Flame Meditation - Vision/Experience Following

[forgotten.identity]

Two weeks ago following an Invocation of Raum, for a particular
reason, I performed a flame meditation, as I find this excellent for
strengthening concentration, I had an experience which was directly
followig the flame meditation in the form of a vision for lack of a
better explanation, the vision was as follows:

Firstly I saw an Auric Face/Neck Shoulders of a male, with the face
like an Egyptian Statue, Multi coloured lines around a Gold
Face/Skin. My attention was dragged from the area of the face to the
area of the third eye where there apeared to be Three Snakes
protruding from the forehead.
This faded in a kaleidascope of Purple/Green/Blue continuously in
motion into a spade shape of gold/white.
My conciousness was drawn in by the gold/white and I saw the
following:

There was a mountain peak strangley completely surrounded by blue sea
water, as if the earth had sunk into the sea. My attention was
directed to crowds of people gathered on the peak, most seemed
disheveled, torn clothes, weary, tired but I felt an overwealming
sense that they felt safe, as if chased by some terror to the arms of
safety.
My attention shifted momentarily to where some people had gained
confidence in their relief at apparent safety, and where making their
way to the water, most at this point seemed relatively calm. I too
felt this calmness.
Then, as if out of a horror film as a group of people approached the
water, HUGE crocodiles leapt forward, these where huge! Big
Crocodiles started snapping people from the waters edge, shacking
people in two. Panic struck, the crowd ran up the rocks, the crowds
where bound togther in a mass ring off people scrambling for higher
ground. Looking back in fearful terror, and I could feel the terror,
they saw people they had formed strong bonds with, surviors of
something that had brought them together, ripped and rendered at the
waters edge. Sadness, Pity and horror where emotions that flowed
through me.
Next I felt a feeling I never wish to feel again from the massed
crowd, one I have no word to describe as one by one the huge
crocodiles left the water and started making there way up to higher
ground.
Despair turned to defeat, defeat turned to denial, denial turned to
Anger and Men, Women, the old and the young, took up rocks and
stones... and charged the crocodiles, the feeling I felt next was
strangely euphoric in both pride and again, feelings too complex for
words. And the only thing I heard throughout the whole event was the
voice in my mind which cleary said "Aim for the Eyes"? Then familiar
Darkness.
Directly following this, I had a bizzare feeling, and I know it
sounds weird but the only way I can describe what I was feeling is by
saying I could feel my wings.

Regards

Lucius Dragonwolf
Priest of Enki, Warrior of Satan

Hail Satan!

 

[Johnny]

This is very interesting. It sounds almost as though it has an egyptian flavor to it...as the crocodile was seen (supposedly) as a symbol of chaos and elemental imbalance (I wonder though, if he was a form of Satan..).

The dark figure could have been some guise of Set or something....very interesting...you kept track of a lot of details.

~Johnny

"forgotten.identity" <forgotten.identity@... wrote:

Two weeks ago following an Invocation of Raum, for a particular
reason, I performed a flame meditation, as I find this excellent for
strengthening concentration, I had an experience which was directly
followig the flame meditation in the form of a vision for lack of a
better explanation, the vision was as follows:

Firstly I saw an Auric Face/Neck Shoulders of a male, with the face
like an Egyptian Statue, Multi coloured lines around a Gold
Face/Skin. My attention was dragged from the area of the face to the
area of the third eye where there apeared to be Three Snakes
protruding from the forehead.
This faded in a kaleidascope of Purple/Green/ Blue continuously in
motion into a spade shape of gold/white.
My conciousness was drawn in by the gold/white and I saw the
following:

There was a mountain peak strangley completely surrounded by blue sea
water, as if the earth had sunk into the sea. My attention was
directed to crowds of people gathered on the peak, most seemed
disheveled, torn clothes, weary, tired but I felt an overwealming
sense that they felt safe, as if chased by some terror to the arms of
safety.
My attention shifted momentarily to where some people had gained
confidence in their relief at apparent safety, and where making their
way to the water, most at this point seemed relatively calm. I too
felt this calmness.
Then, as if out of a horror film as a group of people approached the
water, HUGE crocodiles leapt forward, these where huge! Big
Crocodiles started snapping people from the waters edge, shacking
people in two. Panic struck, the crowd ran up the rocks, the crowds
where bound togther in a mass ring off people scrambling for higher
ground. Looking back in fearful terror, and I could feel the terror,
they saw people they had formed strong bonds with, surviors of
something that had brought them together, ripped and rendered at the
waters edge. Sadness, Pity and horror where emotions that flowed
through me.
Next I felt a feeling I never wish to feel again from the massed
crowd, one I have no word to describe as one by one the huge
crocodiles left the water and started making there way up to higher
ground.
Despair turned to defeat, defeat turned to denial, denial turned to
Anger and Men, Women, the old and the young, took up rocks and
stones... and charged the crocodiles, the feeling I felt next was
strangely euphoric in both pride and again, feelings too complex for
words. And the only thing I heard throughout the whole event was the
voice in my mind which cleary said "Aim for the Eyes"? Then familiar
Darkness.
Directly following this, I had a bizzare feeling, and I know it
sounds weird but the only way I can describe what I was feeling is by
saying I could feel my wings.

Regards

Lucius Dragonwolf
Priest of Enki, Warrior of Satan

Hail Satan!

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[forgotten.identity]

This is the second vision like this I have expierienced, and I will
post it when I can find what I wrote everything down on. The first
had a much stronger Egyptian theme, and I will post details sortly.
The first time also followed an invocation, but that particular time
to Amon, my Guardian Demon, for which I am eternally greatfull, and
filled with pride, following which I again meditated, then did the
flame meditation, after that I walked downstairs, sat down in front
of my laptop then cupped my hands in front of my eyes and it played
like a movie. Everything I "looked" at drew my attention as if to
impint it on my memory. Following that I spent a month
writting/painting my hall/stairs and landing in Egyptian
Heiroglyphics, which I leant along the way. I have an incredible draw
towards Egyptology.

The first one also had a crocodile, but this was much smaller, and
that time the vision ended as panic touched me as this crocodile
approached people washing and bathing at a rivers edge.

Im mediating for approximately thirty minutes at a time and do flame
concentration regulaly so I find paying attention to detail quite
easy. I sensed the people were, for lack of a btter expression, "Of
our kind", and not like those without. I had not considered Satan as
the crocodiles, althouh mighty, huge crocodiles, and certainly
stronger than the humans, I "felt" akin to the people and a dislike
for the crocodiles that I feel, or at least I believe the Father
would not show himself to me with anger towards those I would count
as brothers/sisters.
You have given me a different view on this, thankyou. It is easy to
see things from one angle.

Regards

Lucius Dragonwolf
Priest of Enki, Warrior of Satan

Hail Satan!



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Johnny
<coldnorthernelf@... wrote:

This is very interesting. It sounds almost as though it has an

egyptian flavor to it...as the crocodile was seen (supposedly) as a
symbol of chaos and elemental imbalance (I wonder though, if he was a
form of Satan..).

The dark figure could have been some guise of Set or

something....very interesting...you kept track of a lot of details.

~Johnny

"forgotten.identity" <forgotten.identity@...

wrote:

Two weeks ago following an Invocation of Raum, for a particular
reason, I performed a flame meditation, as I find this excellent

for

strengthening concentration, I had an experience which was

directly

followig the flame meditation in the form of a vision for lack of

a

better explanation, the vision was as follows:

Firstly I saw an Auric Face/Neck Shoulders of a male, with the

face

like an Egyptian Statue, Multi coloured lines around a Gold
Face/Skin. My attention was dragged from the area of the face to

the

area of the third eye where there apeared to be Three Snakes
protruding from the forehead.
This faded in a kaleidascope of Purple/Green/Blue continuously in
motion into a spade shape of gold/white.
My conciousness was drawn in by the gold/white and I saw the
following:

There was a mountain peak strangley completely surrounded by blue

sea

water, as if the earth had sunk into the sea. My attention was
directed to crowds of people gathered on the peak, most seemed
disheveled, torn clothes, weary, tired but I felt an overwealming
sense that they felt safe, as if chased by some terror to the arms

of

safety.
My attention shifted momentarily to where some people had gained
confidence in their relief at apparent safety, and where making

their

way to the water, most at this point seemed relatively calm. I too
felt this calmness.
Then, as if out of a horror film as a group of people approached

the

water, HUGE crocodiles leapt forward, these where huge! Big
Crocodiles started snapping people from the waters edge, shacking
people in two. Panic struck, the crowd ran up the rocks, the

crowds

where bound togther in a mass ring off people scrambling for

higher

ground. Looking back in fearful terror, and I could feel the

terror,

they saw people they had formed strong bonds with, surviors of
something that had brought them together, ripped and rendered at

the

waters edge. Sadness, Pity and horror where emotions that flowed
through me.
Next I felt a feeling I never wish to feel again from the massed
crowd, one I have no word to describe as one by one the huge
crocodiles left the water and started making there way up to

higher

ground.
Despair turned to defeat, defeat turned to denial, denial turned

to

Anger and Men, Women, the old and the young, took up rocks and
stones... and charged the crocodiles, the feeling I felt next was
strangely euphoric in both pride and again, feelings too complex

for

words. And the only thing I heard throughout the whole event was

the

voice in my mind which cleary said "Aim for the Eyes"? Then

familiar

Darkness.
Directly following this, I had a bizzare feeling, and I know it
sounds weird but the only way I can describe what I was feeling is

by

saying I could feel my wings.

Regards

Lucius Dragonwolf
Priest of Enki, Warrior of Satan

Hail Satan!






Memberships are now available in the Allee Shadow Tradition.

Membership fees include FREE classes, access to member's only areas,
as well as getting to learn from the priesthood including the Allees.
Membership may also come with a FREE SIGNED copy of the Allee's book.
Inquire at www.alleeshadowtradition.com.

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story.

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