ritual. (I wrote "I, Shael, also known as [My real name],...")I did this because my original last name was on the jewish surnames list. I don't have a jewish history but it still disgusts me, so I wanted to dedicate under a less offensive name. Kinda ironic that it turns out "Shael" was even more offensive. 
So...I should probably redo the ritual, right? And if I were to find out my real name, can I write both again, or is that in itself not recommended? 

  you can change your screen name, in that case you do not need a whole email, but if you feel better doing so then go for it.

 

[Shael1]

Thank you. By now I have (thanks to elephant) found out that my name actually really was stolen by jews, and that shael existed in ancient sanskrit. Therefore I will keep everything as it is. I am happy to be regarded as sincere by a fellow SS, by the way. 
-Shael

On Mon, Dec 26, 2016 at 15:02, Ljóss Myrkr ljossmyrkr@... [SSHealth]<[email protected] wrote:   Redoing the ritual is unnecessary. I can tell you're sincere, so frankly I wouldn't even bother changing your profile name, though I do understand the desire
On Dec 25, 2016, at 11:21, Shael <a rel="nofollow" shape="rect">shael666@... [SSHealth] <<a rel="nofollow" shape="rect">[email protected] wrote:

  Alright, I will give it some good thought and figure out my real name, then I'll create a new email. I just cant accept a name that jews use - even if it was my original name. Now there is another problem. I kinda used this name in the dedication ritual. (I wrote "I, Shael, also known as [My real name],...")I did this because my original last name was on the jewish surnames list. I don't have a jewish history but it still disgusts me, so I wanted to dedicate under a less offensive name. Kinda ironic that it turns out "Shael" was even more offensive. 
So...I should probably redo the ritual, right? And if I were to find out my real name, can I write both again, or is that in itself not recommended? 

  you can change your screen name, in that case you do not need a whole email, but if you feel better doing so then go for it.