Blitzkreig said:
itsstarfire2 said:
well maybe if people stopped gaslighting me and scapegoating me I wouldn't have to.
i'm standing up for myself its that simple. Also you are right this drama is unnessarcy. It would of never happened if people didnt attack me off the bat calling me a rat, a fed, a worthless whore, amongst other cruel behaviours and also trying to be cruel so they can feel superior.
Someone even just admitted they do this under Hp's new post.
yet no shes crazy shes off hinged shes all to blame she should react to people in such a terrible way they werent bullying her no thats all in her head shes scizo
Not everyone here is trying to be mean to you. Some of the posts were constructive. Some were uncalled for in terms of insults. However, some were also fighting back and forth with you. Whether or not this is justified will take a long time of going through old posts. He said, she said type of thing. I think others are wrong in some ways, and you have been wrong in some ways.
Please understand that while you don't have to put up with others who may insult you, escalating the situation basically cements the relationship with them as hostile and nothing more. The best approach is to calmly address these things without reacting strongly, because then it will make them look out of line. If you fly off the handle, it makes it harder to appear at the victim you may have rightfully been. Restrain your passion more, but still let them know you don't appreciate the insulting tone.
Sometimes you have to hold your tongue and listen to constructive criticism when it comes to you, even if it is critical of your actions. The criticism is necessary for growth to occur, and the overall process is a positive one. For example, HPHC was only trying to help you in his posts, and he did so in a restrained manner as well. I don't think it was right to respond by calling him cupcake, nor vehemently dismissing his advice, or saying he is spreading propaganda.
Posting nude pictures or other acts of intentional trolling are not appropriate and also make you further lose your status as a victim. That doesn't mean you are not a victim in many ways and deserving of help, but it makes it harder to appear that way. I understand you are doing this in response to being attacked, but again, you have to restrain and moderate your responses.
Apologize for things you did that were wrong instead of doubling down. This does not cede your other arguments.
I don't think the majority of the attacks have been because you are a strong woman. I did not think the reply's you got were that concerned with this. There are also many strong women here that these same people have no problem with. Lydia, HPS Maxine, and HPS Shannon, for example.
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Acting in a combative manner invites attacks. This does not mean they are justified, but that is how it is. An army will conceal its actions so its intentions cannot be read, yet of course it will strike hard when appropriate. However, nobody says the army is acting submissively when it is maneuvering around its opponent and not blindly charging in.
So while you are right to not turn the other cheek, you should not take this as justification to readily and strongly attack back, especially to those that can help you. Once a situation escalates, it is much harder to calm down then it was to merely prevent it in the first place. Like I mention above, you can use a moderate approach to rebuke any insults while still keeping everything calm.
As far as your problems outside this forum, of course they are horrible. I don't think anyone was saying these attacks are not possible or never happened, but perhaps some were implying they were invited by your own wrongdoings.
I understand it is not fun to be asked if you have abused drugs or have mental issues, but these are common issues that must be asked about. It is one step in the checklist that must be asked, it is not unique to you.
You should certainly begin a broader algiz working to protect yourself. You could also try munka to detach and reflect yourself from any christians, jews, or other enemies. Today is good for endings, with a pisces waning moon. Your history of being attacked is not just coincidental, and so a larger working is needed to stop this.
Anyway, good luck with your issues. Don't give up on the forums. I think once everyone calms down and lets this pass, you will be accepted by the others. Try not to hold a grudge. If you are nice to them later, they will also respond positively as well.
Understood. Thanks Blitzkreig. I appreciate you speaking with me the way you do and correcting me without belittling me, gaslighting, or diminishing the problem.
I've been told this before that if you are reactive when people target you it can make you look bad to others. I never really understood this because for my personally it's pretty easy to tell if someone freaking out is because people push them to that point. Things aren't always black and white. Then again, I'm used to bullies and have studied them and psychology enough, and also a HSP (highly sensitive person, you can google that) so I notice everything. It used to be a curse but now turning into a blessingng.
This is also widely known in psychology in terms to bullies, sociopaths, psychopaths, and people with NPD;
They will provoke their victims to the point their victims snap, so they can then use the victim's response and the victim standing up for themselves as a way to villainize them, and paint themselves the victims so people on the outside.
Then again, in my case this is solipsism. not everyone knows about these things or know much about psychology, but you'd think with there being a worldwide problem with bullying people would get it by now. The people who pretend not to, usually are the bullies themselves and dont want to be held accountable, or they benefit somehow.
i do apologize for calling HP hoodedcobras a cupcake as he never outright name called me, but he actually did start gaslighting me too and joining them and trying to passive aggressively say my posts are stupid. What he did was passive aggressive. He also made a point to purposely not approve the post where i linked over 8 reddit posts where people were saying christians are gang stalking them, and I believe he is doing this to push the narrative that i'm crazy, off hinged, i'm the bad guy and villain of the story when i'm not.
However everyone that bullied me in this forum haven't apologised to me, and they did indeed start it. one of them even admitted outright he has a problem with trying to over power people, that pluto person. So I wont be apologizing to them becuase if your going to make me apologize, hold them to that standard also. Also sorry for what? Standing up for myself.
sorry i wont be submissive. Idk if this is some type of hazing you weed out the real satanists and the fakes, but you have to understand none of this is going to scare me away from satanism. you cant gatekeeper our creator, which is what people are trying to do here because subconsciously they are insecure so they have to bully, belittle, diminish, overpower, dominate, and control others so that they dont have to face themselves and do the shadow work to overcome their shortcomings.
I did take this as a learning experience, because usually when people bully me and target me it makes me suicidal and break down, but with multiple days of hard work my aura is not programmed to alchemize negative energy and turn it into positive prana. So at this point, as long as anyone is mean to me, hostile, or sending any negative thoughtforms, they are only doing me a favour.
If this was everyones way of toughening me up, hey thanks! but from the vibe I get, there's a lot of cruel bullies in this forum who have to tear others down to feel superior and feel better about the things they feel insecure about.
Im a heyoka empath. really hated it but now, shit pretty funny. You can google it too if you want, and the other thing I said. Highly sensitive people. Its not something to belittle or mock,
As much as i'd love to stick around, I wont. I'm going back to being an observer and taking the valuable information and staying in the shadows. it has been proven to me by my own experience on here, and observing how members have treated other new members that this isnt a safe community that uplifts people.
this is a community full of bullies and cruel individuals who have to tear others down to feel powerful. This is no place for people like myself who want friends, commuity, love, and true growth.
Even the way they treat people they suspect as drug addicts shows me these people have no empathy. go pick up a psychology book about addiction. people who struggle with addiction are trauma victims. if you bully drug addicts you arent helping them , youre dehumanizing them.
This forum, is full of weak, mean spirited people,
There are a few gems on here though like yourself, Lunar 666 few others.
everything I say here is logical, maybe they are just mad cause they dont like the perosn they hate so much being right.
also ps my nudes are fire. people kept calling me a troll so I became a troll lmao. have some sense of humour, balance your right and left brain hemispheres and stop having sticks up ur asses. if your gunna call someone a troll dont get mad when they actually start trolling you after they get fed up of people being mean and throwing around baseless accusations.
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