AskSatanOperator
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Druid said:Hey guys. I'm not really new here but I have read things on and off in the forums and I noticed a lot of times when I have certain questions in my mind things like thinking about my parents that same day is when HPHOODEDCOBRA is writing a sermon on Parents. I noticed I would think about something else then a sermon is written about. But this time I need some help.
I'm a dedicated Satanist. I have faltered so many times but I am finally going to reveal shit I'm dealing with in my family life.
I love my family, and I wish to see them happy especially my parents my mom. My mother is driving me crazy with her religious talk constantly!!!! She been getting worse when it comes to getting mad I dont give her god or Jesus the glory. This started when she is trying to quit alcoholism.
Two weeks before my accident I had involved Belial on some assistance on a personal matter and I do not blame him for my car wreck at all in fact oli think he was there to assist me following the aftermath of the wreck dealing with legal shit!
I had a terrible accident and had an NDE, I didn't see Jesus or God. I saw a white skinned red headed woman who took me to the oceans or seas. The most beautiful being I ever experienced . The water was nothing like earth. But I do remember she was very compassionate and loving towards me.
I tried to share this with others. Especially family. They don't understand I didn't experience whatever their religious beliefs were. I must say. Though after the fact I'm a dedicated Satanist and had this experience at NDE is very assuring.
So I been dealing with more and more religiously from especially my mom and my youngest brother. Family who prays for me I constantly feel an unwelcome invasion and feel fucking depressed to the point I want to strangle them. (Metaphorically speaking). I love my family but I'm sick of dealing with shit. They will not leave me the fuck alone with their Christian filith!
I'm a gentile full bloodied white soul currently on a path employing Celtic imagery in my practice.
Please any advice on protection or what to do ? I don't want to hurt my family or cut them off. But I can't talk about anything outside the "Xian" box they live in.