Very inspiring. Although my ego I would say was a bit skeptical and looked with a bad eye and anger on my face but then I remember how truly lonley I did was and I am telling that for a Fact , nobody has to believe me but my point is that when the Gods come along to me before I even done in this life time the ritual to initiate I simply knew.
What I want to say is that the Gods are indeed very social life forms with their own individuality and qualities.
They are truly good , very tolerant and tolerant I think it has to do with the fact that they simply know more then us and they understand that the process in itself takes time as they did knew when they made us all.
But yes, when I had lost all hope , mostly the will of even living that's when they show up , I was very young I remember and I was looking at the sky as much as I could , mostly during the long beautiful nights where the sky was clear and the stars shining as they mark my soul with their light , it was then when Literally the God came to me and in all of my darkest moments , loneliness which back then it was not on purpose and yea they did came and offer me things and show me realms , back then when I was too young I think not to get scared they did took some friendly toy kind of shapes personified themselves in some other forms most probably not for me to get scared although I have seen some crazy shit at my life and I am truly surely 100% not only in this life.
My point is that I do agree with you HP Cobra , in all of it , we got to be together as they were with me as they always were , I have simply fell but nothing it's too late and I do consider now it's the right time as well , not only from a Jupiteran point of view but mostly as a Saturnian point of view.
We know , we understand , we feel , we see, we hear , we are all and we are everywhere. I have always felt a truly genuine desire , my purest to really do make a better world , no matter how much ego-centrist I was and I am I did really hoped to change the entire world to the better , everyone can, trough their own qualities.
I was keep telling myself I will return and post more , including my own personal story of how It all started which I kinda did said in the above texts.
Then somehow I changed and things happened and I left myself full demoralized of my everything surroundings but I have felt betrayed by my own people , all of them , no matter father,brother, all and one single of them as been against me , but anyways everyone has their own story , I believe , with all of my heart that no matter how stupid the humanity is as it's own without the enemy interference ,we can self destruct ourself by stupidity and many other things with the help and guidance of the God's humanity still has a chance .
I have also read some other topic of yours I believe where it was saying something about being together , thing which I always knew but I think I ceased to believe it but now I am awake , oh yes , and you did mention something about that the God's are there and we are here and it's our own responsibilities to perfectionate ourselves and the world around us.
I have also came to a maturity and a lot of experiences where I have came to the conclusion that It's okay to peacefully accept Saturn but do not let that torture your soul as we aim to become immortals beyond time itself.
As you did wake up some light into my soul I hope I have done this in the past for you if not now or I hope at least I will in the closest shortly future.
Mark this day as no importance the day and place because from now on I will truly dedicate myself not only to myself but to the whole people with a true desire and intent to do better and do good. I have also noticed that the God's do tend to communicate trough many ways and sometimes they can give you sings , deams and experiences which might be as a nothing but it could actually be of great importance if one always pays attention and truly believe in the Gods.
It's time, to make this World a better place , to bring the Gods here and make the entire world a better place ,now and forever.
Be blessed Cobra and everyone who is reading this in this exact time, trust in the Gods, trust in yourselves.